lost dreams
My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.
Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he,
he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is.
He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul,
its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome.
He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger.
His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared.
Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others.
He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon.
He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got.
His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him.
Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.
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Saturday, July 30, 2005
oohhhh wat am i to do .....
oohhhh ..... i have 3 of my text books dat i borrowed on hold ..... i cant renew them online .... shud i go to the library n see whether i can renew it there ???? well well ...... maybe i would try with 1 of the book ...... hahaha ..... oohhhhhhhh yeah b4 i forget ..... MY BLOG NOW CAN COMMENT ....... sooooo there is the tagboard .... for short msg ..... n there is the comment .... which was never used b4 in my blog ..... where u can write sumthing long n nasty for me to read ...... yeah .... it is finally up n running .... after like wat ..... almost a year now .... well .... sad case ma me ..... n sooo .... have fun saying sumthing ...... which i think only a few would .....
hohoho .....
im such a dead guy ..... pretty much soo .... my pic shud prove it even more ..... like ppl say ... i look like a dead man ...... soo true indeed .... well ... wat can dooo .... hahaha ..... im sooo gonna struggle through this sem ..... would i survive ..... well .... i shall see then ..... living life is the hardest thing to do ....... those who r brave will live on ..... those who r weak ..... will resort to ways of freedom .... such as drugs .... alcohol .... a few other things ..... n also death ......
ohhh ... death ... my most fav subject ....... r students nowadays .... becoming more n more pressured to do well ..... if they dun do well ..... they'll even take their own life ..... hahahaha .... sad case ..... i wont kill myself cos of my studies ..... as long as i pass .... im alll grateful for not failing dats all ..... welll this term ...... instead of aiming for pass only ..... im aiming for credit - distinction ..... yeah yeah ..... dats how i am ... slowly building up my aim .... well ... i hope it isnt dat tough .... lucky it is accounting for decision making ... not gonna write accounts .... hopefully .... just interpret only ..... ahhh ... feeling better than dat day ...... maybe i shud try to make new frens ... n try to be as cheerful as i was in AUSMAT ..... maybe dat would do the trick ..... hahaha ... i must be kidding myself ..... n soo .... lets just see ..... im still feeling sleepy after awhile in the class ..... soo ... definitely having tough times in class ..... yeap yeap ..... hahhahaha ...... but i vow to work harder ...... aiming for distinction ..... meaning the best would be distinction ... n minimum credit ..... heehehhehe ...... gotta work harder ...... well well ... this is wat i shud do ...... hahahahaha
life .... is wat u make of it ..... it would be great only if u make it dat way .... im trying my best to make it good ..... as already .... many trials n tribulations im going through .... but i think this wont be the end of it .... hahahaha ...... well well .... im fortunate dat 1 problem has been settled ..... now gonna face a few others .... gotta make sure about the book thing .... well .... if i dun have ... i need to make a pact with pragash ..... for back up books ..... hehehehe ..... saving money ... is also priority already this year ...... books r costly .... n is only used like wat .... for 4 months n gone ..... n i still cant sell my last sem books .... im soo screwed but hey .... gonna try again on monday .... just hope ... all will be a'ok .... yeah yeah ......
finally ...... wat shall i do today ..... yeah ... its still early ... well .... just laze around like i always do .... hahaha .... no la .... gotta clear up my stiff abit here n there ..... gotta do it .... n soo .... let me live .... the life of this coming 5-6 months .... yeah yeah
Friday, July 29, 2005
ohhh ... i just 'love' this life ..... most of the time
isnt life soo lovely .... its yet another time of me .... finding a place of belonging ..... a plce where i can really fit ..... well .... i guess i just have to fit to ppl ..... even though it isnt me ...... ohhh yeah ... i do suffer from mood swings also ... dunno y though .... but hey ..... i still suffer from it ...... aahhhh ..... my temper on the rise .... yup .... im gonna blog about myself even deeper than b4 .... y ... cos it just seems dat is the for the better isnt it ..... its not like i have many readers also ..... let them know how i really am la .....
already been diagnosed by the psycho-to-be ..... actually ... i more or less already knew wat she had diagnose me .... but hey ... its just me ... isnt it ..... hahaha ..... cant be helped ....scarred since young .... i think la .... not sure la ... but 1 thing for sure ... i was already feeling such since i was young .... soo .... can i be cured ??? maybe .... but most probably not .... u cant be cured 100% ... no such thing ..... sooo .... y am i writing such terrible shit ... well its me ....
n sooo now to move on ..... isnt dat how it is suppose to be .... but how to move on ... when each time i move on ... it comes to haunt me later on ...... n it is repiticious .... if i spelled it correctly dat is ...... im finding it getting harder n harder to bear .... well ..... just have to keep it in .... dats wat i tot ..... but i guess ..... i MUST LET IT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my anger .... my temper has been flaring ..... my mood has been rather unstable ..... having the toughest time keeping calm .... cant calm myself down anymore .... just cant ..... i dunno y .... but it used to be easy last time .... but nowadays ..... my temper flares like the volcano ..... but ... im also quiet ......
ahhh ... my quiet side ...... well .... this is due to my extreme shallowness .... n my no knowledge of fashion .... im sorry ... im not a fashion freak .... neither am i a movie buff .... neither am i a vivid reader ..... n i dun have astro like the rest of u out there ..... yeah .. there r a few who share my fate of not having astro ... n not knowing much about mtv n watever ..... but i try ..... i even tried to watch the OC ... to talk with frens .... haihz ... sad nyer .... cant be bothered anymore .... now ... im just gonna do wat i like ..... i know im super stupid ... but i dun care ..... i dun read newspaper like u guys as well ok .... neither am i a fitness guy ..... yeah .... u can screw me alll around .... doesnt matter much to me anymore anywayz ...
hahahaha .... i know i sound like a sad case guy .... but hey ... i've been hit in the face many times ... knowing dat i dun have a good fren in college/uni ..... they r just frens .... as many of u would know .... i am a pretty quite guy ..... but sumtimes .... i really feel neglected though ... in the group ..... when i try to talk ..... ppl woul listen for awhile ... until another person would talk n then they would not listen to me anymore .... typical ..... pretty obvious .... like i said sumtimes ..... when it is in a group .... unless i get a 1 to 1 session of talk .... then only do i have the chance to talk ..... really ..... isnt dat upsetting ... for u to only be able to talk to ppl only 1 to 1 .... n not in a group ...... just plain sad ......
anywayz .... like today ..... ahh they had to go to teppanyaki .... i know the food dat i would eat from there cos 7.90 .... soo ... i considered it pretty expensive .... n then .... i knew sumone would have to look after the bags dat they left behind .... sad yeah .... well it is bcos i feel obligated to take care for them ..... but ..... i dunno ... i feel like ... i've lost something dat i had last year .... i dunno wat it is ..... well ..... just have to leave it la .... its a lost part of me .....
ahhh .... i know i'll get alot of ppl contacting me ... asking ... r u ok .... those kind of things ... n of course i would say im ok ..... its a normal reaction ..... sadly ... i may not be .... suffereing badly ... once in awhile .... the illness im suffering from getting worse ???? maybe .... if not most probably ..... like she said ... get help .... help ... where ??? therapist ??? psychologist ??? they cost like hell .... RM200 per hour .... i rather go collet the money buy a gun .... n blow a bullet into my head ..... it seems sooooo easy .... like in a video clip i saw ..... dam smart ass ..... arrested ... but was not searched .... went into the station ... the police went out for a moment ..... got a gun from the front of his pants .... near his crotch la ... took the safety away ... aim .... n pulled the trigger .... dam cool suicide in a police station ... caught on camera ....
hahaha .... i know this is a sign of need an ear ..... n im telling the whole world ... im tired keeping my pain n suffering hidden already ... i know by doing this ... i'll be causing a great impact on a few .... maybe less than dat ... but still ... a few .... .... cant be bothered anymore of keeping it a secret ...... life is just to fucked up to keep it all to myself .....
ahhh life ..... it sucks ...... lovely death ... how i have longed for u ..... i know i sound like a sick bastard .... dats wat i am .... i know u all must be thinking im wanting self pity .... maybe i do .... but u dun have to give a fuck about me ..... im justa screwed up person like others ...... im a weakling ..... dats for sure ...
aaahhhhh ..... like the angel .... i dunno la .... isnt life fucked up ..... mentally .... im losing it ... for all i know .... i may end up dead ..... have been hoping for it to happen .... scold me all u wan ... im just tired ...
ahhh ... all my feelings .... deep inside .... i have the gratest uncertainty .... 1 minute happy ... another minute sad ... another minute angry ... n soo forth ....
somebody shoot me .... well ...... tooo tired already .... late nite post ..... dun bother askingme wat i have written ... cos later i would have forgotten about it ..... so dun bother asking ....
nitez y'all .... dun worry ..... i'll die .... 1 day .... sleepz sleepz here i come .....
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
oohhhh .... me becoming kiasu ..... n dam it i forgot wats the word im looking for
yeah yeah ...... could i be considered kiasu ???? ahhh ..... maybe i could ... since i am borrowing books ... from the library ... instead of buying it like any other soul .... ppl la ... or photostating like the reasonable man amirul ..... hahaha ... yes ..... i am a ...... a .... i still cant find the word ..... could i say loser .... not really .... not dat suitable ...... asshole .... seems kinda extreme ...... wat else le ..... dunno wor .... nvm ... it'll come to me .....
alrite .... since this is the 2nd day .... there shud be more lectures right ... yeah .. there were 2 .... 1 at 11.30 n another at 2.30 ...... n guess wat time i reached sunway ...... a few minutes b4 8 ..... hahaha .... yes .. kiasu to get parking space .... yes ... i know dats terrible ..... but i hate to walk dam far .... until i get the monthly parking at the condo .... i will park in the campus area ..... n soo ... wat i did in the morning .... ate .... read newspaper ..... chatted .... paid fees .... renewed library card ..... renewed library books ..... chatted abit more ..... prepare sum stuff to be photostated .... n then got sumthing to bite ..... n im off to lecture .... as i tot .... ISB .... information system for business ... is definately boring ..... almost slept ... as it was the same for MAP .. the 2.30 wan ... ohh dats macroeconomics principles ..... hahaha .... since today only know 1 new subject ..... i went straight away to the library to borrow the ISB text book ..... not important .... but it would be good ..... soo borrowed la ... then had lunch at medan with fendi n pragash .... ahhh ... the shop for nasi goreng USA was closed ... had mee goreng then ... awful ... totally awful ....
after dat .... just lepak abit .. n then went to photostat sum stuff ... n then just chatted n lepak again .... hahaha ... then off to class ..... terrible ... feeling tired .... after dat ..... oohhhh just went to foyer la ... wat else ... usual la ..... n then ... saw carina n then amirul also was there abit later ... n then went to buy printing money ...... n then went to print all available notes at the moment .... haihz ... sad nyer ..... alot of money wasted there ..... then .... just lepak around foyer till later ... went for dinner ... at 5 + .... i think ... then the thought of doing nothing in college .... alone .... kinda haunted me abit .... soo i went back home .... n here i am ... yeah yeah ...
now ... im freaking tired .... but i still wanted to jot down my life in this useless blog .... not many readers except for myself ... hahaha .... yeah .... n a few others .... well well .... i shud get sleeping now ..... or else i get whipping from my mother (this 1 just kidding only but she has been telling me off to sleep early .... i guess i shud) .... soo .... im going to wrap up with .....
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booommm !!! oohhh my comfy bed ...... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
p.s. plz tell me wats the word im looking for .... if u r willing to do so .....
Monday, July 25, 2005
life is a killer ... n soo is uni .... n soo is the learning
peace u all ..... everyone peace ... its just the 1st day of uni .... n im tired like shit ..... dam it ... how to cope for the rest of the sem .... well .... i guess i'll manage sumhow .... but now .... seems like ppl r enjoying themselves in wat they r studying .... good for u .... n to others .... just enjoy ur life .... with ur studies ..... hahahaha ... well well ...... as usual .... all lectures in VU r compulsory ...... n so r the tutorials ..... but unfortunately ..... im trying to be a hero .... sign up for tutes ..... not the same with the gang .... amirul, tracy, n fendi they all la ...... cos they were cutting queue ..... unlike me .... becoming good boy ..... didnt cut queue ... but queue up like a total absolute fool ..... well ..... my timetable still sucks ..... cant be helped ..... but arranging for the livelihood for this coming sem ..... seriously .... gotta spend less .... n gotta save more .... so dat can get a nice coat for myself ... since i never had 1 ..... yes i know im stupid in the fashion sense .... i blame myself for dat .... but dun worry ...... for now .... im just lacking money ... or else .... i wanna dress up nicely ...... but a style dat has been in my mind .... but rather tedious work to dress up such way ..... hahahahaha
alrite ... enuf stupid stuff .... wanna say ..... hell .... im sooo gonna suffer through hell ..... well wat can do ... who asked me to be a hero ..... well .. hopefully .... this time around .... i can break the ice with other ppl .... including indonesians ..... n maybe make new frens ...... but most probably highly unlikely ... since all has their own click's ..... meaning their own gang who they talk to .... well .... maybe jsut get to know them ... as acquaintances .... well ..... freaking tired .. need sleep .... though im fucking hungry .... i know im filled with vulgar words .... n is considered a very perverted bastard .... so u can bang me all u wan ....
cant really update u much ... dats all ... needs sleep .... dying .... dying ...... dead _____________________________________ flatlined ... dead on bed
Sunday, July 24, 2005
ohh ... kill me babe
hahaha .. wat a title ..... yeah yeah ... well well .... wat can i say now .... yeah ... went back to my old blog skin .... seeing dat it was quite nice .... last time i didnt keep this 1 long .... cos .... dat time i was active in changing ... not nowadays ..... let this be the 1st change towards the new sem then ..... bon voyage ....
Saturday, July 23, 2005
ohhh dam the new sem .... ahh nvm la ...
wazzup ppl .... if u guys do come here n read ..... though i dun think there r many readers anymore ..... its pretty much the usual stuff aint it .... well ..... today is sat ..... n on last thursday .... was 1 pretty hectic day for me ..... kinda woke up abit late .... n then went online for awhile ..... ahhh .. the usual stuff la like i said .... well ... after dat had to take a bath .... style my hair abit .... n then off to the photo shop ..... to take pic for my driving license .... yeah .... its gonna expire soon ..... omg its already 2 years .... geng geng .... hahahaha .... well .... its gonne expire end of this month .... yeap ... 31 july ...... n soo .. with my long hair ... i had to style it abit nicer wont we .... dat license will be with me for like wat .... 5 years .... soo .. better make it look good .... n sooo ... after the photo shop ... i went to the clinic ..... for another check of my blood pressure ... n ... take a hepatitis A + B jab ...... omg ...... stupid man .... when i was injected it doesnt hurt dat bad ..... but it hurts bad after dat ...... muscles in pain ..... must have hit some nerves sumwhere ..... n today is saturday .... n yeah .. today's pain is the worse ..... can help it though .......
alrite ... next .. i went to mc d for my brunch ..... yeah ... i know bad bad .... dun care la ... it will be awhile till i do dat again ... cos uni is starting .... omg ... havent got any books yet ... really low on money ... n soo ... i must save up on buying the books for now .... i wonder if its gonna be a'ok for me this sem ..... dam it ....... ohhhh sorry im running from my story again .... well ... after my brunch ... online for awhile again ... b4 i felt dead tired ..... TIRED ... n not sleepy ..... went to rest for awhile ..... omg .... really dam tired .... then ... my mother came back .... n had to send the cats ..... all 5 cats to the vet .... omg .... n soo ... the 1st round was ..... the 3 girls who had been vaccinated earlier ..... they r ..... el2 .... spotty .... n anja ..... well .... since only had 1 cage ..... anja gets the cage .... cos the other 2 will attack her if she is outside .... soo ... i had to carry the other 2 in the car .... ohhhh .... dam tired ... especially with my arm hurting .... cant be helped though ..... n sooo ... they were vaccinated .... n off we left .... then ... said we will bring the other 2 who was sick ..... soo .. rushed back home .... n got the other 2 ..... which r .... iny .... n tinko ..... n again .,.... only 1 could stay in the cage ..... n decided it was iny ... since she is very active wan ... n she is the hardest to be carried ... cos she hates to be carried .... n we rushed over the the vet .... n checked the gums .... well ... still infected .... sooo ... they got injected .. n given sum med to put on the gums ..... n then ... later talked to another vet .... she said ... continue the medthey were taking .... n soo .... had to rush n pay for it ....... oohhh this is where the another problem arised .....
sooo .. after paying for the medicine ... we went back home ..... as soon as we got back home .... all the cats r set free ..... n i went about to my usual thing ... my comp .... n then .... my mother screamed at me .... "where is the medicine" .... talking about the medicine bought after the jab .... n so ... a battle of words began
my mom : i gave u the medicine wat, where did u left it ?
me : wat medicine, u never gave me the medicine also, u were the 1 holding it.
my mom : i gave u a box for u to go up n pay, cos the doctor gave me the box, i give it to u so dat u can give it to the cashier upstairs n so dat u can pay
me : wat box, u never gave me any box, u only gave me a piece of paper which says the name of the medicine.
my mom : no i remember giving it to u, where did u put the medicine. did u left it at the cashier?
me : u didnt even give me the medicine at all. u didnt give me any box to carry. only the paper.
n then my mom when searching around ... her handbag n stuff .....
my mom : see its not here with me in my hand bag. how could u left the medicine.
me : U NEVER GAVE IT TO ME IN THE 1ST PLACE. how was i to know dat i had to carry the medicine.
my mom : now u go back to the vet n check whether u left it at the cashier.
me : ok la ..........
went off .... feeling quite pissed at her ... blaming me like dat .... when i really remembered dat i didnt hold any box ... which contained the box .... sped off really fast .. n drive as fast s i could .... cos the vet was closing u see ..... haihz dam, angry .... simply drive there ..... dun care man .... just simply hit red light .... n all those la .... cant be bothered ... n then reached there ..... n guess where i found the med .... its at the clinic place ..... ok ok .... let me explain how this building is 1st since i have made u guys blur blur ..... 1st of all .. the clinic for the pets r located on the 1st floor ... cos this is a government building ... its the government animal hospital .... n soo .. the cashier is located on the 2nd floor .... ok .... the 1st floor is like the ground floor ... n the 2nd floor is 1 floor above ..... n soo ... luckily i saw 1 of the doctors who recognised me ... n she just passed to me the med .... n then i smsed my mother ... dat she left the med at the clinic area there .... later when i reached home .... there was a cold tension .... seeing dat it was her mistake ... she didnt say anything ......
n soo i went about doing my things ...... n soo .. i would like to conclude my thursday .. cos the rest of it is boring .... u know y .... well went to pasar malam alone .... n then bought dinner for my parents n myself .... n then ... had to rush n work on my father's laptop dat was dying .... stupid machine .... n then ... slept late cos had to fix the dam dying machine .....
alrite .... moving onto the next day .... i woke up at 6.15 .... mind u i slept at 1.15 earlier .... soo was kinda tired ..... hey ..... i gotta push myself anywayz cos gotta go to sunway as fast as possible .... n soo .... went by federal .... jam as usual ..... n i had fetch a passenger as well .... she was nicely sleeping ... the whole way thru ... sooo nice eh .... cant be helped ... its her .... then reached sunway .... again she still wanted to sleep ..... n i wanted to go about doing my stuff .... n soo ... i moved on ... leaving her in the car ... telling her ... to lock the car ... went to get my timetable .... n then try to allocate my timetable as nice as i could ..... later went for breakfast while she slept .... sleepyhead she is .... n then ... i went to the mph to register for my tutes ..... dam it ... i shud have stayed with amirul n the rest .... dats me going solo .... hahahaa .... wat a joke .... anywayz .... got a lousy timetable in the end ..... n then .... just lepak around SUC ..... just sit there .. n stone .... dats the only thing i can do .... cos ... as always .... i deemed myself anti social ..... cant get to talk to those ppl ..... kinda rude right to interrupt ppl while they r talking ... soo .. just listened .... n do nuts ..... same thing ... always feeling left out ... dats how i felt on friday .... with .... amirul .... isabel .... amir .... fendi .... n then came carina .... ohhh b4 carina there was pei lin ... soo .... its kinda boring u see ...... as i would be expecting this coming sem .... since i dun have any single class with them ...... ohhh ... im sooo gonna die in my future ..... ba social life = failure in life ..... yeap ... dats how i see things .... nvm la ..... cos this is how i am ..... have to accept it ..... different from the AUSMAT year ..... dat year i went all out .... but now ..... cant do dat anymore ..... dun feel the strength anymore .... sadly .. dats how i am ...... hahahaha ....
all right ..... after dat ... in the evening ... oohh yeah ... was lepaking cos had to wait for sumone .... b4 going to pyramid for dinner ..... n then ... went back home ..... just b4 reaching home .... got a msg saying ... yam cha cancelled ..... bloody hell .... last minute .... nvm ... went to a fren's house ... for sum games .... later after i washed up la .... hahaha .. reached back home around 1.15-1.20 in the morning .... came online did sum stuff ... chat with sue lin ... n then slept at 2.30 ....
hahaha ..... 20 hours plus being awake .... is really torturing ....
anywayz ... nothing much about sat ... except dat i woke up at 10.30 ...... ok .. dats 8 hours of sleep ...... but i woke up to a terrible pain in my arm ..... still fucking pain from the jab ..... the last jab .... the pain lasted like wat .... 1-2 weeks ... stupid shit ......
ok ok ... soo .. i guess dats about it ..... this is how "interesting" my life is .... hahaha .. the usual la .....
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
ooooohhhhh hey everybody ... wazzup y'all
hehehehe ... i know la dat i havent been blogging much ...... neither do i have much pics ..... ohh .. wont be posting anymore new pics since my camera was kidnapped by my father to be used in his work ... by his workers ..... i hope they dun damage it anymore .... or else it would be a long long long time till i get to post a new pic ... unless its sumone else's camera .... hehehehe .. well well ..... today is tuesday right .... a day of relaxation .... yet again ..... or a day of lazing .... cos im dam lazy ... omg ... this friday already have to register for tutes .... cilaka .... gonna start already ..... haihz
ohhhh .. yeah went back to college on monday .. dat was yesterday ... to check my results ..... wahhhhh .... im sooo happy .... i passed all my subjects ..... NO NEED TO RETAKE ANY SUBJECTS ...... well .. good la ... heheheh ... anywayz .... my results was considered ok ... hehehe .... but as usual ... amirul .. n tracy .. did much better .... as for macha .... he didnt say .... dunno why though ..... too much dota ???? well .... wat i can say is dat ..... im happy i passed all ..... cant be bothered by the older subjects could i ... well .. maybe i shud ... since it will be used in other subjects later on .... haihz ... dunno la ...... 2 n a half more years for a basic degree ... n still not enuf ... have to study more ..... i dunno la ..... am i up for it yet ... not really la ... right now .... just wanna enjoy life ......
anywayz ..... guys .... have loads of fun ok ...... n dun piss ppl off .... not to mention ..... dun be soo irritating ..... n childish .... hahahahaha
see ya ...
Saturday, July 16, 2005
oohhh .... im a fool .... yeah
hehehehe ... a poser me .... again ... but this pic is older ..... hahaha ... stupid blur me ...
well well ..... today has pretty much been a tiring day ..... or is it really ???? well .... i have to say ... i have received alot of bad comments about my hair ..... ahhh ... well .... dun care ... im still gonna keep it long ..... no matter wat ppl have to say ..... i have a purpose for my hair ..... n dat is ..... afro .... muahahaha ..... ok ok about my day
well ... it started as i woke up in the morning ..... n then went out to pay the house bills .... dat didnt took long though ... except dat i was a complete n utter fool ..... ok .... i'll tell u y im a complete n utter fool .... well ... i went out of the house ... going to the post office near my house ..... drove out ... all the way to the post office .... n then .... got out of the car ..... only to realize .... dat i didnt bring the bill with me ..... i was pretty much cursing my ownself .... yup ... i do curse my ownself from time to time ... bcos of being an utter fool .... most of the time .... n soo .. wat i did was .... drove all the way back home .... n drove back out to the post office .... n paid the bills ... there werent many ppl there ... soo .. it was fast n easy ... n then i stopped by a mamak shop nearby the post office ... n had a nice thosai ... paper thosai to be exact .... with a cup of neslo ice ... hahahaha ..... n boy was the thosai fast .... not even 2-3 minutes after i oredered ... it arrived in front of me .... even b4 my drink came ..... hahaha ... soo ... i justenjoyed my breakfast .... n then went back home ..... oohhh .... when i got back .... i went to dry out the clothes ... which was already in the washing machine ..... my mother put it in .... for me to dry it out ... as usual .... n then ... later i check my car bonet ..... check for the usual stuff ..... battery water ..... oil ..... n of course wiper water ...... n then cleaned my engine abit ... from all the dust .... n then .... went back to my beloved computer ....
there i check a few stuff .... n then ... chatted abit .... n then .... hurriedly mopped the floor of my downstairs hall area ..... boy was i in a rush .... n then got ready to go out ... yeah .... well went out with my fren ... to school ... my old school la .... n then .... we went to mid valley ..... there .... after a nice lunch ..... eating at ..... oh sushi i think ...... then went to play dota at the e-zone .... stupid lagging line .... n slow comp .... very hard to play ..... but anywayz ... i won 1 ... simon won 1 .... hehehe ... n then met up with my cousin ..... my cousin all the way from sabah .... here on a course ..... n expect me to be her slave ...... driving her where ever she wans to go .... haihz ... sad case wan la dat girl ...... anywayz .... went for a movie .... 3 person ..... for the movie unleashed .... since my cousi nwas afraid of the movie ' the amityville horror ' ...... soo had to watched unleashed ..... after the movie .... ohh another round of good food ..... oohhh ..... my wallet is crying ..... n then came back home ..... only to find my mother pouting ??? oohhh .... i totally get it y she is like dat .... haihz ......
im considered a no good son already u know .... haihz ... very sad case wan la ..... i mean me ..... not my mother ... she is the superb mom ..... really .... but haihz ..... parents expect soo much .... but ..... i just cant live to their expectations ..... im not like those elite ppl ..... really ..... i dunno la ..... my parents can be considered as very liberal parents .... but i just live up to their expectations .... really .... how could i ...... im just too blur ...... dat is how life is .... really .... aarrggghhhh ... sad case sad case ..... im such a sad terrible case ......
i wonder how most of them could do it .... maybe .... the different environment dat they were exposed to ..... hahaha ... im feeling sooo lost ..... i try to be .... interested in the normal stuff dat ppl would be .... but it just not wat im interested in ....... is it wrong .... for me to watch my anime ??? my mother ... n my father ... nags me everyday about my anime ..... even threatened to destroy my comp ...... ahhhh ..... its really annoying ..... even though i wanna say a piece of my mind ..... but i just cant ..... cos i just find solid proof to back me up .... neither do i have the guts to go against my mother ..... especially my mother ...... to everyone ..... who is reading this .... u dunno how brutal my mother can be ......
for the students of SMK Tmn Connought .... i think u would know my mother .... she is the most feared teacher in the school ... who teaches physics n add maths ..... she also teaches maths ..... truly ... a fearsome person .... u would never want to get on her bad side ..... n when she is angry ..... all hell break lose ... n u will find me avoiding her at all cost .... cos she will bang ppl up for every small mistake ..... omg .... how could i be talking bad about my mother ..... but .... if u r nice to her ... she will be nice to u too ... soo .. just remember ... not to piss her off .... she can be a great fren ..... really .... she is a daring lady .... even dared to go against the principle of the school for some injustice stuff .....
oohhhh ... wat a relief ..... to get it off my chest ..... but ..... most of my actions .... most things dat i do ... is always questioned of wat good does it have for me ... in the future ..... i really am out of words ..... haihz .... everytime .... she bangs me with those words .... it really strips me of my confidence .... aarrrggghhhh .... it just hurts soo much .... every single time ....it would always make me wanna kill myself ..... it always make me feels .... dat its just not worth living ..... but i still hold on .... y ... cos i know ... there r many more things ... dat i havent enjoyed ... such as my anime ...... my special some one ..... n pretty much the company of my frens .....
aahhhhh ..... im really at a lost ... im just too blur ..... too shallow ..... too stupid ..... haihz .... i wonder if the future psychologist could help me ..... analyse me .... n give me a better understanding of myself ..... really .... i think i need an evaluation by a proper psychologist ..... n sooo ...... could sumone tell me ??? well ... those who r my frens .... u can tell me via email/friendster mail ..... send it to the_final_mas@hotmail.com ......
well life is irritatingly challenging ..... i dunno whether having liberal parents is good ..... especially with me who holds no initiative to do things ..... sumbody ...... whack the shit out of me ..... i would be totally grateful if u do so .....
well ... this is .... TheMaS ..... who is feeling like shit after knowing there will be more shit for me tomoro ..... oohhh ... im gonna suffer ..... mentally ..... n maybe physically ..... dunno la ... have to see how ....
sooo nitez y'all .... live life cool .... n to the fullest ...... s how i try ....
Thursday, July 14, 2005
everyone .... oohhh ... wat a waste ehh
hehehehe .... as it seems ... not many ppl has been blogging .... n its pretty irritating .... cos there is nothing for me to read ..... haihz .... okla .... went to SPG's blog .... read sum stuff .... seems rather boring ..... also went to xia xue's .... also quite bored ... except for the pics ..... cos the normal blogger is having exam .... u know who .... of course ... there are 2 .... 1 hasnt been blogging for a long long time .... n another .... just stop for the week ..... cos she has exam ...... aarrrggghhhh ... but hey ... got sumone updating more wor .... after soooo long didnt update much ... now update quite alot ..... i also pity her la .... seemingly udner heavy stress .... n not much frens .... well .... soon soon ... everyone will be back ... n all will be back to normal .... hahahaha
but i wonder ... would everything be back to normal .... like it used to be ???? hahahaha ... i truly wonder ..... there r bound to be gaps .... around some places .... n some ppl .... cant be helped though .... ahahhaha ..... n sooo ... the time would start .... i wonder about the ppl around .... how would they react ??? i know wat i would do ..... but how about them ???? im sure it would be ackward .... wouldnt it ????? welll ...... i know 1 person who would know all the details .... but im too lazy to dig up the past ..... i just wanna live on the present .... n live for the future ..... though .... i shud be doing sumthing else now .... such as .... finish up clearing up my room .... but nooo .... im here blogging .... hahahahaha .... wat a wasted dude i am .....
n sooo .... wat shall i say ..... live is just to move on .... n i wonder if ppl would move on .... n i wonder if .... ppl would tell their true feelings towards others ???? hahaha ... i truly wonder ..... hehehehe .... i wodner about alot of stuffs ..... n i do daydream alot ..... hehehehe ...... dreams which r out of this world ..... but cant be helped .... i just leave day dreaming .......
n sooo .... with this stupid heat .... shall i continue the work dat i had started yesterday .... n finish it by today ??? or shall i rest in slumber .... as my body wears tired .... as the blistering heat continues to bear down on us ......
n sooo ... this just came to my mind ...... why would ppl rather keep it in their hearts n not tell ...... well .... for now i only see a few possibility ..... 1 is dat .... they r scared dat it would harm or ... most probably change the relationship dat they have with the other ..... n soo ... dat was the most reasonable reason ...... the other reason is dat ..... oohhh ...its just human nature to keep it all deep down .... n just talk/think/gossip about it later ..... well ... this is the only 2 reason dat i can come out with .......
oohhh ... i also went to check mr jeremy's blog .... wow .... such graphic pictures he has ....... well .... from wat i read ... he has a point ...... but i dunno wat is wat ..... n i dun wanna anything about dat .... cos .. i have no knowledge of it ..... or not enuf of it .... to talk about it ... n soo .. if u wanna know more ... n see wat he has to say ... go to his blog ..... wow ... im promoting his blog pulak ..... but im sure there will be a number of comments .... on his blog la ..... like the past posts he had ..... drew alot of unwanted attention ... n unwanted remarks ..... which shud not be said ... but ppl wan to say .... soo ... i say ... let them say it ...... its free speech ..... but is there such thing in this country ???? i still wonder ..... anywayz .... life is pretty good in m'sia ..... except for a few incidents ... which would annoy ppl .... of course its just normal daily stuff .... but hey .... its life ...
yeah yeah ... maybe i shud get started on my room cleaning .... there r 2 rooms to clean ... n i only cleaned halfway 1 of the rooms .... ahhh .. .sad sad ..... :'( .....
n sooo ..... how how le ???? work super hard ???? need sugar in my blood .... hahaha .... yesterday ... i had sum choc pudding donuts ..... they were exremely good .... hahahaha .... yeah ... im just a silly crazee bugger ... who bought 12 choc pudding donuts .... yes u heard me ... i bought it on tuesday .... evening .... ate 1 there ... n sue lin also ate 1 .... n then later dat nite ... ate another 3 or 4 .. i cant remember .... n then ... in the morning ... i ate summore ... leaving 3 .... n then ... i ate the rest for lunch .... nyahahaha ... n sooo .. yesterday afternoon ... i was crazeely hyper ... hahaha ... doing alll sort of stuff cleaning my room .... actually ... sorting out my mags .... u dun wanna know wat mags they r ....
anywayz ... just learned sumthing new .... hehehe ... let me go post a new pic of myself ..... long hair ..... making my head look big .... hahahahaha ..... oohhh wait .... i dun have any nice close up pics .... n soo .. i put up my poser pic ..... sure shocking wan ..... cos its looks dam stupid .... hahahaa ..... dats for u to decide ... hehehe .... ooohhh wait .... its on the top ... stupid me ... hehehee .... take care guys ...
luv u all out there .... just stay healthy ... n live life the best u could
Sunday, July 10, 2005
life .... oohhh life .....
hehehe .... wat a title eh .... well .... i dunno la .... life is ok la nowadays ... since im on holiday .... hahaha .... maybe im abit under the weather .... but hey ... it seems all well to me .... not sure whether im really ok or not ... but hey ... if im feeling a'ok ... then it shud also be a'ok .... hehehhee ... anywayz .... seems like there is alot of problems ppl facing nowadays .... alot n alot of problems .... yeah yeah ... i dunno y .. cos they dun tell me ..... i know they have it cos they blog about it ..... but i do know sumone who has a prob .... n i know the details .... hehehhe ....
ok ok .... soo ... i guess im lucky ... im not struck by any misfortune this time ... but i was ... earlier this year ... but .... i overcome them the best i could .... well well .... seems like ... i have a few readers which i didnt know about until a few days ago ....
ehehhehehe .... i was sooooooo bz chatting with ppl ....n i seem to be pretty hyper .... too much sugar in my blood .... hahaha ... ate choco ..... hehehehe ... well well ... we just have to make the best out of life dun we .... hhahaha .... of course we do ..... n we always have to overcome obstacles as they come towards us ...... either alone ... or with the help of frens .... we still have to face them .... yeap yeap ....
hehehe ... just feeling hyper ... really really hyper .... hahahaha ..... i wonder .... if more n more ppl read my blog ...... n i wonder if dat person reads this blog of mine .... but i wouldnt know .... cos on one tags by anymore ... hahaha ....
normal la ..... anywayz ... i cant seem to find a nice skin for myself ... which also suits me .... i guess this skin would stay for awhile longer .....
omg omg .... i have soo many things to do ..... i have to clean my room .... my comp room .... n then my car ..... wow .... n i havent started yet .... omg .... im soo screwed ..... hahaha ... anywayz .... just gotta say .... i missed sooooooo many movies .... how can i get them back ..... i wan to watch them ... but i dun have the time .... really ......
anywayz ... im feeling dam lazy la .... though im hyper ... but it is at nite ... plus im front of my comp ...... its soooooo addictive ..... my parents really scolding for being in front of it whole day long .... but really ... i just cant stay away from it ..... even sue lin say its my wife ..... i just cant deny dat ....
ooohhh ..... i just love to blog as well ... but seems like im running out of things to blog about ... really ...... i cant talk about sumthing i wanna talk about .... fearing dat i might offend a great deal of ppl .... but i dunno la .... see how la .... if my blog doesnt receive much response ... maybe i would blog about it .....
oohhh .... n wat i mean by response ... i mean the amount of ppl visit my blog .... yeap yeap .... if its not much .. then i'll blog it la ..... hehehehe .... maybe its time for me to the address of my blog from my friendster ..... if i were to blog about dat ....
hehehehe ... anywayz guys .... plz .... just enjoy ur life ..... life is too short ..... jut make the best out of each day .... n u find life is much better .... hehhehehe ... of course .... never forget to plan for ur future .... dun always live like there is no tomoro today n not plan for tomoro .....
hehehe ... im talking crap here yet again ......
oohhh ... miss food ..... i wanna eat sooo many stuff ..... i wan my spaghetti cabonara from milwaukee ....... its the best ever ..... THE BEST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oohhhh ... its been awhile since i ate cheese baked rice ..... ahhh .... do i miss it ... not really ..... still miss the spaghetti more ....
oohhh .... i wanna eat at gilly's ..... oohhh ... ncie nice food ... n the apple tea ..... is also dam good ...
oohhh .... i wanna eat the golden balls .... n the piri piri chicken .... at sushi king ..... aahhhh .. soo many food .... dat i wan .... but ... it is all sooo costly .....
there r many other foods ... i would like to try ... .but due to restraint of money .... cant really enjoy it .... soo ... i just eat wats nice n filling ... to me la ... hehehe
Friday, July 08, 2005
heyya .... wats with the world ... dats wat ppl say
well well ..... i just heard about the bombing .... in london right .... a few place at the same time .... great shit of whoever who did it .... must be a smart bugger to do it ...... but y do ppl do it again ???? i wonder ..... but ..... i think ... seeing from history ..... it is called .... human nature ...... yeah yeah ..... it is the human nature to start chaos .... n bring fear into ppl's heart ..... it is wat sum ppl desire ..... hahahaha but why do they desire such things ??? well .... again .... it is part of human nature ..... wait ... i think i learnt it in management & organisation behaviour ..... ok ok ... if im not mistaken .... ppl has the need for power ..... the need for acknowledgement ... n i forgot wats the other ..... its a form of motivation .... n seeing from the blast .... i think .... the person who did this ... has the need for power .... the power of fear dat had struck many of london's population ..... hahahaha
omg .... y am i talking this ??? ooohh yeah .... i read joey's blog ... where she said she typed her conversation to god ..... her side only ..... so i guess it must be dat bombing stuff ... anywayz life is tough ... things happen for a reason .... ppl act in way for a reason .... but .... do we question the reason ???? or do we question the consequences of things happened ... n wat ppl did .....
well .. just wondering only ma ... hahahaha ...... anywayz ... now back to my life ..... my life is pretty steady ... after hols .... still seem bz .... i also dunno y ... n i still havent gotten around to clean both my room .. n the comp room .... really .... dam it .... hahaha .. anywayz .... life is quite good ... but lacking of sleep ... dats wat i feel la .... dunno ... maybe cant be helped ..... sooooooo much to do ... but not much time to do them .... n also lazy to do them ..... i dunno la ... wait wait .... i think ... can la .... anywayz .. i shud be sleeping .... dam tired .... exhausted myself today ...... tiring day ... but indoors la ..... yesterday ... tired also .... but went out .... to watch ..... initial d ..... hahahaha .... not bad ..... like wat i heard .... jay chao .... cant really see his expression .... but maybe its the role also ... dunno ... but liked chapman to .... hahahaha ... did i spell his name correct ... dam funny bugger ..... i dun think the movie was suppose to be funny ... but he sure know how to be funny in movies .... no matter wat movie .... except for infernal affairs ..... hahaha ... ok ok .... funny guy had to show his ass after jay chao won the race .... now dats funny .....
anywayz ... i watched it with ..... sue lin la .... even though she had a tough time understanding .... n also with isabel .... yeah yeah .. dat big breasted girl ..... with a nice longkang ..... hhahahaha ..... ok ok ..... dats bad of me ...... sorry sorry .... but hey ... she told me herself she is immune to ppl talking about her breast already ... but she always protect it at all cost .... hahaha ... ok ok .... now moving on .....
ahhh .. sad me ..... sad ..... hahaha .. not really la ... just tiring la ... everyday having to wake up ... at 8 .... i know ... others out there wake up earlier than dat ..... but im on holiday ...... but still i have towake up dat time ... u know y .... i have to send my cats to the vet .... 1 by 1 ..... every day 1 ..... cos i cant bring all 5 together .... they fight in the car ..... n there will bloodshed ..... soo ... every morning ... i wake up ... except for monday .. i woke up at 7 ....
n soo ... this is the government vet hospital ..... n yeah .. its cheaper ..... anywayz .... i went there ... on monday ... with tinko ..... but they write his name as tinkle .... hahahaha .... such a gurlish name for a male cat ... hahaha .. made me laugh a lil in my stomach .... anywayz ... monday was him .. for his gums .... gusi ... yeah yeah .... i have bad english ..... soo forgive me .... n then on tuesday was tiny ...... yeap yeap ... she is also about her gums ......
n then on wednesday ... which was yesterday ... is el2 .... today is spotty ... n tomoro would be manja .... oohhh ... el2, spotty, n manja is for vaccination .... n deworming .... hehehhe .... ok ok
wat i have been doing ... well .. watching my anime ... wat else ... n then ... clean the hosue abit ... n then ... checking out new downloads ... n then it struck me ... to search n download ... desperate housewives .... hahaha .. n soo .. the thing begins ....
maybe i shud start downloading songs ... i gotta clean my my comp ..... alot of junk .... n i gotta burn my animes .... too much already .... around 100-150 gigabytes ??? i think around there la ..... yes yes ... not mega ... its GIGABYTES .... hahaha .... im lucky i had enuf money last year for the upgrade .... having 320 gigabytes is really useful ... n the 1 gigabyte RAM is good to support the high amount of memory needed for the downloading .... but still my comp still lacks of RAM .... but i think my comp is enuf for now ....
ok ok ... songs songs ... i just dunno wat songs to download ... maybe i shud get orange range album or sumthing ... i like their songs in the anime ... n the songs i have downloaded .... shud i ... or shud i not ???hahaha .... settle dat another day .....
alrite ... i wrote quite alot havent i .... well ... 1 thing i can say is dat ...... i blog shitty stuff dun i .... well .... we'll see if i have time .... if i do ... then i will do sum editing .... on the pics .... hehehe
alrite .... i dunno wat else to say but .... peace u all ..... but peace always has its price .... so .... beware ... for the price of peace .... n slept tight y'all ...
p.s.
life sucks if u dun make sumthing out of it .... soo .. do sumthing ... n all will be ok ...
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
heyya ... bz bz bz
yoo ... i totally forgot to link u ppl who read my blog to the place where u can see the pics of my trip to genting n penang ..... well ... i hope u enjoy it .... dun forget to comment ... if u wan to ... about anything ,.... including my hair .....
click here
Sunday, July 03, 2005
oohhh, wat a trip from kl to penang, in penang n back home
hehehehe ..... as u can see the title .... this is gonna be 1 hell of a long post ..... nyahahahaha .... well .... 1st of all .... to continue from where i left ..... dat is when got back from genting .... hehehe ... we were suppose to leave for penang around at 4 ..... but knowing how rush things were ... i reached sue lin's house abit late ... oohhh ... forgot to mention dat we had permission to use sue lin's mother's car .... an unser .... hehehe ... n sooo .... i reach there .... abit late .... reprimanded abit about it ... but hey .. do i give a dam .... nooo .... hehehe .... sue lin was also abit in a rush .... she wasnt too happy about rushing things though .... well ... soo ... we left around ..... i forgot wat time ... but it was certainly after 4 ..... b4 4.30 ...... yeap yeap .... hehehehe .... n sooo .... we left to penang ...... n start start .... already had an argument ... as to the road which shud be taken to go to penang ..... well .... i was involved .... but ... sue lin asked me not to fight ..... sooo .... i had to let it go ..... was fighting with kit ..... haihz .... sad yeah .... but i dun care ....
all rite .... on the way .... we made a few stops ..... to the loo of course .... the loo is the toilet la .... hehehehe ..... sum ppl dunno rite ..... but most ppl would ..... hehehhee ... hehehehe ..... n soo .... ther trip was long ...... n i certainly got hungry along the way .... yeah yeah .... ate sum stuff ..... n then ... we reach penang .... but .... we had a very long detour ..... yeah .. u heard me ... detour .... its bcos of the driver ..... mr quan ming ..... ok ... quan was abit disorientated .... n miss the turn to the penang bridge .... cos it seems dat it was normal for him to go sumwhere else .... i think its his grandmother's place ..... n soo ... he took us on a long detour back to the penang bridge b4 arriving on penang island .... hehehehe ..... after dat ... we went for another detour to quan's cousin's house ...... his cousin took us to a place to eat .... oohhh ... we reach penang island ... close to 9 o'clock ..... ahahahaha ....... silly me ... i forgot to mention who had went to penang in the car .... ok ... there was sue lin n i ..... kit n quan .... edwin n chai hoong ..... yeap .... n so ... we had our dinner there ...... ok la the dinner ... hehehehe ...
anywayz ... dat nite again was in shock .... as the only person who was suppose to stay in the hotel .... dat nite ... was suppose to be a few of us ..... but ... sumthing went wrong ..... n those who were under tight budget ..... were forbidden to crash in carina's place as planned ..... n soo .... oohhh ... we were sooooooooo stressed ..... n really it was awful ..... yeap yeap ..... but dat nite was ok la .... received quite a few nice msg ... on my phone la ... hehehe ... wakakakaka .... anywayz .... i had to sleep without a blanket dat nite ... n i woke up feeling cold .... hahaha ... n ppl were annoyed by my phone ... hehehehe .... got more messages from frens ...... hahahahaha .... anywayz .... u shud have guessed it .... it was my birthday .... the monday .... or 2nd day in penang ..... the 27th of june .... yeah yeah .... hehehhee .... ppl who were in the room ... didnt know it .... n only wished me after they knew it from the others who were staying with sue lin ..... oohhh ... i forgot .... sue lin brought lunch for me to the room .... i was pretty happy ..... n then later a bunch of us had a swim in the sea .... boy was it fun .... but extremely salty .... hahahaha .... n soo ..... the day was nice ... had quite a nice lunch near the hotel .... or more correct .... near carina's house ..... n then .... i forgot wat happen though ...... wait ... we went back to the room .... check in ... n then ... went out to gurney plaza .... am i correct ???? i cant really remember ..... dam vague my memory .... dam it .... need a better memory .... ehehehe .... anywayz ... i think ... we did went there .... n then ... we went to gurney drive for dinner .... hehehehe .... ooohhhh .. in gurney plaza bought a few stuff ..... not me of course .... was on a tight budget .... hehehe .. anywayz ... went to eat sum nice stuff ... at the gurney drive .... the assam laksa i had was bad ..... yeah ... anywayz .... after dat ... went to buy sum water ..... n sum other stuff .... ahhhh
oohhhh ... then we went back to the room ..... hehehehe ..... we took the ice cream cake dat was bought earlier .... n brought it to the beach near our hotel .... hehehehe ..... n there ... celebrated my birthday ..... hehehe ... i was dam happy ..... hahaha ... ice cream cake ... i enjoyed it ... the most .... wweeeeee .... hehehhehe .. anywayz .... then ... they decided .... to play a game ...... oohhhh ... terrible game it was ..... oohhhh .. they decided to bury me in the sand .... i was like ...... ooohhhhhhhhhhh .......... ok .... hahahaha .... i was pretty much eager to participate ...... n sooo ... they dug a hole .... long enuf .... n deep enuf .... to fit me .... hahahahaha ..... n soo ... i put all the stuff i was carrying with sumone .... n then ... they decided to throw me in the sea 1st ..... oohhhh ... dam it .... it was dam cold ..... yeah ... u heard me .... it was cold .... anywayz .... later .... after walking out of the sea ... they carried me n dump me into the hole .... n started kicking sand onto me .... n they covered sand on me ..... ohhhh ... the pressure was soo much ... sum even step on the sand .... i forgot who though .... then .... they take a picture of it .... n put handprints on the sand where i lay under ..... oohhhh ..... finally .... they just left me there ..... ooohhhh ..... then .... desperately trying to get out of the sand ..... i .... with all my strength .... pushed my way through the sand .... n finally .... sat up ..... oohhh ... it took a great deal out of me ..... hahahahhaa
n sooo .. we were heading back to the room ... after the sand burial ..... ohhhh .. i went to wash off .... ooohhhh .... it took a long time for me to wash off all the sand on my body ... n in my hair ..... yeap yeap .... hheheheheh ..... ooohhhh ... after showering at the hotel area .... near the pool .... for guest to clean off the sand ..... i went to give those ppl who were kind enuf to throw me into the sea n bury me in the sand a hug ...... but .... b4 i could hug sumone ..... i was pushed into the pool ...... ohhhh .... dam it ... terribly cold ... i was .... really ... drained alot from me ..... oohhhh ..... n then .... i went to take sum stuff ... which sue lin alone could not take ... soo .. i went n helped ... the rest was already on the way back to the room .... yeap .... anywayz ... while walking back to the room .... sue lin ... pushed me into the pool ..... again ..... oohhh i just cant bear the cold anymore ...... hahahaha ... really awful the cold is .....
then ... got to use the toilet 1st ...... main priority .... im freaking cold ...... hehehehe .... anwyayz ... when i was bathing ... then my memory fails me yet again ..... anywayz .. i know i slept ... n then .... in the morning ... woke up just in time to go for the complimentary breakfast .... hehehehe ... enjoyed the omelette ... oohhh .. had 3 omelette ... really good ... hehhehehe ..... anywayz .... after dat went back to the room ... there ... ppl started to wake up .... n getting ready ..... ok ok ... we went out for lunch ... at ..... macalister road .... oohhh ... the food there was pricey ..... later went to komtar ... to buy edwin's n chai hoong's bus tickets .... cos they were suppose to go back on wednesday .... we later went for water sports at batu feringhi .... ahhh .... we went through a hotel to get to the beach .... after dat we were trailed by a bunch of guys ... who offered all kinds of water sports .... omg ..... kinda pricey though .... n soo ..... edwin n quan ... was busy bargaining ..... but .... i didnt do much except for watch n stare .... cos .... i really have no skills in bargaining at all ..... none .... wat so ever ..... n soo ... after awhile .... got quite a fair deal .... n soo ... we went on the banana boat ..... n got ourselves to ride the jetski ..... ooohhh .... good stuff .... except for the banana boat .... i had the worse position of all ... i think .... it was the back most ..... considering .... dat every time the boat goes up n down .... i would always find myself hanging on to the boat with my dear life cos .... i felt like i was falling towards the back .... really ..... i would always fly back with every bump .... ahhh .... but the jetski experience was nice ...... hehehehe ..... very fast it was .....
well well ... after dat we headed back to the hotel ..... n we bathed .... n set out for a good dinner .... hehehe .. went to a place to eat nasi kandar .... hehehe .... wahhh ... i was way overstuffed .... n then went back to the batu feringhi for the nite market .... yeap yeap .... saw alot of cool stuff there ... but unfortunately .... didnt buy anything from there ..... yeap yeap ...... budget budget ...... ahhhh ... dun wanna spend so much .... but amirul was really a good child ... as he bought his family stuff .... anywayz .... i guess dats how tuesday ended ..... did it end dat way ??? cant remember .... oohhhh .... yeah yeah .. dat nite played black jack .... hahahaha .... i played the biggest bet .... n when sue lin came by ... i open another 1 .... meaning ... i was betting RM10 every round .... hehehehe ... anywayz ... quan was the dealer ..... hahahaha .... we played till 3 .... dat time ... i went to toilet .... kap liu ... hehehe ... anywayz .... while i was inside .... sue lin was taking care of the cards for me .... n she came by knocking on the toilet door asking me to go see the cards ..... n soo i did ..... wow ..... i myself was surprised .... the cards dat i hold was .... a double ace ..... hahaha ... triple ... n then i see the other card .... it was a blackjack ..... n since i betted RM5 on each .... i gain RM25 ..... n then ... i call quits ..... i wonder if quan is angry cos i quit ... after dat .... must be pissed dat he lost money .... well .. who wouldnt ....
alright ..... now moving on to wednesday well well .... dat morning ..... kinda of a blur ..... cant remember .... but i remembered 1 thing for sure ..... sue lin n i ... had no breakfast dat day .... really sad ... but true .... hahahaha .... bad thing to say ... anywayz ..... dat day was even blurrer than i tot ..... wow ..... need a proper 10 terabyte harddisk for my my brain memory .... ooohhhh .... wait .... nope ... i cant remember .... finally .... after a moment of recalling .... i now remember .... we ate nasi kandar for lunch ..... ooohhhh was it really good n filling .... hehehehe .... then we walked around .... hehehe .... later ... went for snooker .... oohhh ... was it smoky .... at least i could last inside for an hour plus .... hehehehe .... well .... wasnt too happy with the place .... but ok la .... hehehehe .... later ... went back ..... n then went out for dinner at .... i forgot wat place ... but sure had goood mee goreng .... the 1 i've been searching all this while .... hehehehe ..... n then .... ate ikan bakar ..... n then chee cheong fun .... hahhaha ... ate quite alot no .... well ... shared it with sue lin ma .... hehehe .... n then ... bought sum pulut .... the blue color wan .... with kaya ..... omg ... it was sooo freaking nice ..... plus the guy gave alot of kaya .... i really enjoyed it later dat nite .... since amirul n carina went out for clubbing with carina's frens .... n then kit n quan went out ..... to quan's aunt's place ..... yeap yeap .... well .... quan n kit hold the key .... sue lin was exhausted ... n slept early .... n was busy enjoying the blue pulut ... i dunno wat it is called though .... n then ... i also slept .... hahahahaha .... but later ... i heard a terrible banging on the door ... i went to see who it was .... n there .... standing in front of me was the drunk carina .... with amirul ... ever faithful bf .... holding on to her ... he was pretty much a good guy .... hehehe .... n i can hear her laughing all the way ... but i couldnt be bothered ... cos i wanted to sleep ... hehehe ... n sleep i did .....
well the next morning ..... a thursday morning ...... i got a complimentary breakfast ... yet again for sue lin n myself ... after sum talk with amirul .... i got it .... heheheh ... anywayz .... we were joined by amirul n carina for breakfast .. as they got the complimentary breakfast as well .. from edwin n chai hoong ..... cos they went out for breakfast with kit n quan .... n oohhh yeah ... they were planning to have a bbq at the beach ..... but sue lin n i didnt join them ... as we had our own plans .... for our own dinner ..... u see ... it has been 10 months since sue lin n i got together ... n we had plans ... for a special dinner ... n soo ... we did not join in their plans at all ... hehehe .. anywayz ... after breakfast .,.... sue lin n i lepak in the room .... actually ... we slept ..... cos the others were out bz buying stuff for the bbq ....then they came back to the hotel n sue lin n i went to get the car to go out for lunch ...... we had a nice lunch .... hehehehe ... n then we went back .... n then .. i lost track .... cos i forgot again ... n then ... we went to prepare for dinner ... i think ... n then we were driven to the restaurant .... ooohhhh ... good food they served .... hehehe ... nice .... n quite good prices ..... for those kind of food .... hehehehehe ... anywayz .... went back to the hotel ..... n went to stop by the bbq place ..... we didnt really eat anything cos we knew we didnt pay for anything ... n we didnt help in anything .... soo .. we just play at the beach ... at nite .... looking at them .... bbq-ing ... hahahaha .... later ..... after quite sumtime .... we went back ..... n slept .... yeah ... i know .... it was such a boring 10 month isnt it ..... but it is the thought dat counts .... hehehehe .... plus ... we enjoyed ourselves ..... wait .... we did watch titanic ... hahaha ....
well .. the next morning ... we left early ... cos of sum complications ... we went back dat morning ....... n reach back in kl .... around 4 ..... hehehehe ..... n sooo ... the journey ends .....
ooohhhhh .... dats about it ..... hehehehe ...... soo now ... i shall go n do sum editing ... b4 ending this post ....
n soo ... this is the end of the post ..... see u guys next time ... n i dun think i will change my blog skin for awhile .... cos i cant find any nice 1's ....
Friday, July 01, 2005
arrrgggghhhhh ...... pain pain .... back from hols .... n all ready to blog .... hehehe
wazzup y'all ..... yes .... it is true .... im back ... with a vengence .... to .... blog .... yeah babe yeah ....., hehehehhee .... anywayz ..... this post would be about the genting trip ... as ... the penang trip was rather long .... n .... there were quite a number of incidents ...... muahahaa ..... dat trip is bloody interesting ..... n sooo ..... i shall begin ... about the genting trip .....
anywayz .... i left the exam hall early ... since i forgot to bring my sweater ... to college ..... n it was sooooooooo freaking cold ..... in the exam hall la ..... cant really do .... i read all the wrong parts of the chapter .... leaving me hanging with out any hope of getting credit ..... now i just hope dat i pass ..... hehehehe ..... anywayz ..... i left early .... cos i was hungry ...... cold ..... n i saw amirul leaving early as well ..... soo ... i left shortly after he left .... n went to search for him ... cos he was holding my handphone ..... n soo ... i waited for him to send me to the kelana jaya lrt station ..... hehehe .... n soo ... i was there at the stupid station .... n went to pasar seni ... where i had to walk .... all the way to puduraya ..... alone .... yeap u heard me correct .... i went there early ... cos .... wanted to do up n make sure all is ok .... i think i did mention dat in my last post .... n soo .... i reach just in time ..... the bus was already full .... soo ... i simply find a place for myself .... n sat beside an old guy .... hhehehe .... n soo ... i enjoyed the 2 chocolate filled bun which sue lin bought for me ..... in the bus ... since i havent had my lunch just yet ...... n i dun wanna get gastric b4 getting to genting ...... n soo ... the bus trip was about 1 hour .... leaving puduraya .... at 1.30 .....
n sooo ..... reaching the skyway station .... or u would know it as the cable car station .... at 2.30 ..... went to buy the tickets for me n sue lin back down from genting .... yeap yeap .... bought it .... n then i flew up to genting .... wahhh ... flying up .... by the skyway cable car .... dam nice .... hehehehe ..... anywayz .... when i reach there .... ooohhhh .... i had to find out ..... where the early goers were ... n soo ... i gave them a call .... hahaha ..... in the end i had to walk all the way to 1st world hotel .... n found them at the pool table .... hehehe .... n soo ... watch them play for awhile lor ..... later ... went back to the apartment ..... yeap .... went there ... n settle in .... hehehe .... i was pretty tired ..... soo .. rested abit ..... while waited for amirul n tracy to come by ..... hehehe ... n then later mr edwin n miss chai hoong .... came by the apartment .... to cook spaghetti for us .... n soo ... we enjoyed it ..... for a price of RM5 per plate ...... yup ... hahahaha ......
ok ok ok ... later dat nite ... we went to starbucks ....... at 1st world la .... n enjoyed a drink there .... with amirul .... carina .... isabel .... tracy ... neal .... n not forgetting sue lin ..... later wilson also joined us for a drink .... but he didnt drink .... did he ..... hahahaha .... alrite ... then we went back ..... n had a cold nite sleep .... ooohhhh ... had a bloody cold morning .... ppl were like freezing when they bathed .... soo .... after we all got ready ..... n got sum breakfast ..... each of us went to get breakfast at different places .... anywayz ... later we went to the genting outdoor theme park .... yeah yeah ... hehehehe ... 1st ride ..... the flying chair .... muahahaha .... really enjoyed myself there ...... bloody strong winds .... blowing at me .... sooo nice ..... hehehehe .... later ... went to ride ..... the flying coaster .... which cos RM10 per ride .... oohhhh dam expensive ... but worth it .... ooohhhh ..... really enjoyed dat ..... carina amirul ..... n neal tracy went to ride together .... soo ... leaving me ..... sue lin ... n isabel sitting together .... yeap yeap .... hehehe ..... n soo .... we ride .... n screamed .... muahahaha ... ok ok .... n then we went to ride the cork screw ... but i didnt ride it .... the rest did ..... cos i had a bad experience ..... a few years back when i was there ..... hahahaha ... yeap .... really bad ... hurting myself .... my backbone actually .... n soo ... i took pics of them ... playing the cockscrew ... will post it up later ... hehehe ...
n soo .. after dat .... wanted to go n eat .... but then .... went for the sg rajang flume ride ..... sue lin n i skiped dat ... n straight away went for lunch ..... cos we were starving ..... hehehehe ..... went to mc d .... bloody expensive as well ..... expected ..... n sooo .... after enjoyed the meal .... we were wondering where they were ...... cos we ate pretty slowly ..... in the end .... the ended much longer than we ate .... around 45 mins ... i think .... really .... hehehhee then join them ... n watch them eat their lunch ... at kfc ..... hehehehe .... later went for the other rides ..... ooohhhh ... sadly .... after lunch ...carina was too sick to carry on .... n soo ... amirul n carina went back to the room ..... where edwin n chai hoong was oohhhh .... they only stayed there for the 2nd nite .... hehehehe .... n then .... we who continued to enjoy the rides ... went for the pirate train .... n then .... the bumper boat ..... both were also long waits .... but in the end ... we did enjoy ourself ..... n then .;... we headed for the flying chair once again ..... sooo .... neal tracy .... isabel .... sue lin n i .... went to ride the flying chair ..... n then .... sue lin n i ... went for a 2nd round .... after dat .... we went for the slow slow .... merry go round .... meant for kiddies .... but ... we teenagers went on it as well ... hahahaha ... sooo funny ...... anywayz .... after dat ,.... we headed back ...... where we were searching for food ..... or actually .... i was searching for food ..... hehehhee .... had good food ..... n then later ..... ate at the cafe .... anywayz ... the 3rd day ... woke up ... n left for skyway ... ASAP .... cos gotta catch the bus back to kl .... hehehe .... n then ..... rush rush rush rush rush rush ...... n off went to the penang trip ... like i said ... penang trip abit later ok .... hahahaha ....
