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lost dreams

My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.

Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he, he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is. He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul, its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome. He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger. His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared. Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others. He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon. He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got. His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him. Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.


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Thursday, July 14, 2005

everyone .... oohhh ... wat a waste ehh


hehehehe .... as it seems ... not many ppl has been blogging .... n its pretty irritating .... cos there is nothing for me to read ..... haihz .... okla .... went to SPG's blog .... read sum stuff .... seems rather boring ..... also went to xia xue's .... also quite bored ... except for the pics ..... cos the normal blogger is having exam .... u know who .... of course ... there are 2 .... 1 hasnt been blogging for a long long time .... n another .... just stop for the week ..... cos she has exam ...... aarrrggghhhh ... but hey ... got sumone updating more wor .... after soooo long didnt update much ... now update quite alot ..... i also pity her la .... seemingly udner heavy stress .... n not much frens .... well .... soon soon ... everyone will be back ... n all will be back to normal .... hahahaha

but i wonder ... would everything be back to normal .... like it used to be ???? hahahaha ... i truly wonder ..... there r bound to be gaps .... around some places .... n some ppl .... cant be helped though .... ahahhaha ..... n sooo ... the time would start .... i wonder about the ppl around .... how would they react ??? i know wat i would do ..... but how about them ???? im sure it would be ackward .... wouldnt it ????? welll ...... i know 1 person who would know all the details .... but im too lazy to dig up the past ..... i just wanna live on the present .... n live for the future ..... though .... i shud be doing sumthing else now .... such as .... finish up clearing up my room .... but nooo .... im here blogging .... hahahahaha .... wat a wasted dude i am .....

n sooo .... wat shall i say ..... live is just to move on .... n i wonder if ppl would move on .... n i wonder if .... ppl would tell their true feelings towards others ???? hahaha ... i truly wonder ..... hehehehe .... i wodner about alot of stuffs ..... n i do daydream alot ..... hehehehe ...... dreams which r out of this world ..... but cant be helped .... i just leave day dreaming .......

n sooo .... with this stupid heat .... shall i continue the work dat i had started yesterday .... n finish it by today ??? or shall i rest in slumber .... as my body wears tired .... as the blistering heat continues to bear down on us ......

n sooo ... this just came to my mind ...... why would ppl rather keep it in their hearts n not tell ...... well .... for now i only see a few possibility ..... 1 is dat .... they r scared dat it would harm or ... most probably change the relationship dat they have with the other ..... n soo ... dat was the most reasonable reason ...... the other reason is dat ..... oohhh ...its just human nature to keep it all deep down .... n just talk/think/gossip about it later ..... well ... this is the only 2 reason dat i can come out with .......

oohhh ... i also went to check mr jeremy's blog .... wow .... such graphic pictures he has ....... well .... from wat i read ... he has a point ...... but i dunno wat is wat ..... n i dun wanna anything about dat .... cos .. i have no knowledge of it ..... or not enuf of it .... to talk about it ... n soo .. if u wanna know more ... n see wat he has to say ... go to his blog ..... wow ... im promoting his blog pulak ..... but im sure there will be a number of comments .... on his blog la ..... like the past posts he had ..... drew alot of unwanted attention ... n unwanted remarks ..... which shud not be said ... but ppl wan to say .... soo ... i say ... let them say it ...... its free speech ..... but is there such thing in this country ???? i still wonder ..... anywayz .... life is pretty good in m'sia ..... except for a few incidents ... which would annoy ppl .... of course its just normal daily stuff .... but hey .... its life ...

yeah yeah ... maybe i shud get started on my room cleaning .... there r 2 rooms to clean ... n i only cleaned halfway 1 of the rooms .... ahhh .. .sad sad ..... :'( .....

n sooo ..... how how le ???? work super hard ???? need sugar in my blood .... hahaha .... yesterday ... i had sum choc pudding donuts ..... they were exremely good .... hahahaha .... yeah ... im just a silly crazee bugger ... who bought 12 choc pudding donuts .... yes u heard me ... i bought it on tuesday .... evening .... ate 1 there ... n sue lin also ate 1 .... n then later dat nite ... ate another 3 or 4 .. i cant remember .... n then ... in the morning ... i ate summore ... leaving 3 .... n then ... i ate the rest for lunch .... nyahahaha ... n sooo .. yesterday afternoon ... i was crazeely hyper ... hahaha ... doing alll sort of stuff cleaning my room .... actually ... sorting out my mags .... u dun wanna know wat mags they r ....

anywayz ... just learned sumthing new .... hehehe ... let me go post a new pic of myself ..... long hair ..... making my head look big .... hahahahaha ..... oohhh wait .... i dun have any nice close up pics .... n soo .. i put up my poser pic ..... sure shocking wan ..... cos its looks dam stupid .... hahahaa ..... dats for u to decide ... hehehe .... ooohhh wait .... its on the top ... stupid me ... hehehee .... take care guys ...

luv u all out there .... just stay healthy ... n live life the best u could

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