ooohhh this shall be a crappy post, i swear to you. its 12.45 in the morning and yeah i am not used to staying up this late you see. well, i am munching on koko krunch and listening to my anime, while chatting n typing this blog out. soo i lack something here. oh just stopped eating koko krunch. life is a bitch. i think i've said dat not long ago. ohhh dun bother, i have such a short memory for details anywayz. ahhhh university sucks too. why le? maybe bcos of the burden of being in the 2nd year of uni. loads of assignments, with 2 to go, loads of test, also another 2 to go, and something dat really really tough. wat is this really really tough thing, oh its just plain me, my social skills. people have been advicing me, but its like wat everyone would say, EASIER SAID THAN DONE. i too lack of other things which is considered as essential in life, which is confidence. oohhhh i truly lack that for sure. why le, im still extremely bad for my presentation with my totally shaken confidence, my presentation was also shaky. ahhhhhhh.

i realise alot of things about me. i talk alot about my plans to do this and that, but i have yet to done it. seriously, someone should get a gun and shoot me in the head for that. loads of stuff were plan but the plans never even got started. bad i know, but oohhhh my body and mind just, forgot about those plans. my body and mind certainly knows well how to forget stuff. soooo like the nike theme, just do it. yeah just get out there and do it spontaniously. yeah yeah, i guess maybe thats the way to get it started. im certainly far weaker than what i used to be 10 years ago. i was certainly an energetic little kid who is like a little daredevil with his huge mountain bike where he has a tough time even getting on. ahhhh those were certainly the good old days, because even then im not that strong. ohh pardon me for talking all kind of craps here this very night. but fuck la, this is my blog right, so im gonna write whatever the hell i want. hehehehe so let me fuck some stuff up here yeah.

things are really fucked up now, but hey i still have to live on with this life of mine. ooohhhh yeah yeah, im certainly weak. weak why, couldnt even stay awake in lectues, lacking in the much needed stamina. oohhhh ppl think im thin, but actually my body is filled with fats you see. it can be seen anywayz. oohhhhh not forgetting the couple of the century, a couple who seems to be made for each other. miss carina lee and mr amirul feisal, congratz on making 1 year with each other. but i feel very sorry as to how you can treat people. but im not you, so i can never understand what you think, and you really do. hahahahaha, enough of them, most probably if i continue i might get myself kicked around like a fucking fool. and maybe get really badly injured and stuff. or maybe hurting my relationship with them. but relationship do i have with them anywayz. so fuck it. this blog of mine will expose everything i have to say. even though it will cause a hell of alot of stupid shit. ahhhh crappy mumbo jambo.

dam, wanted to talk more about you carina and amirul, but dun really know what the hell to talk about anywayz. so i shall skip them now and move on to the next thing that comes to my mind. life has been tough. budgetting, saving, and scrounging (kiam siap), is the life im living now. money is just hard to earn so i keep. much more needs to be saved for my plans. oh dam my room is sooo fucking fucking messy. shit, with a test on monday which i have no idea how to really do it within the time limit and the assignment which is due on thursday which i havent even touched yet. yes im a sick fucker. but law assignment isn't something to be taken lightly you see. its so fucking fucking confusing. so i fucked that up. dun really bother now.

ooohhhhh im soooo fucking outdate. im way behind in the movies department. im sooo way behind in the fashion department. im sooo shitty in watever things i do. i only know that i just know a little bit of many things, but never too detailed. you know why, cos i dun remember fucking details wat. hahahahaha. fuck shit. ahhh i day dream a hellll lot. dreamt about too many stuff,mostly about things that would never ever happen in this freaking lifetime, and some never ever happening, ever. i also dream of things which are possible, the best possible outcome and sometimes the worst case scenario. yes im a sicko.

im dun have any good dreams about going to australia. ohh i did. but only if some conditions are met. oohhh, but lately i aint getting any good dreams about it. nevermind about that.

oohhh MaS, shall this be ur limit ? ahh i think so. it shall be the time to sleep and work hard in the morning. like a fool. like a fool with no purpose. this, is gonna be tough ......