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lost dreams

My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.

Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he, he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is. He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul, its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome. He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger. His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared. Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others. He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon. He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got. His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him. Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.


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Saturday, July 30, 2005

oohhhh wat am i to do .....

oohhhh ..... i have 3 of my text books dat i borrowed on hold ..... i cant renew them online .... shud i go to the library n see whether i can renew it there ???? well well ...... maybe i would try with 1 of the book ...... hahaha ..... oohhhhhhhh yeah b4 i forget ..... MY BLOG NOW CAN COMMENT ....... sooooo there is the tagboard .... for short msg ..... n there is the comment .... which was never used b4 in my blog ..... where u can write sumthing long n nasty for me to read ...... yeah .... it is finally up n running .... after like wat ..... almost a year now .... well .... sad case ma me ..... n sooo .... have fun saying sumthing ...... which i think only a few would .....



hohoho ..... im such a dead guy ..... pretty much soo .... my pic shud prove it even more ..... like ppl say ... i look like a dead man ...... soo true indeed .... well ... wat can dooo .... hahaha ..... im sooo gonna struggle through this sem ..... would i survive ..... well .... i shall see then ..... living life is the hardest thing to do ....... those who r brave will live on ..... those who r weak ..... will resort to ways of freedom .... such as drugs .... alcohol .... a few other things ..... n also death ......

ohhh ... death ... my most fav subject ....... r students nowadays .... becoming more n more pressured to do well ..... if they dun do well ..... they'll even take their own life ..... hahahaha .... sad case ..... i wont kill myself cos of my studies ..... as long as i pass .... im alll grateful for not failing dats all ..... welll this term ...... instead of aiming for pass only ..... im aiming for credit - distinction ..... yeah yeah ..... dats how i am ... slowly building up my aim .... well ... i hope it isnt dat tough .... lucky it is accounting for decision making ... not gonna write accounts .... hopefully .... just interpret only ..... ahhh ... feeling better than dat day ......

maybe i shud try to make new frens ... n try to be as cheerful as i was in AUSMAT ..... maybe dat would do the trick ..... hahaha ... i must be kidding myself ..... n soo .... lets just see ..... im still feeling sleepy after awhile in the class ..... soo ... definitely having tough times in class ..... yeap yeap ..... hahhahaha ...... but i vow to work harder ...... aiming for distinction ..... meaning the best would be distinction ... n minimum credit ..... heehehhehe ...... gotta work harder ...... well well ... this is wat i shud do ...... hahahahaha

life .... is wat u make of it ..... it would be great only if u make it dat way .... im trying my best to make it good ..... as already .... many trials n tribulations im going through .... but i think this wont be the end of it .... hahahaha ...... well well .... im fortunate dat 1 problem has been settled ..... now gonna face a few others .... gotta make sure about the book thing .... well .... if i dun have ... i need to make a pact with pragash ..... for back up books ..... hehehehe ..... saving money ... is also priority already this year ...... books r costly .... n is only used like wat .... for 4 months n gone ..... n i still cant sell my last sem books .... im soo screwed but hey .... gonna try again on monday .... just hope ... all will be a'ok .... yeah yeah ......

finally ...... wat shall i do today ..... yeah ... its still early ... well .... just laze around like i always do .... hahaha .... no la .... gotta clear up my stiff abit here n there ..... gotta do it .... n soo .... let me live .... the life of this coming 5-6 months .... yeah yeah

posted by Elwyn at 10:24 AM

1 Comments:

  • Hey!! I love comments. Hey, i was a bit sick our ur fave topic, hehe, but then read abt ur changing ur goals to credit-distinctions. Damn damn happy. =)
    Like i forgot who sed in ur Friendster, and like i always said U can do well one.

    Oh, ya... and if we do win that contest we're thinking about joining.... i found a buyer already for the prize... hehehe, if i like the prize, i'll sell it to her and buy a cheaper version... then got $$ to spend =P

    By Blogger Sue Lin, at Sun Jul 31, 02:59:00 AM  

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