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lost dreams

My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.

Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he, he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is. He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul, its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome. He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger. His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared. Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others. He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon. He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got. His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him. Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.


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Thursday, March 23, 2006

Life ... whats with it ....

ahhhhh life ohh life, what is to be of me. maybe i should pen down my plans for my life. if i don't i think i might just brainstorm about it and then forget what i ever brainstormed. it is a sad case of me dats for sure. ara ara, animes and malcolm in the middle, and lost, and desperate housewives are very distracting for me at home. oohhhh meeeee gaaawwwddddd, me should bloody start on my AIS (Accounting Information System) assignment since it is due in 2 weeks time and i have block teaching for AIS as well this weekend and also a AIS test next week on thursday. Ohhhhhh Meeeee Gaaawwwwddddd, me suck dats about it. ara ara, there are another 2 tests 2 weeks from now. isnt dat just great for me, well its all before a 1 week break which i think dat would be used for my research for my bloody FIM (Financial Instituions and Monetory Policies) assignment which the essay which is due in 2 weeks is done, but that is just an essay plan and not the final product. sooooooo the focus there onwards is about the final essay, which is a maximum of 2000 words per person meaning since my group has 4 people, there would be a maximum of 8000 words.

ahhhhh isnt dat just nice, uni life = sucky life. dats about it for this paragraph .... no more elaborations here ... moving on ...

hehehehe, can someone just give me the money, or just tell me wat are the 5 mash up songs on the Fly FM station so that i can win that outrages large sum of money ..... well , fat hopes and dream on sucker. oohh the sucker is for me. hahahaha life is a bitch if you dun have money, especially with the increase in the petrol prices, plus the tendency of my car to consume petrol like air is to humans ..... haihz, who is with me, come on let the middle income ppl be rich, the rich be middle income and the poor to middle income. i guess everyone has to work for it doesnt it.

ara ara, my blogskin is getting abit stale. been wanting to change it, but feeling rather lazy and also been held up by the animes and the tv series. hahahaha, well, i also love to go online and just simply read other ppl's blog, especiallt fren's. wanna keep track of them u see, but hey, sometimes no updates soooo just same old same old. and some i dun go often, sooo im going to change that and start visiting their blogs more often. hehehehe, ara ara, i realize, alot of stuffs are due for a makeover. soooo wat shall i begin with ???

well, leave dat to watever is on my mind la .... n things would work out nicely.

well datsabout it ppl, love you guys, hehehehe.

MUUUUAAAACCCCKKKKZZZZ =p

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Your Scholastic Strength Is Developing Ideas

You can take a spark of inspiration and turn it into a full fledged concept.
You are talented at brainstorming, visualizing, organizing, and independent thinking.

You should major in:

Natural sciences
Computer science
Creative writing
Math
Architecture
Journalism


well well, seems like i m not majoring in those fields ..... ahhh sad case .... well ... dun care ... me ... just dunno wat to write about la ......

ok ok, life has been ok ok only, and yet i havent been able to comprehand what im studying. seriously, i need notes, the books arent helping, and i gotta start on the assignment-essay plan, omg, why am i sooo gawd dam lazy. well im tired, sleepy, and just plain normal fatigue. gonna set everything nicely, and just have a good night sleep before i go back to the daily routone of going to sunway and going nuts there.

well thats about it guys, love you guys, nitez and take carez.

MUUUAAAACCCCKKKKZZZZ =p

Thursday, March 16, 2006

tired to the MAX !!!!

ohhh dam it, im seriously tired at the moment. and yes im blogging about it man. seriously, now im becoming really bad ... skipping workshop .. but hey ... i already prepared all that i need b4 skipping it ... yeah i skipped workshop to go dota with some of the dota kaki whom i always go with at sunway ....

well had about ... 5 games ?? well it was sure tiring ... anywayz ... now im really really bothered by the FIM assignment ... cos i havent found any info for my bloody assignment ... seriously ... im back to my old way just for today .... u see ... im just plain really tired ... n soo the post will end pretty soon ...

oohhh forgot the mention .... my google adsense is gone .... they deactivated my account .... since i made illegal clicks from my comp .... n i guess i shitted my USD 8 ++ ..... sad ... but hey .... lesson learnt ..... dun click on it anymore ... n sooo .. i shall go on living my life like any other student ....

alright guys .. dats about it .... nitez y'all .... love you guys ....

MUUUAAACCCKKKZZZ =p

Monday, March 13, 2006

lethargic monday ....

really farking lethargic .... dats how i was for monday .... also a farking stoner ..... haihz ... sad case ... but i know for sure .... dat i can do work if i am alone ... hahahaha

super short .... sweet n nice .... love you guys ....

MUUUUAAAACCCCKKKKZZZZ =p

Sunday, March 12, 2006

im getting pretty blurred up ....

omg im getting pretty blurry about stuff now .... seriously .... wat the hell am i doing .... dunno la .... me going rather psycho while im typing here .... on this very keyboard .... haihz ... seriously maybe its because of the lack of sleep .... dunno ... or maybe the too much of malcolm in the middle .... hahaha .... going pretty psycho ..... did i say dat earlier ??? yeah i did say dat earlier .... pretty shitty ....

well im suppose to change n become a better person but i have lost my flare at the current moment .... its soooo hard to get the momentum moving and make sure it continued running on again and again .... haihz ... i m a sad case of a human ... dam it .... well .. anywayz ... had a good sat night ... but being blur dat night didnt help much .... it was a primary school fren gathering ... quite a number of ppl there ... unfortunately ... i was extremely quiet ... n found myself feeling left out as everyone else was pretty busy talking ..... sadly ... i was tooo blur to take notice of wat is really going on around me .... but i had a few good laughs .... hehehehe

anywayz .... maybe this blurness is really part of who i am ??? shall i accept it ??? oohhh ... actually ... i was more of a stoner last night ... seriously .... too stoned after the classes ..... really ... sick in my mind .... dam it ...

aiyaya ya ya yay aya .... missed my class today ... n of course ... i didnt really get good sleep ..... dam im really a sick comp freak .... wat is to be of me ..... sick bugger ... well .. dats about it ....

well till the next time .. which i think would be awhile .... love you guys ....

MUUUAAAACCCCKKKKZZZZ =p

Friday, March 10, 2006

Thanks you guys !!!

Well, after a long time of not blogging, well i consider it long since there is a guy who told me that i havent been blogging for awhile sooo i decided to blog a little here in sunway. yeah i am now in the sunway computer lab on the 3rd floor beisde the library. well i really been feeling the writer's block recently and really just dunno wat the hell to blog about you know. but after receiving such overwhelming comments in my last post, well i am here.

and sooo this paragraph is dedicated to replying everyone who has commented in my blog. well, thanks jess for making feel like im a somebody again. and sorry sue, for making you feel like wanna cry, been you know i really trying to change, with all the things happening in my house at the moment. sorry ya. well big sis/ yee li, thanks alot for trying to cheer me up, i understand now that i am a somebody. well joey, tahnks for coming by and trying to cheer things up in this blog of mine. seriously, life is pretty hectic, for me i guess. or is it because i couldnt handle things good enough? well thy shall count my blessings, despites dreams and thoughts of a future that i might live thru. hehehehe, even now i know there are really alot of assignments coming or already needs my attention but seriously its just the end of the 2nd week of studies, and everyone is already stressing on the assignment. soo sometimes it just hits me you know. well thanks to all of you girls there for cheering me. becuase of your comments i was able to overcome this writer's block i been having for awhile now.

and so life goes on with more and more work pouring in. and with the new schedule for march which is 7 days a week class, this month seems to be a real killer. dont you think so. and yea i am going to sunway on saturdays and sundays for classes. and of course i am now joking. this is for this coming weekend and the next 2 weekends to come. meaning 3 weekends in a row i have classes. seriously i dunno whether i could keep up with this. and with recent news, i am now trying out to drive a manual car, which is sue's car. so far i guess i am doing ok ok only. still 'mati enjin', but not that often la. hehehe, seriously i dunno what am i to do man without sue to help me with the transport. im counting my blesings now you see. hehehehe. well i hope this mad mad weekends classes will end after this 3 weeks so that i would be able to get a breather after the the 7 days a week classes ends. giving me some time and some space for me to breath some relief that the block teaching (the reason why i am having classes on weekends) is over for 3 subjects.

anywayz, back to my life. eysterday if you have seen the newspaper, you would see that a storm hit pj/subang area yesterday. sunway was also hit by this freaky 20-30 minutes storm. i have a few pics of a tree being uprooted (cant upload it now since i am at sunway blogging this). oohhh well boy was there alot of uprooted trees, no kidding, massive traffic jams was created from the havoc of the afterstorm. hahahaha dunno what english i am using. anywayz, i was in the foyer area of sunway when the storm hit. and since the monash clubs had their boards up (they just finish the closing ceremony), boards started to fall with the vicious strong winds that struck sunway including the pj/subang area. i can hear girls screaming after each board falls. hahahaha boy was there alot of screaming and the thudding sounds of the boards falling onto the floor. seriously this was the worse ever storm. but it hit me then. isnt pj area prone to freak storms ??? well if my memory serves me right, there was a hail storm that also hit the pj/subang area.but not in sunway. but hey, who am i to say anything about this. well, i would say lucky no one got hurt in this freaky freaky storm.

and sooo life goes on for me without cars. i should be able to get my car back on weekends meaning i'll be driving myself to sunway for my weekend classes. seriously why would this be such a troublesome thing to do man. life indeed has much challenges line up for me to face hasnt it. well it is the same for the rest of you guys there isnt it ?? well i know my life is just a plain guys life. yeah a simply life of a guy who tries to save as much money as he could for rainy days (it has more meaning to it, wont explain much about it). oohhh i wanna blog about something really weird that happened in my life just last night. this shall be something for me to remember of that night.

well you see, i was going to eat with a close friend of mine, we went to a mamak nearby my house, but guess who i met there. my dad, but with a lady whom he refers to the 'termite control person' (it is something like that you seei cant really remember what he said) lady who was pretty slender (i dunno the meaning of this word i simply use it, can someone give me a meaning very lazy to find out the meaning la), and quite tall for a lady, and of course who is taller than my dad. but the craziest thing was, the term 'termite control person' was used to explain who she was no name or anything. but it was also because the shocked face my father had. he thought that i was going to eat 'assam laksa' with my mom. hahahaha think again i actually told my mom that i was eating with my friend sooooo no worry. and sooo life will go on. i dont really bother what my parents wnat to do with their life, as long as they dont neglect mine. yeah this is the condition i held to my parents for their problem.

and yeah, sooooooo life goes on everyone. isnt that what life is suppose, just to carry on with life. like marcus says in his blog, life has more suffering and pain than happiness, but i have to add that a short time of pure happiness and bliss is all it takes to lift all the pain that is suffered. or is it sooo for me to say. ahhhh life just have to go on no matter what isnt it. life is truly a bitch to throw all kind of shit at us isnt it. well as technology continues to advance, society starts to become more complex, people becomes harder to be understood, and the more the newer generation has to cope with to survive in this extremely harsh world. as a result the world itself is dying, moving us further to what my mother has been saying the end of the world. is it true ??? i dunno what the hell im talking about now soo i shall stop this nonsense. ok ok ok ......

and now i shall end this post of mine with, thank you all for caring for me with all the comments, i am feeling ok at the moment, thanks for your comments that made me realize of how i should truly be. hahahaha. well love you guys.

MUUUAAAACCCCKKKKZZZZ =p

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Ooohhh, *yaaaawwwwwnnnnnn*

well, this shall be a short update on me. i am doing ok. but i dunno wats going to happen to me and my studies, since i still tend to sleep in lectures. shitty isnt it. i guess i have to work on the tutorial work during lectures no matter wat n read up on my own, most probably ask questions.

well, my mother's cars is still at home and is still not repaired. as cant find a proper place to send it to be fixed. and i find this extremely sucky, but hey, i guess with the petrol price increase, and the full tank of my car now cost RM72, i guess its time to learn how to drive a manual car.
well, i dunno wat to do la now. plans are pretty hindered bcos of it. but hey, guess i dun have to drive on my own. really horrible. with loads of block teaching coming up, im sooo gonna die. i'll explain it later when the time arrives. really this is gonna suck bad.

like wat i heard with my own ears ..... accounting, banking and finace is the toughest major in the whole VU Business program.

well read a few things, guess i have to start believing in my own luck, and keep a look out for my good luck. hahahaha

anywayz, time to sleep soon, and i gotta start exercise, i think i am tired easily, and feeling extremely fatigue bcos of the lack of exercise. but dat is also put on whole till i get my car back. isnt dat sucky. well it sure is to me.

all right guys, tiredness has caught up to me, soooo lets just say,

i love you guys out there who reads this blog of mine, despite me being a nobody.

sooooooo MUUUAAACCCKKKKZZZZZZZ =p