lost dreams
My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.
Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he,
he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is.
He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul,
its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome.
He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger.
His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared.
Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others.
He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon.
He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got.
His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him.
Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.
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Sunday, May 29, 2005
omg ... i havent blog for a long time
omg ... i know its been awhile .... but wat can do ... bz bz ... n then sick sick ... yeah ... i did fall sick ..... body starting to ache n started to feel cold on thursday morning .... soo .... i just drove sue lin n myself to college like normal ... but complained to her my ordeal .... but slowly la ... went on to college ..... by then ... i knew dat i had a fever .... muahahaha .... most definately .... the nite b4 ... i went to bed early .... hahaha .... well .... dat day just didnt go too well .... totally lost my darn appetite .... but i still had to eat .... soo .. force a bar of timeout for instant energy .... yes ... choc helps release energy faster ... dats wat i learn la ... anywayz .... bought a 2nd timeout bar for later ... since i had 3 hours straight of classes ..... anywayz ... in the audi ..... im was sooooo fucking cold .... dat it hurts ..... no joke ..... ehh ... ppl who got fever ... can tahan cold meh ???? well ... u help me answer dat .... well .... i know i was too cold to concentrate in class ..... lectures i mean ... then after 2 hours in the audi .... went for a tute class ... dam it was also cold ..... but ... i was totally weak ..... n my tutor could say dat i look angry ...... i wasnt angry ..... im just dam weak ... n tired ... n dam cold ..... but cant be helped ....
anywayz .... since sue lin's car is in the workshop .... i was her transport back to cheras .... soo .... despite wat she told me to do .... i said .... i'll stay back till ur class ends ... then fetch u back home .... dat time was in the afternoon .... my weakest moment ..... yes .... yet again ... i lost my appetite ... awful man .... losing appetite .... how am i to gain weight ... yes .. im still underweight .... very sad ..... anywayz .... waited till her class ends ... at 5 .... soo ... while waiting .. i slept abit .... hahaha ... n then .. listen to a bunch of frens .... mumbling about sumthing .... which i cant really remember ... since i have such bad memory ... n to add ... my head was giddy ..... meaning ..... surrounding abit unstable(things were moving though i was not moving) ... yeap yeap .... dats about it .... wait after reading through ... i left out 1 small part .... i heard about amirul complaining sumthing about quan .... n saying sumthing he wanna do ..... well ... cant help it eh ... of course not .... i cant remember wat he said .... n wat a few others said as well ..... n later they talked about kit .... i only remembered the name being mentioned .... quite a number of times ..... well ... wats wrong with her ??? im still wondering .... gossips ??? dunno ... dun care ..... hahaha alrite ... dats all the amendments dat i have to do now .... anywayz .... got back safely .... n send back sue lin safely as well
a personal note to myself: ..... bloody fucking copy n save the post ... b4 posting it .... finish typing like .... nearly 4 times this length .,.... n poof .... its gone ... wat the fuck ....
ok ... after got back .. sleep awhile .... ( sorry ... losing my patience isn blogging after losing it) b4 having my dinner .... ahh .. 2 slices of pizza .... yeap .. dats about it .... ahhaha ... anywayz .. dat nite .. i couldnt sleep well .. at all .... since i would wake up every 2-3 hours like dat .... n in the next morning .... i woke early ... thinking i would be all better n fit to go to college/uni ..... but was i dam wrong ...... i woke up ... had a cup of milo n sum biscuits for breakfast .... only to have the urge of vomitting while i was having my breakfast .... yeap ... dats it ... i tried to refrain from vomitting ... but it was to no avail ..... dam it ..... it has been awhile since i had to undergo sucha horrible experience ..... no freaking joke ... bloody hate it when dat happens ..... after vomitting .. i went to my bed .... resting after the ordeal .... n as my father was about to go to work .... he saw me in my weak state .... telling me ... i m not fit to drive ..... though ... i promise sue lin i would try to send her there ..... soo .... my mind was in a state of panic ... soo .. called her .. n told her my situation .... n ... after a few calls made ..... she was able to get transpot to uni .... sooo ... i was relieved ..... anywayz ... my father advied me to go see the doctor ... n took me there ..... soo ... told the doc about my condition ... n my past problems .... n told me .. .dat i shud see a cardiologist ..... alrite then ..... about the cardiologist .... dat would be another story .... yeap ... dat would be it .....
sooo ... later in the evening ..... i had a nap .... from 6.30 .. till 9.45 ..... wow .... a very long nap for me ..... yeap ..... then took my bath .... n then chatted with a few ppl online ..... n then slept at 12 sumthing ..... hahahaha .... woke up around 9.15 .... with more energy than the previous day .... n soo ... had to do sum chores .... n not forgetting .... i had a visit .. from sue lin .... ahh ... dat was nice ..... soo .. anywayz ... doing sum chores here n there ... though i m still recovering .... but have no choice .... alrite .... then had lunch had a quick bath ... n then .. started on my mob group assignment ..... which is due on this coming tuesday .... morning ..... n im still way behind schedule ..... yup yup ..... n soo ... did it in the afternoon .. till the evening ... where i spend my evening .... relaxing my mind .... anywayz ..... dats how my day was .....
note: those missing time periods ... dun even try to think wat happen then .... ok dats all
all rite .... though it may seem my post is over .. but its not ..... recently .... i've been reading alot of things from fren's blog ..... n about being praised n stuff .... hahahah .... superb .... but .. it is well deserved ... considering their good english .... n their good sentence structuring ... n their very intellectual posts .... is far better than mine .... anytime ... anyday ..... yup .... dats it .... n i do envy their intellect ..... but they r girls .... n im a guy ..... sorry ... different mentality ..... soo .... this shows how supreme the female human race r compared to the male ..... ( im not really sure this is correct or not ... but i feel it is so ... so plz dun bang me) .... yeap ... well .... there isnt anything intelectual here .... unlike all dat i have read .....
sooo .... wanna touch about a topic im quite fond of ...... plagarising .... or for my better understanding ..... copying ..... if u wanna copy ppl's work ... u have to copy smart ..... if u dun .. u get caught .... last time in secondary school ... copying was a main thing .... but ... i have learnt the technics required to avoid getting caught ..... even essays or karangan(bm version of essay la) copying could still be done ..... all u need is the skills ..... but ... if u lack the skills .... dun try it ..... u will only cause trouble .... yup yup ...... n now .... i have applied this skill ..... its called ..... copy others n imply it into ur work .... it really helps .... it helps cut down the work time by around half ..... of course .. u need ur own work .... unless ..... u copy n paste intelligently from a number of ppl .... now this is the technic i have used in the past .... n it is proven successful ..... hahaha ... but .... from wat i read .... dat guy has no brain ..... n i tot he was smart .... but ... over the period of ..... like 1-2 months .... i begin to think he is delusional ..... he is mentally stupid ..... his IQ ... went down below 40 ...... sad case ...... anywayz ..... a word of advice ... wanna copy ... or plagarise ..... do it .... smartly ... hahahah ..... i wonder whether ppl will report me .....
alrite .... since i talked about dat .... i dunn really know wat else to talk about ..... really horrible .... well as u can see ... this is how knowledgeless i am .... most of the time .... yup yup .... hahahaha ... alrite .... wanna give a shout out to all of u out there .. who is reading this .... which i doubt there is .... except for a few loyal readers ..... which im very glad they r there ..... do post ur comments .... though there r sum anonymous who loves to condemn me ... u can also do so ... since u may think i am lame ... or stupid .... or watever .... give me a piece of ur mind .... n i shall respond accordingly .... yeap yeap ...... alrite .... n yeah ... if u wanna hate me .... do so la .... wanna take revenge on me ..... go ahead ..... wanna do harm towards me ..... all the best then ... try la wtever u wan .... like i care ..... hahaha .... i live only once .... soo ... i intend to live it ... with ppl knowing wats on my mind about them ......
since all of dat is set ..... let me see ..... ohhh yeah .... i shall update my new skin ... after my exam .. dat would be ... after 24th of june ... soo .... plz wait ..... im sure u would be bored with my skin by now ... n my song ... soo .. im gonna take it off ... n next .... do not impersonate the person who u r not ..... it is a very wrong thing to do ..... alrite .... im talking way too much stupid stuff here now .... soo lets end it with ....
see y'all soon .... dunno when .... but see y'all ...... wherever we shall meet .... hahaha .... dun forget to live life cool .... n never forget to enjoy ur life ... cos ... life is meant to be enjoyed ..... muahahahaha ..... take carez y'all ... may u all be blessed with good fortune ....
p.s. im just too bloody cheery ... n .. this post took me 1 hour n 40 mins( including the 1 i lost earlier)
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
ahhhh .... dam tired .... as usual
hahahaha ... today feeling dam tired ... seeing dat i didnt sleep much .... n then couldnt really sleep well ..... dunno wat weird dreams im having nowadays ...... cant really sleep well .... anywayz ... today woke up extra early .....seeing dat i wanted to use the federal highway today ..... dam stress wei ..... dam it .... anywayz .... i know i cant really procrastinate the assignment dat im suppose to do .... the final assignment ... for me .... omg ..... i tak tahan wei ....
anywayz .... today ..... im blogging in the Monash University comp lab .... muahahahaha ...... anywayz .... dam tired .... im feeling today .... read quite a number of blogs just now .... hahahaha ..... i really need to expand my horizon abit ..... ahhh dam it .... im feeling dam hungry ... but waiting for sue lin for her to finish up her work ..... really la .... i feel dam tired ... but hey .... i dunno wat to say .... hahahahaha .....
as i thought .... the frequency of ppl visiting my blog has decreased a great deal .... considering .... dat ...... i havent been posting much ..... but im glad to hear dat ppl do visit my blog ... like my big sis .... n kak amydoll ..... hahahaha .... n yeah ... kak amydoll ... this papercut was deep ..... hahaha .... as u shud be able to imagine from the blood drops ... hahaha ......
alrite ... to the next agenda ... i realize dat .... im gonna be soo screwed if i dun finish up my assignment soon ,.... cos it could really mean my own funeral ... yeh yeah ... i dun wanna repeat this subject ..... wahhh ... dam alot of things to do .... 2 dam stressed .... but have to get used to it .... i guess ... wat can do ... like dat ma ..... sad nyer
soo guys .... just enjoy life ..... ahhh ... the pain .... more n more ... by the day .. sum days bad ... sum days aint dat bad .... but its still there ... hahaha .... yes im stubborn ..... like sum ppl .... but hey .... each person have their own rites .... soo .... dats how it goes .... anywayz y'all .... i really dunno wat else to say ..... sooo ...
i might as well end it here n now .... soo .. everyone who reads this ... take carez ..... n enjoy urself .....
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
oohhh papercut ....
oohhh .. .today was ... rather ok la .... as usual .... a day at uni ..... soo .. in 1st class .... MOB .... hahaha .... i was nicely flipping through the pages ... when suddenly ... i hold 1 of the page at the edge ..... n then .... i slide my finger over the paper .... givng me a nasty ..... PAPERCUT .... yeah .... its not my 1st time though ... but ... the is the 1st time dat it is dam deep .... really ... is dam freaking deep .... hahaha ... bleed more than expected .... i saw quite a big droplet of blood on my finger .... soo ... i rushed to the toilet ... wanting to clean my wound .... n sooo i did .... when i reach the toilet .... the droplet of blood was around ..... 2 drops of water .... from a bottle ... u know rite .... well ... then clean it la ..... run it under water for like .. awhile ... n then went back to class .... n then ... when i got back to my table .... i was surprised to see ... another huge droplet of blood on my table ...... n said to myself .... did i bled dat much ??? omg ... its the same size as the droplet on my finger ..... though i didnt lose much blood .... but .... it could be considered serious ... since it was only bcos of a PAPERCUT ..... yes ... u dun have to remind me .... it is the song title for the Linkin Park ..... i still remember ..... ooohhh those were the days .....
n ..... ahhh ..... there was an interview .... yeah ..... interview .... noo ... i didnt go for an interview .... but went to interview sumone ... yeah yeah ... hahahaha ...well ... actually ... i was told dat the interview would be at 12 ... n soo ... we rushed to pyramid ... after the MOB class ... yeah yeah ..... Tracy said so herself .... soo ... i trust her ... since she is the team leader ..... hahahaha ... but wat can do ..... he suddenly said 4.30 ..... i was like .... omg .... i just wasted RM 10 ++ on parking .... n the frappucino at starbucks ...... omg .... ohhh .. yeah ... the manager we r suppose to interview ... is the manager of starbucks ....... soo .. we had to patronise the place rite .... soo .. .we did ..... hahaha .... anywayz .... went back to uni ... for another lecture ..... hahaha .... there i fall asleep ... omg ... i was dam freaking tired ...... i really dunno y though .... soo ... after class .... n lepaking at foyer for awhile ...... i come up with a new word ... which i shud popularize ..... hahaha ... i wont tell wat the word is .... just yet .... hehehhe ... just to keep u reading my blog ..... yeah yeah .... hahahaha ...... ok ok ... soo .. after lepaking awhile ... we went to pyramid ... once again ... n so ... we when there n waited for the manager to come ... preparing all of our stuff ......
n then .... he arrived .... wahhhh .... soo .. we tot of starting it rite away .... but he say ... come ... i'll buy u guys drinks .... at 1st we were pretty reluctant .... since .... we r suppose to interview him .... yeah ... but .... it was his kind gesture .... soo ... we all ordered sumthing .,.... everyone got a small .... except for the manager himself ..... n tracy ..... ohhh yeah ... the manager's name is eric khoo .... hahaha .... sound like my fren's name ... khoo chong lee .... i wonder if they r related .... but i doubt it ..... hahahaha .... anywayz ... after we got our drinks ... we began the interview ..... hahahaha soo ... the interview lasted like .... 1 hour .,.... wow ..... dam shit man me ... i never ask a single question ... i came dam unprepared ... n .... i forgot to bring the text book for me to ask about my topic ..... fortunately .. there was tracy n ken to ask ..... n he really talk quite a fair bit .... hahahaha .... soo ... its ok la i guess .....
n soo .. dat was pretty much the interesting part of my day ..... considering dat my life is dam dull .... ohhh yeah .... hahaha ... walk through sum rain to eat my dinner at medan .... n then .... ran through rain to get back to my car to go home .... but still .. im not sick .... yes yes .... hahahaha .... no flu virus flying around dat time .... yeap yeap ....
ok la ... dats pretty much it .... on the next round ..... meaning next post .... we shall find out .... more about this new couple ... who is said to be the most entertaining couple ..... yeah ... they make ppl laugh ..... yeah yeah ....
n soo .. this will mark the end of this post .... yeap .. im no more in a down mood ... but hey .... i wanna make more new frens ... hahaha .... but blog isnt the place to do it ... dats for sure .... hahaha ... ok .... dats all ..... see y'all later .....
Sunday, May 22, 2005
ahhh ... 2 indonesian girls who r .... i dunno how to explain them ... im really bad at describing ppl .... anywayz ... the 1 on the left is ici ..... who is a fantastic singer ... superb i tell u .... n on the right ..... i dunno wats her name ... but she is like a child .... like a small hyper kiddy ..... hahahaha .. really ..... dam weird .....
ahhh ... the mongolian lady ... yes ... i call her a lady .. since is very soft spoken ... n .... she is .... 22 years old ... but she is doing 1st year uni .... her brother also same thing .... but he is 20 .... soo ... wats the prob here ???? i also dunno ... well .... she is quite a loner ... sooo ... dun mix with her either ... meaning ... i dunno her much .... n yeah ... her face isnt used to our air .... she is popping out ....
Saturday, May 21, 2005
ooooooo my gaaaawwwwwdddddddddd ...... dam it ... im being flanked by 2 sexy ladies ..... muahahaha .... omg ... i shudnt be showing this pic in the 1st place .... omg .... hahahaha ..... anywayz .. these 2 girls .. didnt go for the ausmat awards nite last year ... soo ... i didnt get to take any pics with them .... as a result .... i went to take their pics on VU nite ... muahahaha ..... n if u were at my presentation last year ..... u would know dat phuay ean ... the girl with the pinkish red cloth .. or the black dress girl ... was 1 of my models whom i used for my presentation ... using her as the super nice body curve ..... hahaha .... really terrible bastard i am using her like dat ... but at least i got her permission 1st .... hahahaha ... anywayz .... i gotta say .... i forgot to look down ..... to get a beautiful glimpse of the tunnel .... omg ... y was i soo dumb ..... nvm ... still can see wan ... when she wears nice nice to uni la ... hahahaha .... really .... saw it once .. but was far away .... hehehehe .... definately she wont be reading this post la .... hahahaha .... n for lydia ... abit skinny .. but still ... nice ...... anywayz .. she got bf alredy ... scared the bf kill me only .... hhahahaha .... but these 2 have alot of protectors ... soo i try to be careful .... hahahaha ....
wahahahahaha ... look look ... its the ausmat gang who went for the VU nite thingy ... hahahaha ...... actually there is 1 more guy ..... didnt get the chance to call him to take pics with us ..... kesian nyer ... dee closed her eyes hahahaha ..... i look dam stupid .... next time ... im not gonna show any tongue .... im just gonna do my normal smile .... dam perverted smile ... hahahahaha ...... dam it .... after looking at myself in my pics .... i do realize dat wat sum ppl said about my hair is true ..... haihz ... sad nyer ...... nvm .... wow .... sooo many breasts ..... but .... only 2 dicks ??? ahhh .. wat a waste ... hahaha ... oi .. dun hit me ... just kidding only .... hahahaha ....
aarrgghhhhhh .......... why !!!!!!!! WHY !!!!!!! .... why r girls from kuching (whom i know) r dam tall ...... see there ... kuching only .... hahaha ... s u can see ... whenever there is an occasion or sumthing .. this girl would surely dress up dam nice ... unlike me ..... i wear dam fucking casual .... really .... summore ... this girl can kutuk me n say ' y u like a girl wan' ... if im not mistaken la .... dats wat she said la ... haihz ... sad nyer .... but wat can do .. .ervyone has their own opinion ... can be helped rite ... hahahaha ... anywayz ... she is dam freaking tall .... same like cathy who is also from kuching ..... wahhh ... kuching produces tall chicks dun they ... hahahaha .....
hahaha ... this is .... a girl ... whom ... i know ... but dunno ... her name .... yeap ... i know ... its dam sakai rite ... well ... wat can say ... i forgot to ask her for her name .... sad but true .... hahaha ... how i got to know her ... well .. in class la ... he asked me ... wat sickness i have .... ok dat is another long story ..... then i said back ... chess pain lor ... n then .. she asked sumthing else ..... but i dun understand her ..... u know y ... cos .... she was speaking in bahasa indonesia ..... yeah ... u heard me ... indon .... hahaha .. soo .. i told her i dun understand ... n then ... i cleared it up saying im not an indonesian ... but a malaysian .... hahaha .... she was like .. surprised ... since i talked to her ... in indon ... but actually .. i was replying her with my basic knowledge of abit of indon ... n my malay vocab ... hahaha .. yes yes .... ok ok .... dats how i gotta know this girl ... hahha .... wat a story le .... hahaha ... ok ok ok ok ok .... next .... i think
ahhh ahhh ... this girl here is ...... miss michelle mcguire ..... yes .... a very weird name ..... soo ... u shud have guessed it .... she is of a mix heritage ..... n not forgetting ..... filthy filthy rich kid ..... y so many the younger ppl i meet ... r like so dam filthy rich ..... haihz ... im sooo sad ....... nvm la .... anywayz ... this girl here ... is the neighbour of miss carina lee .... for .. i forgotten how many years ..... yeap ..... well .. she was sitting all alone u know ...since the bf is the emcee .... ahhh .. sad .. but true .... n not forgetting .. the bf later on went around drinking to frens .... hahaha .. yes .. a glass of beer he was holding .... i think it was beer .... not sure .... anywayz .. tried to talk to her ... but her mood wasnt all dat good either .... hahaha .. yeah yeah .. her table n mine were pretty close.. soo .. aiya .. tried to talk lor .. mana tau .... hahahaha ... ok ... to the next pic ....
look at this girl's face .... dam lansi rite ..... well .... she is kinda like dat u know .... haihz .... i try to ask her sumthing ... after i asked sumthing ... n then she would reply abit .. n then talked to others ... wat kind of attitude .... hahaha ... cant be helped la ... her personality to rub me off like dat ..... anywayz .... ok la .... n i dunno y she is looking like .. dam uneasy like dat .... n not looking at the camera ... wat a wasted shot .... dun care lor .....
ooohhhh ... its like this .... this guy here .... is sumwat like her bf ... since ... i dun really see them hold hands n stuff ..... ahhh .. wait .. i forgot to intro .... well .. if u dunno ... the guy is ... jerome .... n the girl .... is goh hwee lun .... wakakakakaka ...... well actually ... these 2 r geniuses ...... they work hard to be geniuses .... dam geng wan .... hahahaha .. anywayz ... just took a pic with them la .... for fun la .... hahahaha
ahhhhh limau the liyi ..... ehhhh ... wait ... i got dat completely the other way around ... its liyi the limau ..... muahahahaha .... wat can do .... u see her face properly u know ... then most probably ... u'll understand why they call her limau .... hahahaha .... im dam bad .. i know ... but this is a form of entertainment for me .... yes i know im sick ... hahahaha .. cant be helped ... anywayz .... its not like she is gonna read this also .... hahahahha ....
this here is ah yan ... hahahaha ... also not close la to this girl .. but close enuf to always talk to her .. hahaha .... kelantanese girl .... but not bad body .. sadly this pic didnt really get to take her body as well .... sad le .... but nvm la .... sure can see wan ... another day la .... hahahaha .... of course ... im just crapping shit here ......
hahahahahaha ... actually ... i was trying to take pics with only girls .... but .... i had to make an exception for this 1 ... since the bf is here .... must give face ... or else ... kena belasah ..... by him .... most probably .... he may look weak ... but he may be strong .... but i dunno .... VI guy wat ... i pulak ... MBS guy .... hahahahaha
muahahaha ... this pic here is me with 2 of my mother's school students ... ex students la .... hehehe .... 1 was directly taught by my mother herself .. n another was a art stream student ... soo .. my mother didnt teach her ..... ok ok ...... the 1 in black is ying ying ... if im not mistaken .... the 1 in light blue dress is ... ho yi fei .... now she is the 1 who knows my mother in class ... muahahahaha
wow wow wow ...... soo long no blog ....
hahaha ... sorry guys for the very late update ... being me ..... i had been bz ... here n there .... abit ...... of course ..... there isnt anymore cooking experiences for me to share with u guys la ..... cos ..... i dun cook dat much ..... anywayz ..... i know too few dishes to talk about them ... since the others seems like super simple dishes to cook ...... sooo ... .wazzup y'all ..... ahhhhh .. sadly ..... there was a ausmat gang gathering at 15 ...... but .... i couldnt go .. since i alreay paid to go for the VU nite thingy ...... n hey ..... even though it was at the same place ..... n not much place to move around ..... i must comment dat the food was much much better than last year .... seriously speaking ..... there were a small bunch of us ausmat gang at the VU nite ..... since they r not close with the other gang whom i was talking about ..... but hey ..... at least i got to see mr Tee ..... my business stats lecturer sing a classical chinese song ...... he was like ... omg .... haiya ... an experience of a lifetime ..... got sum photos of him la .... but mind u .... i dun have a camera .. i borrowed from my beloved .... since i also kinda ..... like tied my hair ......
well ..... VU nite was boring ..... since i sat alone with strangers .... dam sad rite ..... but hey .... so was michelle mcguire .... yeah many of u wouldnt know who she is anywayz ........ but she got la talk abit to the others on her table .... ahh .. yeah .. her table is close to mine .... soo ... haiya ... she also like not in the good mood also .... soo leave her alone lor .... hahahahah ....anywayz ... like dat lor .... pay RM 75 .... for the forgot-how-many-course dinner n the performance ..... ok la .... aint dat bad ..... yeah yeah .... anywayz .... dats how it goes la ... took several pics ... with girls yet again ... but bcos this time the camera was running out of battery .... i took pics with girls ...... guys aint dat important .... yeah yeah ..... hehehehe ..... soooo .... dats how it goes .... n then left for home .... ahhh .....
this past week hasnt been such a good week for me either ... i feel like my good luck is going away .... n now alot more of bad luck ....... n im pretty much down .... since i failed at cooking .... yet again ..... haihz ..... this time worse .... since my mother scolded me like shit ..... not really dat bad la ...... but she really brought me down ...... actually was cooking sum hashbrown .... n it was suppose to be easy .... but i burnt it .... yeah .... there was 1 part dat was black ..... n she totally said all the things i didnt wanted to hear ...... haihz .... sadnyer ...... how i wish i could eat my heavenly cabonara soon .... but .... cant do dat ..... no money problem ..... very tiu up ...... shit le ... soo now .... im eating ferraro rocher .... but the wafer inside already masuk angin for breakfast ...... i dun give a fuck anymore ..... hate it when my mother in bad moood ...... really screws up my day as well ..... like she cares ..... n there u have it ...... 1 of the greatest reasons y i dun wan to eat at home ...... she'll always bad mouth .... about sum stuff here ... n there ... n if she is in a foul mood ..... she can really fuck up my appetite ..... sooo ..... dats the reason y i dun feel like eating at home ...... i know its bad ..... cos family is important n stuff ...... but .... i dunno la .... maybe ... i just dun understand my mother ....... like she dun understand me ..... soo .. i leave her to her world .... n she leave me to mine ...... as much as we could i guess ......
sooo ... there u go .... a confession about y im such a fucking dumbass .... n yeah i will never go to heaven ... dats for sure ..... since ppl always say ... heaven is at the feet of ur mother ....... yeap .... i shall end up in hell ....... n i think dats y im dam stupid u know ..... s she always calls me dat also ..... haihz ..... sad sad ...... dun give a fuck man ..... life sucks .... n there u go ....... but i try to make the best out of it ..... they still provide me shelter n food n money .... soo ... i just respect them for dat ...... just follow wat they wan me to do ...... yeah yeah ... i know im a sad case idiot ..... soo .... there u go .... another confession of how stupid i have become over the years .... with the cursing of my mother ....
yeah .. i know dat all of u who r reading this would say im a fucking bad son .... n so be it ... i m a terrible son ..... im a fucked up son ...... say watever u wan guys .... i dun mind .... cos this is my blog .... n im not in the mood for cheery stuff ..... soo .. there wouldnt be any good things to talk about ..... yeap ......
i let my stupidity rule the best of me ..... cos .... dats how ..... i shud be ..... i wonder if anyone of u feel like killing me ..... or doing any of dat sort ??? if u do ... plz inform me ..... i'll gladly hear it ......
anywayz ... this is MaS .... whining sadly ..... on this pathetic blog of mine .....
Sunday, May 15, 2005
omg .... im such a failure
ahhhhh .... i failed in cooking the lou shi fun ....... ahhhh .. wat a disaster .... dam sad ....... 1st ... not enuf chilly .... meaning not spicy at all ...... i underestimated ....... 2nd ... not salty enuf ..... wat can do ... dropped almost all the salt onto the ground ..... dam sad .... n then .... not wet enuf the lou shi fun .... though it was edible .... but it tasted bad ....... ahhhhh ... couldnt make it up with the pepper n soy sauce ..... ahhhhh ...... n then forget to put in more water to make it watery n nice ...... big failure .... even my 1st time wasnt this bad ...... ahhh .... need to reconsider my skills ..... ahhhhh
all is well ... practice makes perfect ..... or so they say ..... sap pai .... really sap pai this time ... nvm ..... cos my cutting skills isnt dat bad ..... gotten sumwat better .... i guess ...... ask my beloved .. she saw me cut the onions and garlic .... hahaha .... so .. she knows la ....
soo dats about it for today .... dam lazy la .... but gotta do the dam fucked up mob assignment ..... i hate assignments ..... i hate tests ... i hate exams ..... n i hate studying .......
ok .... byez y'all
ahhh .... life ...
ahhh ..... dam sick n tired of uni liao lor .... assignments like shit ..... well ... at least can try to finish wat i can do .... but today im suppose to reorganize my stuff ..... n i gotta finish my spss work ..... dam it ..... haihz .. dam sad ..... nvm la .... life is fillied with challenges ..... wat can do rite ..... all i can say is dat ..... i have to change my windscreen soon cos of a bloody crack ...... haihz ..... really fucked up isnt it ...... well .... i have to remember n tell my parents about it ...... i guess i go now la .... be back again to blog again .....
ahh .. back after telling n breakfast n drying out sum clothes .... not clothes la .... its "kain lap kaki" ..... how to say it in english ar ???? doormat ??? leg wiping cloth ???? dunno ....... anywayz .... wat can say .... ahhh yes .... later im cooking "lou shi fun" yet again ...... hahahha .... this time ... frying with all my heart .... cos invited me beloved to eat also .... but also with my father la .... cos ... the amount of "lou shi fun" is meant for 3 ppl .... n my mom going out for llunch with her frens ... sooo .... i tot of her to come n try out my cooking ...... yeah yeah ... MY COOKING ...... me rock .... rock the kuali la ... hahahahah ......
anywayz ..... its been awhile since i last cook ..... ahhh .... gotta prepare later ... but 1st .. clean up sum places 1st ..... really need cleaning ..... haihz ... yes .... no maid ... soo .. weekends i have to help clean ..... abit .... yes admit im dam freaking lazy .... always get scolded by my mother ..... soo ... wat can do .... just do wat i can do la ..... ahhh ... now my workload has increased from reorganising my stuff n doing my spss .... to ..... reorganising , spss , cooking , mopping the floor, clear up 2 rooms ....... wow ..... oohhh yeah ... later i have to go wash my car also .... omg ..... luckily i drank a cup of homemade neslo ice ..... hahahaha ..... sooo ... lets keep the muisic on .... n rock this house ....... hehehehe .... n as it was said ... miss joey has gone off for hols .... in bali .... nice ..... no wonder her darling like soo bored ..... hahaha ..... nothing much to worry there ....
anywayz ..... 1 more freaking month till the final exam for the 4 subjects im taking in VU .... dam it ..... didnt study yet ..... dunno when can start ..... dam scared wei ...... really ... its scary ...... anywayz ..... just depending on notes ..... from lecturers ... maybe read abit of the text book ..... n then gotta label my law text book ... it will be brought into the exam hall ... YES ... open book test .... but yet .. can fail wan .... but .... wat i wan is .... pass ... dun wan to retake the subjects .... or else my parents kill me ..... as it already is .... financial crisis .... soo ..... i MUST pass the final exam .... to pass the subject ..... ahhh ... soo .. gotta start studying ..... but lazy .... n my brain isnt sponge .... its hard rock ..... nothing can be absorbed .... dats y need hardcore studying .... ahhh ..... lately been cursing alot more than usual .... hahahaha .....i dunno y .... but ...... seems like quite a number of ppl getting offended ... soo ... me trying to cut down ..... ahhh nvm .....
ok .... now ... for the ending ..... it is time to start my work for the day ..... i know by the end of the day ... i will be worn out .... really worn out ....... dats wat i expect la .... soooo ... letthe torture begins ...... ohhh ... im working topless ... except when cooking ... cos can get burnt ..... no kidding .... y le .... im topless ... cos its hot la ...... freaking hot day ....
Thursday, May 12, 2005
ohhh .. its been awhile ... yet again
hahaha .. i know ... my titles r lame .... n looks like everyone is bz .... everyone has gone off sumwhere ... if they r on hols now la .... sad nyer ... but hey .... its another month till my finals .... fucker ... havent finished the last 2 assignments yet .... 1 due next week ... n another due 2 weeks from now ..... omg ...... this is gonna kill me ..... n i mean it ..... yeap yeap ... dats how my life is ....
anywayz ..... i seem to stone more these days .. i dunno y .... im getting more n more blur about wat ppl talk about these days ..... dam .... im just too stupid to understand ..... n toooooooo outdated ..... yeap ... dats the word for it ..... hahahha .... but playing alot of darkthrone lately .. since there is a group of VU students who r playing it ... n since im the 2nd strongest .... who will soon be overtaken .... well ... maybe shud let it go into vacation mode ... yeah yeah .... hahahaha ... dun care ... n dun give a dam at the moment .....
anywayz .... just went to pasar malam alone ..... n spend RM20 in just 20 mins ..... well ..... i bought "yau char kueh" ..... RM1 .... n then my mags .... RM8 ....... n then ... "ban chan kueh" RM2 ....... n bought jelly .... lemon jelly ..... RM6 ..... ehh ... dats only 17 .... well ... dats quite alot .... n i only brought only RM20 with me to pasar malam ... means ... i didnt get to buy vcd ... dam it .... wanted to watch sum movies ... but .... had to forgo it ..... opportunity cost ma ..... yeah yeah ...... econs student will know wats this ..... yeap ..... hehehhee ... anywayz .... i ate quite a fair bit .... later im gonna raid my fridge for the jelly i bought .... n ... wanna say dat the jelly i bought was alot ..... enuf for ... (if alot) 3 ppl eat ..... but if like wat dat person normally sells ... then 6ppl can eat .... hahahaha ... cant wait for it ..... dam .. mouth watering already .....
oohhh my god ... lately i have beenhaving such great food cravings ..... but due to financial constraint ..... i cant eat it ..... omg ..... i wanna eat the heavenly spaghetti cabonara .... at milwaukee ..... sumwhere near cheras perdana .... dunno wats the place called ..... actually dun remember ... but i know how to get there !!! ....... n im craving for the vegetarian spaghetti .... which i ate in korea .... dam it ... they cooked the spaghetti in frying pan .... n then .... they put the sauce .... omg ..... now my mouth is really flooding ...... ohh .. dat spaghetti ... the sauce is tomato sauce ... but it taste tooo dam good .... even for vegetarian .... dam it .... i also wanted to eat the "tori katsu don" ... which is sold at the sunway cafeteria by the teppanyaki shop ... though ... the portion is small ..... but the taste is good ... but could never defeat the 2 spaghetti i mentioned earlier .....
ahhhh ... food cravings ..... i also been craving for a really good cheese baked rice ..... n when i mean good ..... i mean REALLY GOOD ....... but rare la nowadays .... cos i dun eat them anymore ..... all of them ... cost alot of $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ...... n im now on a tighter budget than b4 ..... yeap ..... but i dun think ppl will believe me la .... soo .... better not say it rite .... well ... anywayz .... since i spend quite alot on food already this week ... looks like no good/nice/expensive food next week .... have to forgo it ... but maybe .. can use the kfc voucher .... subsidy on my food .... muahahaha .... anywayz ..... im losing track of time n date .... im feeling sooo lost nowadays ....
u know ..... haihz .... well .... dats how i am .... me need to reorganize myself this weekend ... i guess ..... hahaha ..... ok .... enuf said .... i know u guys would be wondering .. when will this idiot shutup .... well .. im shutting up now .... thx ... n good byez
Monday, May 09, 2005
hahaha ... cursing day .... yeah yeah ......
hahahahha .... as the title of my blog says it all .... yeah .... i have been cursing the whole day ... yeah .... with 'damn' ..... 'fucker' ...... 'bugger' ....... 'asshole' ...... 'stupid' ....... yes i know ..... its very very limited .... but ...... this is wat i have been swearing la ..... repeatedly .... whole day ...... i think la ..... good ma ... let out tension .... let out stress .... scold ppl for fun ..... hahahahha
welll ....... dats about it lor .... hahaha .. yes i know .... my life is super boring ... yeah .... nothing much happens in my life ..... yeap ... this is how it is ..... ahhhh .... money down ... soo .. save n save on food la ... no choice
dats about it .... take carez ... n enjoyz
Sunday, May 08, 2005
wazzup y'all .... its mother's day
yeah yeah .... hehehe .. anywayz .... mother's day was celebrated yesterday ... went out for dinner la .... its very normal thing rite .... well ... after dat ..... dats about it la ..... anywayz ... also got her a cake ..... a slice of cake ..... yes i know im dam stingy here ...... but hey ... wanna save abit ma .... yeah yeah ..... soo dats about it lor for mother's day celebration ...... its like this wan la ..... small family .... but hey ... each family different rite .... soo .... no competition plz ..... wait ... wat i mean is ... dun compare ..... yes ..... ok .... next is .... the fact dat ...... i wanna ask everyone who is reading ..... amrul designed the t-shirt meh ???? the AUSMAT t-shirt ....... no .. im just wondering ..... dun get me wrong .... im just curious ....... cos i tot .... dat it was 1 of the AUSMAT's students who did the design .... n they have good artist with them ... really .....
anywayz .... i need a new skin .... but i cant get a nice 1 .. .dat suits me .... well ... lets put it on hold then ..... hehehe ..... im bloody lazy on weekends .... really .... the only place i could study is in college .... dam quiet .... n dam .... lonely la ..... hahaha .. really quiet la .... n dam lonely la ... wat can do ..... no one there ma ... hehehe ... sooo study la ..... like a fool ..... im not like amirul at all ..... he is too dam hardworking for me to follow ..... yeah .... i must admit .... amirul is very hardworking ..... as for macha .... i cant see ...... whether he improved or not .... but im just the plain old me ... yeah yeah ... dats me for all of u ...
well well .... wat else shall i talk about then ??? i know im pretty lame n stupid ... but hey ... its me .... yeah ... soo ... wat shall i talk about .... yes life life ... life is pretty insatiably insane ..... muahahaha ..... yup .. dat pretty much wrapz things up ..... sooo ... how shall we deal with crazee stuff ...... of life ..... we get up ... n do sumthing about it .... yeah yeah .... ooohhhh ..... i dunno whether kit wei lee reads this or not .... seems like she might be an item ... s how mr eric puts it ... for amirul n carina ..... muahahahaha ... yeap yeap ..... sooo ... we shall wait n see .... if i am found out by dat girl .... i shall be whacked till enter the depths of hell ..... yeap .... dats how ballistic she'll be if she finds out dat i said this ... but not only me says this ..... there r quite a number of ppl who also say dat it might be a possibility .... soo ... dun be surprised .... alrite y'all ..... is this all i have to say .... yeah ... i guess .....
ooohhhh yeah .... n sumtimes i really wonder y sum ppl have only 1 child .... where as others ... would have as many as 10 children ???? n yeah .. this is only with 1 wife ..... soo ... sumone plz enlighten me ... on this subject ..... well ... cant complain about the perks of being the only child .... but it really has its down sides ...... n soo .... wat else le .... i wanna make this post long .... but im having difficulty ..... haihz ... sadnyer .....
ok ok ok ..... i guess there is nothing else i can talk about ... especially in my boring life ... yeah i know .... i need a life .... but ... .wat kind of life can i lead ... with the lack of money .... n the inability to stand the smoke which smokers emits ...... yeah ..... still dunno y .... but it is a fact ...... I CANT STAND CIGARETTE (did i spell dat correctly ) ..... omg ... my english is bad ..... have to call it my england now .... dam it ..... ahhh ... y .... y...... dunno y ... dun give a dam ... yeah ... dats the way .... hehehehe ... soo .... lets just say .... i m losing my english skills ...... sadly ... this would be bad for my coming finals next month .....
ok ok .... i guess .,... dats about it .... unless ........ unless ...... i talk about "El2 "...... maybe another day ...... my cats arent dat interesting anywayz ... unless i can get their pics .... soo .. no point rite ... since i dun even have a camera ..... soo ... dats about it la ....
byez ... n take carez ...... dun forget to enjoy urself .....
Saturday, May 07, 2005
ahhh .... the final month .... plus a few extra weeks ....
wahhhh dam it .... its already 9 weeks .... according to wat i have been studying ... since the course started .... i think its 10 weeks .... hahhaha .... i dun even know wat im talking about here ... anywayz .... 1st sem is almost over la .... hahahah ..... dam it ..... still got2 more assignments need to be done ..... god dam it ..... really awful ...... waaarrrggggghhhhhhhh
anywayz ..... yesterday ... friday .... was a small ausmat reunion ... hahahaha .... n isabel ... the mother of ausmat 2004 came down to register for her WMU course .... hahahaa ..... as usual ... the gang would be ..... let me see who ..... isabel .... n then ... macha .... n then .... carina n amirul ...... n then ... joey n daniel ...... n then .... me ..... n then leo ...... oohhhh i totally forgot about kit .... hahahaha silly me ...... anywayz .... the group had lunch together la ..... n as usual .... im dam quiet ..... ahhhh ..... normal normal .... since im always the blurrest 1 of all .... really .... dam fucking blur man me .... soo ... wat to do ... study la ..... b4 the god dam econs test ...... yeah .. u heard me ..... econs test .......
soooo ... lets skip the lunch part since i didnt do much there .... hehehehe ..... n straight to the exam part .... god dam it .... i went there on my own ... u know ..... hahaha .. means walk to the hall on my own .... n then ..... in i went ...... omg ..... i totally shitted the exam/test ...... terrible .... ahhhh ... nvm la ..... n wait ....i forgot to mention ... .dat carina n amirul invited to join the group to 1U .... i think most of u shud know where dat is ..... anywayz ... i said i have to wait for the reply of the great 1 .... soo .. waited for her to finish her class .... soo i did .... n guess wat .. she finished early ... n so ... carina invited her lor .... she also dunno .,.... i also dunno ..... whether to go or not la ..... since both of us was soooooooo indecisive ..... i suggested "1,2, jus" ..... but she said she was tired .... n she suggested a coin toss .... ok ... so we did a coin toss .... soo ...we decided a 3 out of 5 toss .... heads we go ... tails ... we dun go .... 50 cent coin .... hehee .... soo .. there were quite a number of unaccepted results due to circumstances ...... soo .... 1st .... it was heads ..... hehehehe ..... n then ... it was follow by a tail ..... ahhh .... then another tail ....... but then the odds turned ... n then there was a head ..... soo .. we r down to the last toss ...... flipping it into the air ..... letting it drop onto the table ..... n it shows ..........
HEADS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
soo ... we went la .... but .. called carina la ..... n it was hilarious to hear a very weird girls voice from amirul ..... hahahahaha .... as u shud know by now .... n the shockness of this news .... yes .... carina n amirul together la .... hahaha ... cant u see ... in the 1st para .... there was the carina n amirul .... hahahaha .... soo .... anywayz ... we said we r also coming .... soo ... we decided not to drive ... since the rise of petrol by an extra 10 cents .... ahh ... already tight on my budget ... soo ... took a ride with amirul la ... hehehhee .... 2nd time driven by college fren to sumwhere ... for both of us la .... hehehehe .... sooo .... tag along lor ... hehehehe .... but it was fun to see such a very happy n hilarious couple .... in front of us ... i cant help laughing ..... it is really dam funny those 2 together ..... a really good combination .... hahahaha .....
sooo ... walked around in 1U la ... hehehhe ... of course ... we follow behind the new couple ... since we r just followers ... soo ... can lor .... hehehehe ....soo .. follow la .... around .... then ate dinner at nandos ...... hahahaha .... really .... dam it .... shud have stick to mild ...... tak tahan wei ..... hehehehe ... but .... it comes up a total of .... 23.46 ..... ahhh ... nvm ... lucky i have been saving my money on my daily food to eat dat .... or else ... trouble trouble .... haihz .... nvm dat .. .soo .. continue to follow ppl around la .. since we r not boss in this trip ... heheh ..... follow ppl ma ..... wakakaka .....
soo .. finally .... went back to college .... b4 heading back home .... ahh .. save petrol n parking money ..... hehehehe ...... really ... i need to save more than b4 ...... not many know dat la .... hehehe ... soo .. dats about it .... if u wanna know about my cats more ...... then wait la .... i think i will post about "El 2" hehehehe ..... ok ok ...... wait till then ... see ya guys .....
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
ahhh .... life is bliss ?? ignorant ??? or stupid ??? but love is sure blind
hahahaha .... as usual ... life is sucky no ... well .. since tomoro .... i only have 3 classes ... from 10.30 - 1.30 ..... soo .... gambatte .... n then ... super gambatte .... n study bloody econs rite ... yeah ... u heard me ..... study econs .... for the test on friday .... dam it ..... im super stoned rite now .... hehehehe ... as usual la ..... heh ..... looks like ... i need to review myself yet again ..... ahhh ... looks like a few flaws r really showing this time ... need to repair them .... wait .... can u repair flaws ???? or just improve urself ????? hahahaha .. i dunno ... but hey ... i've been thinking .... maybe .... there shud be sumthing i shud do ..... n see the word SHUD ..... hahaha .... soo .. dunno whether it will happen or not .....
soo ... anywayz ... for me to make an action into an habit .... must do it for a minimum 21 days ... according to the trainer .. of the assertive skills ..... wahhh .. looks like i have to work hard to make a few things in my mind as a habit ..... hehehehe .... sooo ... i shall try to start it ... as soon as i can ..... n it seems dat the news maybe out .... n there was a wide spread of shock .... hehehe .. those 2 dun come my blog at all wan ... but there r many frens who does ... soo .. i shall not disclose any names here tonite ..... hehehehe .... but at least ..... there is happiness rite .... soo ... wat can say ..... hehehehe
alright ... now back to business ..... wakakaka ... life suck ..... life is bliss ..... life is to be ignorant .... life is to screw it around ..... n life is .... to expect the unexpected .....
ahh ... i think dats about it ..... hehehe ..... u know me ..... im such a shy guy ......
soo .. lets end this bullshit ... time for me to .... die ... ahahhahahahaha jk jk .....dun believe dat ....
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
sumthing wrong with the net ???
well well .... 1st .. i would like to say im relieved dat my assignment for business law is over ..... but .... since there is a a test this friday .... have to put in sum effort ..... cos i have to do well to ensure myself dat i pass ..... yeah ... u heard it rite .... to pass .... hehehe ... i know .... im dam unambitious ..... dats how i am ..... well ... lets move on ..... ohh yeah ..... there is still 1 more assignment due ..... in .... 3-4 weeks time ..... now dat is gonna die ... since need to interview a manager ..... plans has gone down the drain .... soo ... now ..... must really get into hyper mode n do work like there is tomoro .... BUT !!!!!!!!!!
i'll never miss the chance to relax n laugh n to think with my animes which i spend time to download ..... yeah ... i know im a anime freak .... but hey ... dats wat keep me saint ...... yeah ... u heard me ...... u guys may go clubbing ... or maybe smoke ..... n maybe shop .... but for me .... its to watch animes ...... the funny stories .... the dramas ...... it is worth watching .... but ..... unfortunately .... not many r into this ...... well ... obviously ..... cant really find ppl who do like this ..... though there are .... but .... i dun get to find .... or know them ... .sad case le ...... anywayz ..... now .... to the main title .....
as all of u may have realize .... it may seem dat friendster is done ...... or is just my comp ???? i dunno .,..... sooo ... i wanna check with u all ... is it down ???? plz inform me ..... in my taggy ..... dats the only place where u can reply rite ???? soooo ... dat wasnt the only site down ... it seems a few other websites i went to r also no more ..... well ... its a sad thing .... but hey ..... i wanna know ..... wats going on ???? sumbody ... plz tell me ..... im really lost here .... but as usual ..... nobody would really know this stuff .......
ok ...... dats about the main title ..... soo ..,.. wat else shall i talk about ..... ohh yeah .... a group .... music band .... whom the songs im addicted to ..... really ...... dam nice ..... to me la ..... dunno bout u guys ..... the group name is ..... "Husking Bee" ...... god dam nice songs .... well ... i found them when i was searching for my anime "Beck" songs .... there was a fansite who provided the songs ..... n soo ... i jsut downloaded this group's songs .... n now .... im bloody addicted to it ...... its such a nice upbeat song .... sum r abit slow ... but they r still nice to hear to .... no matter how many times i've heard it ..... yeah yeah ..... oohhh ... i forgot to mention .... they r a japanese group ..... hehehe ...... good le ..... well .... now .... im really into the songs .... hehehehe ...
anywayz .... after reading kak amydoll's blog .... her post about the guy who smelled her hair ... sounds dam freaky la ..... u reacted dam well kak amy .... sooooo good ... hhehehehe .... anywayz .... it seems there r quite a number of ppl who r having their finals (exam la ) rite now ..... ahhahaha .... well ... ok la ... all the best for u guys ...... but ... to my knowledge .... there is only ..... like 3 ppl who r seating for their finals ..... heheheh ... u know who u r ..... bu hey .... dun forget ..... to have funz .... n enjoy urself .... during the finals ..... hahahahaha .... yeah i know im damnstupid saying dat .... but dats wat i always say .... its the best way to beat the stress ...... do it happily ... n u shud be able to do it nicely ..... hahahahah ....... ahhh .... my last post about "poppy" .... hehhehehe .... isnt she nice .... well .. i dun see her much .. soo ..not much info about her though .... hehehehe ... sorry guys ... but for the other cats ... i will write more about them .... hehehehe .....
oohhhh yeah ... talking about my cat ... read also miss joey's blog .... wat ban cats ???? then ... they would have to go all over the country n slaughter every single cat they find ... cos cats r everywhere ..... yeah .... n ... they r more cunning than cats .... they can go places where dogs couldnt ..... anywayz .... cats dun need to walked .... do they ??? hahahahaha ... anywayz .... cats can be cute .... n can be fierce ..... hehehehe ... i know .... cos they have been with me for like wat .... 10 years now .... how would i not know about cats .... n contrary to the popular believes ..... when the cats wag their tail .... it doesnt mean that they r happy .... but the opposite ...... trust me .,.... i know ..... n they big eyes .... is when they have to see in the dark .... or .... they r ready to hunt down sumthing ..... means .. their in their pose ... ready to attack the prey la ..... hehehehe .... other than dat ... their eyes ( im talking about the pupils --- did i spell that correctly ???? ) yeah yeah ..... well ... dats sum info about cats .....
yeah yeah ... .well ... dats quite long isnt it ??? well .... i dunno la .... i dun talk all those really sensitive stuff ... like religion .... government stuff .... cos i scared i offend ppl .... n when dat happens .... i kena bang kow kow wan .... anywayz .. i dun really have much knowledge about such stuff .... like i said ... im an imbecile .... or ... a stupid fool .... yeah yeah .... hehehehe .... but .. i do have my opinions ... but usually ... they r based on ppl's opinions ... just dat i also support them .....
soo ... lets talk about other things then dat ok ... like my cats .... yeah yeah .. .the info on the other 4 cats will arrive later .... yeah yeah ... hehehehe ....
soo .. dats about it y'all .... u guys take care .... n never forget to have fun ...... n enjoyz .......
Monday, May 02, 2005
oohhh .... im sooo tired .....
well well .... sorry for the not frequent posts ..... but at least having fun on my taggy ..... hehehehe ..... anywayz .... im late on my posts .... cos i have a business law assignment ..... n yes ... it is due tomoro .... tuesday ..... n today is ... MONDAY ...... n soo ... im rushing towards finishing it ...... now im left with a few more patching up ...... the biblio ...... the cover page ..... the synopsis ...... the copying into a disket ..... ahhhh .... finally ... law is over .... n now .... the terror starts ...... micro ... econs .... test ..... this friday ..... scary ......... BUT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it is mcq questions ..... aint that scared .... just have to be abit more hardworking .... n do all my workshop questions all over again ..... n see whether im able to get full marks ..... if i can score highly here .... i wun have to worry about passing ..... yeah baby yeah .......... hahahaha ... i know ..... im lame .... but hey .... dat wats make me ..... ME !!! .......
sooo guys ... i see that u r all busy body about my cats ....... n i never knew that miss joey has such a deep knowledge of cats ...... as in how many cat years ...... but i know .... that ..... my cats are all old .... yeah yeah ..... but still they are still playful ..... n they can be fierce ...... dun play play ...... hahahaha ..... yeah ..... nowadays .... or usually ... idun play with them .... they would sleep all over the house .... on the cabinets ..... on the chair ..... on the table .... n a few more other places ..... but they sure are friendly ..... they are attention seekers ... really .... if u were to read a newspaper .... my cats would sit on the page u r reading ...... n then stare at u ..... terrible arent they ...... well ... dats how they r ..... n dats how they willl always be ......
yeah ... lazy they are also ... but hey .... im lazy as well .... hehehe ... so who am i to complain .... hehehehe ..... sooo lets see .... the oldest cat in my house would be 'spotty' which i always call 'potty' ..... yeah .... i shudnt call my cat dat .... but i like la ... anywayz she response wat ..... ahhh ... yes she is the hunter cat .... i think i did mention this b4 in my last post ...... she hunts all kinds of animals ..... n she is the 1 who always brings back a chicken head ..... good cat isnt she ..... but she is the most skinny cat of all my cats ..... maybe bcos she doesnt eat as much as the others ..... really ... she only comes back wanting ikan bilis .... yes we do feed them dat ...... anywayz ... she is 1 feisty cat .... really .... hehehe .... wat else can i say about her ... yes .... sumtimes ... she can go missing from the house for a day or 2 b4 returning home ..... looking for attention .... n ikan bilis .... hehehe .... then she would sleep in the house the whole day ..... yeah yeah ..... oohhhhhh i left out that she is a cat which was born in my house .... in my room .... when i was sleeping ..... my father witness her birth n her other 2 siblings ....... ahhhh ... wonderful memories ..... n yeah .. she is 9 years old this year .... old le ..... ok ok .... appearance wise ... u shud have guessed it .... she has spots on her body .,... but the spots are big .... i wouldnt realize it is spots at all ..... hahahaha .... well dats about it ..... thats 'potty' or 'poppy' ...... hehehe ... dats wat i call her anyways ......
ok ... back to business .... now .... let me just say .... i wanna go for holiday .... soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo very very very very very ..... much ..... ppl whom i know in HELP .... they r doing mass comm and .... psycho is it ..... oi .. not u joey n daniel ... dun chat with u 2 already ma ...... other ppl .. dun perasan ..... hehehe ..... they r on hols .... god dam it ... i also wan ..... haihz ... but sadly .... cant spend much ... means ... cant go holiday lor ....... sad le ..... but hey ... i will still eat wat i wanna eat ...... =P .......
alright .... dats about all i have to say ..... may the force (kuasa kentut) be with me ........ yes i know its lame .... but wanna do sumthing stupid .... hehehe .... alrite y'all ..... take carez n enjoy urself ..... ohhhh .... go n storm miss mel's blog n make noise there ...... hehehehe ... her taggy is up n running ... but i didnt do anything .... she did it on her own ...
byez y'all
