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lost dreams

My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.

Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he, he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is. He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul, its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome. He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger. His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared. Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others. He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon. He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got. His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him. Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.


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Sunday, May 29, 2005

omg ... i havent blog for a long time

omg ... i know its been awhile .... but wat can do ... bz bz ... n then sick sick ... yeah ... i did fall sick ..... body starting to ache n started to feel cold on thursday morning .... soo .... i just drove sue lin n myself to college like normal ... but complained to her my ordeal .... but slowly la ... went on to college ..... by then ... i knew dat i had a fever .... muahahaha .... most definately .... the nite b4 ... i went to bed early .... hahaha .... well .... dat day just didnt go too well .... totally lost my darn appetite .... but i still had to eat .... soo .. force a bar of timeout for instant energy .... yes ... choc helps release energy faster ... dats wat i learn la ... anywayz .... bought a 2nd timeout bar for later ... since i had 3 hours straight of classes ..... anywayz ... in the audi ..... im was sooooo fucking cold .... dat it hurts ..... no joke ..... ehh ... ppl who got fever ... can tahan cold meh ???? well ... u help me answer dat .... well .... i know i was too cold to concentrate in class ..... lectures i mean ... then after 2 hours in the audi .... went for a tute class ... dam it was also cold ..... but ... i was totally weak ..... n my tutor could say dat i look angry ...... i wasnt angry ..... im just dam weak ... n tired ... n dam cold ..... but cant be helped ....

anywayz .... since sue lin's car is in the workshop .... i was her transport back to cheras .... soo .... despite wat she told me to do .... i said .... i'll stay back till ur class ends ... then fetch u back home .... dat time was in the afternoon .... my weakest moment ..... yes .... yet again ... i lost my appetite ... awful man .... losing appetite .... how am i to gain weight ... yes .. im still underweight .... very sad ..... anywayz .... waited till her class ends ... at 5 .... soo ... while waiting .. i slept abit .... hahaha ... n then .. listen to a bunch of frens .... mumbling about sumthing .... which i cant really remember ... since i have such bad memory ... n to add ... my head was giddy ..... meaning ..... surrounding abit unstable(things were moving though i was not moving) ... yeap yeap .... dats about it .... wait after reading through ... i left out 1 small part .... i heard about amirul complaining sumthing about quan .... n saying sumthing he wanna do ..... well ... cant help it eh ... of course not .... i cant remember wat he said .... n wat a few others said as well ..... n later they talked about kit .... i only remembered the name being mentioned .... quite a number of times ..... well ... wats wrong with her ??? im still wondering .... gossips ??? dunno ... dun care ..... hahaha alrite ... dats all the amendments dat i have to do now .... anywayz .... got back safely .... n send back sue lin safely as well

a personal note to myself: ..... bloody fucking copy n save the post ... b4 posting it .... finish typing like .... nearly 4 times this length .,.... n poof .... its gone ... wat the fuck ....

ok ... after got back .. sleep awhile .... ( sorry ... losing my patience isn blogging after losing it) b4 having my dinner .... ahh .. 2 slices of pizza .... yeap .. dats about it .... ahhaha ... anywayz .. dat nite .. i couldnt sleep well .. at all .... since i would wake up every 2-3 hours like dat .... n in the next morning .... i woke early ... thinking i would be all better n fit to go to college/uni ..... but was i dam wrong ...... i woke up ... had a cup of milo n sum biscuits for breakfast .... only to have the urge of vomitting while i was having my breakfast .... yeap ... dats it ... i tried to refrain from vomitting ... but it was to no avail ..... dam it ..... it has been awhile since i had to undergo sucha horrible experience ..... no freaking joke ... bloody hate it when dat happens ..... after vomitting .. i went to my bed .... resting after the ordeal .... n as my father was about to go to work .... he saw me in my weak state .... telling me ... i m not fit to drive ..... though ... i promise sue lin i would try to send her there ..... soo .... my mind was in a state of panic ... soo .. called her .. n told her my situation .... n ... after a few calls made ..... she was able to get transpot to uni .... sooo ... i was relieved ..... anywayz ... my father advied me to go see the doctor ... n took me there ..... soo ... told the doc about my condition ... n my past problems .... n told me .. .dat i shud see a cardiologist ..... alrite then ..... about the cardiologist .... dat would be another story .... yeap ... dat would be it .....

sooo ... later in the evening ..... i had a nap .... from 6.30 .. till 9.45 ..... wow .... a very long nap for me ..... yeap ..... then took my bath .... n then chatted with a few ppl online ..... n then slept at 12 sumthing ..... hahahaha .... woke up around 9.15 .... with more energy than the previous day .... n soo ... had to do sum chores .... n not forgetting .... i had a visit .. from sue lin .... ahh ... dat was nice ..... soo .. anywayz ... doing sum chores here n there ... though i m still recovering .... but have no choice .... alrite .... then had lunch had a quick bath ... n then .. started on my mob group assignment ..... which is due on this coming tuesday .... morning ..... n im still way behind schedule ..... yup yup ..... n soo ... did it in the afternoon .. till the evening ... where i spend my evening .... relaxing my mind .... anywayz ..... dats how my day was .....

note: those missing time periods ... dun even try to think wat happen then .... ok dats all

all rite .... though it may seem my post is over .. but its not ..... recently .... i've been reading alot of things from fren's blog ..... n about being praised n stuff .... hahahah .... superb .... but .. it is well deserved ... considering their good english .... n their good sentence structuring ... n their very intellectual posts .... is far better than mine .... anytime ... anyday ..... yup .... dats it .... n i do envy their intellect ..... but they r girls .... n im a guy ..... sorry ... different mentality ..... soo .... this shows how supreme the female human race r compared to the male ..... ( im not really sure this is correct or not ... but i feel it is so ... so plz dun bang me) .... yeap ... well .... there isnt anything intelectual here .... unlike all dat i have read .....

sooo .... wanna touch about a topic im quite fond of ...... plagarising .... or for my better understanding ..... copying ..... if u wanna copy ppl's work ... u have to copy smart ..... if u dun .. u get caught .... last time in secondary school ... copying was a main thing .... but ... i have learnt the technics required to avoid getting caught ..... even essays or karangan(bm version of essay la) copying could still be done ..... all u need is the skills ..... but ... if u lack the skills .... dun try it ..... u will only cause trouble .... yup yup ...... n now .... i have applied this skill ..... its called ..... copy others n imply it into ur work .... it really helps .... it helps cut down the work time by around half ..... of course .. u need ur own work .... unless ..... u copy n paste intelligently from a number of ppl .... now this is the technic i have used in the past .... n it is proven successful ..... hahaha ... but .... from wat i read .... dat guy has no brain ..... n i tot he was smart .... but ... over the period of ..... like 1-2 months .... i begin to think he is delusional ..... he is mentally stupid ..... his IQ ... went down below 40 ...... sad case ...... anywayz ..... a word of advice ... wanna copy ... or plagarise ..... do it .... smartly ... hahahah ..... i wonder whether ppl will report me .....

alrite .... since i talked about dat .... i dunn really know wat else to talk about ..... really horrible .... well as u can see ... this is how knowledgeless i am .... most of the time .... yup yup .... hahahaha ... alrite .... wanna give a shout out to all of u out there .. who is reading this .... which i doubt there is .... except for a few loyal readers ..... which im very glad they r there ..... do post ur comments .... though there r sum anonymous who loves to condemn me ... u can also do so ... since u may think i am lame ... or stupid .... or watever .... give me a piece of ur mind .... n i shall respond accordingly .... yeap yeap ...... alrite .... n yeah ... if u wanna hate me .... do so la .... wanna take revenge on me ..... go ahead ..... wanna do harm towards me ..... all the best then ... try la wtever u wan .... like i care ..... hahaha .... i live only once .... soo ... i intend to live it ... with ppl knowing wats on my mind about them ......

since all of dat is set ..... let me see ..... ohhh yeah .... i shall update my new skin ... after my exam .. dat would be ... after 24th of june ... soo .... plz wait ..... im sure u would be bored with my skin by now ... n my song ... soo .. im gonna take it off ... n next .... do not impersonate the person who u r not ..... it is a very wrong thing to do ..... alrite .... im talking way too much stupid stuff here now .... soo lets end it with ....

see y'all soon .... dunno when .... but see y'all ...... wherever we shall meet .... hahaha .... dun forget to live life cool .... n never forget to enjoy ur life ... cos ... life is meant to be enjoyed ..... muahahahaha ..... take carez y'all ... may u all be blessed with good fortune ....

p.s. im just too bloody cheery ... n .. this post took me 1 hour n 40 mins( including the 1 i lost earlier)

posted by Elwyn at 12:45 AM

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