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lost dreams

My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.

Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he, he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is. He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul, its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome. He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger. His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared. Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others. He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon. He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got. His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him. Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.


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Sunday, March 12, 2006

im getting pretty blurred up ....

omg im getting pretty blurry about stuff now .... seriously .... wat the hell am i doing .... dunno la .... me going rather psycho while im typing here .... on this very keyboard .... haihz ... seriously maybe its because of the lack of sleep .... dunno ... or maybe the too much of malcolm in the middle .... hahaha .... going pretty psycho ..... did i say dat earlier ??? yeah i did say dat earlier .... pretty shitty ....

well im suppose to change n become a better person but i have lost my flare at the current moment .... its soooo hard to get the momentum moving and make sure it continued running on again and again .... haihz ... i m a sad case of a human ... dam it .... well .. anywayz ... had a good sat night ... but being blur dat night didnt help much .... it was a primary school fren gathering ... quite a number of ppl there ... unfortunately ... i was extremely quiet ... n found myself feeling left out as everyone else was pretty busy talking ..... sadly ... i was tooo blur to take notice of wat is really going on around me .... but i had a few good laughs .... hehehehe

anywayz .... maybe this blurness is really part of who i am ??? shall i accept it ??? oohhh ... actually ... i was more of a stoner last night ... seriously .... too stoned after the classes ..... really ... sick in my mind .... dam it ...

aiyaya ya ya yay aya .... missed my class today ... n of course ... i didnt really get good sleep ..... dam im really a sick comp freak .... wat is to be of me ..... sick bugger ... well .. dats about it ....

well till the next time .. which i think would be awhile .... love you guys ....

MUUUAAAACCCCKKKKZZZZ =p

posted by Elwyn at 10:43 PM

4 Comments:

  • Hey, I like Macolm in the Middle. But I'm watching the old ones on NTV7 (or was it 8TV?). The baby is soooooooooooooo cute! Wat's his name ah?

    Dude, don't gif up. Change doesn't happen in a split second la. Don't get discouraged. Keep trying, try not to be so blur.

    By Blogger Jocelyn, at Mon Mar 13, 07:10:00 PM  

  • "maybe this blurness is really part of who i am ??? shall i accept it ??? "

    NOOOOOOO!!! What crap is that??????????

    U hardly ever tried la, i knew this would happen AGAIN and u said not this time...

    I still really dun understand why u must put everything on hold cuz u dun have ur car. Sounds like a STUPId excuse only!!!

    By Blogger Sue Lin, at Tue Mar 14, 08:41:00 AM  

  • joey, thansk for the encouragement, well i guess i should take it step by step n not leap into the sky hoping to fly ... 1 must crawl b4 walking n b4 running .....

    sue, well dun like dat la .... its my low point ... where im slow n lethargic and also blur ..... my mind isnt very active at this moment ...

    big sis, thanks for the encouragement ... well ... we'll have to wait and see wont we .... but for now ... i need to slowly work up my studying attitude ....

    By Blogger Elwyn, at Tue Mar 14, 09:45:00 PM  

  • Dunno la. I guess i'm down as well.

    By Blogger Sue Lin, at Wed Mar 15, 12:51:00 AM  

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