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lost dreams

My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.

Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he, he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is. He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul, its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome. He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger. His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared. Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others. He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon. He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got. His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him. Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.


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Friday, March 10, 2006

Thanks you guys !!!

Well, after a long time of not blogging, well i consider it long since there is a guy who told me that i havent been blogging for awhile sooo i decided to blog a little here in sunway. yeah i am now in the sunway computer lab on the 3rd floor beisde the library. well i really been feeling the writer's block recently and really just dunno wat the hell to blog about you know. but after receiving such overwhelming comments in my last post, well i am here.

and sooo this paragraph is dedicated to replying everyone who has commented in my blog. well, thanks jess for making feel like im a somebody again. and sorry sue, for making you feel like wanna cry, been you know i really trying to change, with all the things happening in my house at the moment. sorry ya. well big sis/ yee li, thanks alot for trying to cheer me up, i understand now that i am a somebody. well joey, tahnks for coming by and trying to cheer things up in this blog of mine. seriously, life is pretty hectic, for me i guess. or is it because i couldnt handle things good enough? well thy shall count my blessings, despites dreams and thoughts of a future that i might live thru. hehehehe, even now i know there are really alot of assignments coming or already needs my attention but seriously its just the end of the 2nd week of studies, and everyone is already stressing on the assignment. soo sometimes it just hits me you know. well thanks to all of you girls there for cheering me. becuase of your comments i was able to overcome this writer's block i been having for awhile now.

and so life goes on with more and more work pouring in. and with the new schedule for march which is 7 days a week class, this month seems to be a real killer. dont you think so. and yea i am going to sunway on saturdays and sundays for classes. and of course i am now joking. this is for this coming weekend and the next 2 weekends to come. meaning 3 weekends in a row i have classes. seriously i dunno whether i could keep up with this. and with recent news, i am now trying out to drive a manual car, which is sue's car. so far i guess i am doing ok ok only. still 'mati enjin', but not that often la. hehehe, seriously i dunno what am i to do man without sue to help me with the transport. im counting my blesings now you see. hehehehe. well i hope this mad mad weekends classes will end after this 3 weeks so that i would be able to get a breather after the the 7 days a week classes ends. giving me some time and some space for me to breath some relief that the block teaching (the reason why i am having classes on weekends) is over for 3 subjects.

anywayz, back to my life. eysterday if you have seen the newspaper, you would see that a storm hit pj/subang area yesterday. sunway was also hit by this freaky 20-30 minutes storm. i have a few pics of a tree being uprooted (cant upload it now since i am at sunway blogging this). oohhh well boy was there alot of uprooted trees, no kidding, massive traffic jams was created from the havoc of the afterstorm. hahahaha dunno what english i am using. anywayz, i was in the foyer area of sunway when the storm hit. and since the monash clubs had their boards up (they just finish the closing ceremony), boards started to fall with the vicious strong winds that struck sunway including the pj/subang area. i can hear girls screaming after each board falls. hahahaha boy was there alot of screaming and the thudding sounds of the boards falling onto the floor. seriously this was the worse ever storm. but it hit me then. isnt pj area prone to freak storms ??? well if my memory serves me right, there was a hail storm that also hit the pj/subang area.but not in sunway. but hey, who am i to say anything about this. well, i would say lucky no one got hurt in this freaky freaky storm.

and sooo life goes on for me without cars. i should be able to get my car back on weekends meaning i'll be driving myself to sunway for my weekend classes. seriously why would this be such a troublesome thing to do man. life indeed has much challenges line up for me to face hasnt it. well it is the same for the rest of you guys there isnt it ?? well i know my life is just a plain guys life. yeah a simply life of a guy who tries to save as much money as he could for rainy days (it has more meaning to it, wont explain much about it). oohhh i wanna blog about something really weird that happened in my life just last night. this shall be something for me to remember of that night.

well you see, i was going to eat with a close friend of mine, we went to a mamak nearby my house, but guess who i met there. my dad, but with a lady whom he refers to the 'termite control person' (it is something like that you seei cant really remember what he said) lady who was pretty slender (i dunno the meaning of this word i simply use it, can someone give me a meaning very lazy to find out the meaning la), and quite tall for a lady, and of course who is taller than my dad. but the craziest thing was, the term 'termite control person' was used to explain who she was no name or anything. but it was also because the shocked face my father had. he thought that i was going to eat 'assam laksa' with my mom. hahahaha think again i actually told my mom that i was eating with my friend sooooo no worry. and sooo life will go on. i dont really bother what my parents wnat to do with their life, as long as they dont neglect mine. yeah this is the condition i held to my parents for their problem.

and yeah, sooooooo life goes on everyone. isnt that what life is suppose, just to carry on with life. like marcus says in his blog, life has more suffering and pain than happiness, but i have to add that a short time of pure happiness and bliss is all it takes to lift all the pain that is suffered. or is it sooo for me to say. ahhhh life just have to go on no matter what isnt it. life is truly a bitch to throw all kind of shit at us isnt it. well as technology continues to advance, society starts to become more complex, people becomes harder to be understood, and the more the newer generation has to cope with to survive in this extremely harsh world. as a result the world itself is dying, moving us further to what my mother has been saying the end of the world. is it true ??? i dunno what the hell im talking about now soo i shall stop this nonsense. ok ok ok ......

and now i shall end this post of mine with, thank you all for caring for me with all the comments, i am feeling ok at the moment, thanks for your comments that made me realize of how i should truly be. hahahaha. well love you guys.

MUUUAAAACCCCKKKKZZZZ =p

2 Comments:

  • Welcome, welcome.

    After all, what are friends for? Be it blogger friends, real friends, or whatever...

    Manual car is better than auto. For me la.. can press the clutch mar, our right leg won't be doing nothing :p

    Life's like that, all ups and downs... we cannot be expecting only gd things to happen all the time. That's why ppl say life is adventurous :)

    Glad to know you're fine. Well, study hard... telling myself as well :)

    By Blogger She's Jess, at Fri Mar 10, 07:59:00 PM  

  • jess, hahaha ... will be trying to study harder ... seriously hard shit to keep awake in classes .... dunno why ....

    big sis, well thanks big sis for commenting ... well try to be happy with my loved ones ... hehehe

    By Blogger Elwyn, at Sun Mar 12, 01:47:00 AM  

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