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lost dreams

My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.

Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he, he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is. He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul, its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome. He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger. His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared. Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others. He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon. He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got. His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him. Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.


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Saturday, October 15, 2005

Separation !?!?

Ooohhh, its been rather, uhhhh, I can't seem to find a proper word for it. But it all seems too quiet for me. Not totally quiet, but rather quiet compared to last time. It has also been rather cold lately.

Haihz, its been rather tough, as I don't really see them that often anymore either. Most probably I am too caught up with my assignment. But of course, since last time, I wasn't really close to them. Sooo why the long face of not seeing them? Well actually, if you read the last post of mine. You would know that I am a listener, and just listening to people talk is already good enough for me. Too bad that I feel more awkward being with them. And nowadays, they have grown to have more friends as to compared to me. Hahahaha, its pretty sad right.

I'm not too sure as to what really happen, neither do I really understand what the fuss is all about, but hey, I can't change the past. Sooo I guess I have to move on. Hahahaha, it would be another rough and long journey for me then. I know this would be a very likely move if things doesn't get any better soon. Also meaning a huge bridge connecting to many would be burned.

Well, I'll leave it be for another week or so. If things doesn't warm up and the coldness is still there, I guess its pretty much me having to pack up and move on. That is how I see it now. Considering how close the rest of them to each other. I was never really part of them due to my quietness when I'm with them, also my fault so I don't blame them whatsoever. And of course I am NOT blaming anyone for this, and you know who you are. Its human nature, I know and I expected it.

Soooo I would just like to end this post pretty much soon. Don't worry tooo much about me, I'm pretty cool with it. And this shall be my last words of this post. Shall there be a separation ???

P.S. i noticed i repeated myself quite alot in this post, sooo forgive me on this alright.

posted by Elwyn at 10:46 PM

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