Wow wow, isnt the world a hectic place to be in now? My family sure isnt in a good mood despite it being my father's birthday and all. And yet all i feel is that something is just wrong in my family. Do you feel it in yours ? Please do tell me if you do. Sometimes don't you feel that your family is breaking apart. Well i do feel it alot nowadays. Since we are always sooooo distant from 1 another. Ohhh what is gonna happen to this family of mine. Sadness will reign i guess. Will anger flying around, im sure that my family would be a happy family as at certain times, everyone would seem sooo cheery and happy, but other times, just gloomy and moody. Ahhhh my family is quite in a mess. Well this is what we call family for you, a happy family at that. Well im moving on to the next thing that has crossed my mind recently.

Well, isn't the world a screwed up place. Well after what i have read in the newspaper today, i really do think this world is a really screwed up place to be. Well, didn't you read the news about the recent earthquake that claimed the lifes of more than 20,000 people. Well, this is the conclusion that i have drawn from this is that, the planet is taking its own sweet revenge against us humans who has desecrated her in far tooo many ways. Her beautiful flora and fauna, all desecrated for the sake of humans. Sooo who is to be blamed for the natural disasters that are occuring nowadays. With the increased frequency in the natural disasters that are occuring, where is the cause of this. Well, it is most definately the growing population of the human kind and also land and resources harvested to satisfy the needs and wants of the human race. What about the needs and wants of the flora and fauna that exist. Shall their existance be terminated to satisfy ours. Well that is most certainly yes for the most of us on this dying planet. Well, i know this for a fact, that the human race has has created an imblanace in nature that was never intended to be. Well what to do. Just live on while the planet continues on to the path of destruction.

Arrggghhhh, well i think pretty much most of you would have known i'm an atheist. But yet i still act like a muslim, why do you ask ? Well it is because it has become a tradition for me. Every year i will fast as usual la and yet i do not pray or go for prayers. Yeah im a pretty much bad boy. Anywayz this is the paragraph where i put all my thoughts about what i had wrote earlier. I'm am being very frank and honest in my blogs nowadays. With all my family problems and stuff, i really wonder, if my life would be ok in the future. Because it seems very uncertain nowadays. My parents always talking about divorce in front of me asking me whether it would be ok or not. And of course htis was my answer "its ok as long as i have a roof over my head and food to eat and also clothes to wear. That is all the necessities i need. But i want more, to satisfy my wants. I want to photoblog. But the camera that was meant to be for the house was taken away by my father for his work uses. As a result im lieft with no camera except for my webcam. That is the reason why i only got 1 common background for my latest pictures. I wanna take pictures soooo badly. Well that is pretty much wat i have to say about the 1st paragraph.

Now i'm gonna talk about the earth. But i feel that what i say here may be really offensive for a number of readerss out there. But i wanna say this. It is time to repay our debt to the earth. It is time for us to die. To pay for the sins of our past generation . Hehehehe, well we are more corrupted than the generation before us. Where am i going with this. Well i won't just say it yet. Since my atheisism is different la. I live to survive through the tough times. But yet i still will fall to the ground slammed hard on the concrete floor to only make me realize, life is a bitch if you are not careful. Sooo everyone, just live ur life the way you want or you shall regret ur whole life.

Well that is all for tonight, soo long and goodnight.