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lost dreams

My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.

Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he, he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is. He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul, its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome. He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger. His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared. Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others. He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon. He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got. His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him. Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.


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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Well, we all live by listening to what people say don't we.

Ahhh life, its come to you in many different forms of challenges, well isn't it weird to have people listen to what others have to say ? Well i guess that people do listen more to friends compared to checking out the truth for themselves. Ahhh people ooooo people, its just hard to understand them, isn't that so? Well i really wonder what blogs are for anyways. This is because there was a situation or more correctly an incident which was led to by a post on a blog. I don't quite understand people, it is ok for them to talk bad about their friends behind their back, but it is not ok for someone to blog about his o her feelings online? Well i know each person is different, and therefore needs different ways to talk about their problems. Okay, for an example, me, i truly find it had to speak out, to voice out my anger and i never really found a way to do so, even till now. Is it too had to accept that people badmouth you online where the poof is just there, compared to people talking bad behind your back where the truth may not be totally communicated or maybe misintepretation of the words that are spoken. Well, people won't change much from who they really are. Its really troublesome when people would simply bang you. I find it hard to believe that some people just gets offended for the past. Well i live by the idea of live life and let go. Meaning just forget whatever problems that might occur la.

I find it abit too much on that paragraph sooo i continue on this new paragraph. Well, don't you think it is rather harsh to go around threatening people (what i can remember being threatened was, "i'll smash your face" and thats all i can remember) . Do you like when people just go around threatening others. Maybe you do, maybe you don't. What kind of civilised man would do such a thing. Hahahahaha, civilised man. I'll laugh to that. Do you think humans are civilised? Give me your thoughts about it. I'll be waiting for it. Including all of you silent readers who are really fucked up and never tell that you have visited the page. Dumb fucked up fools. If you come and read a new post, the least you could do is say hello. Well this is a blog anyways, so i guess they don't feel obligated to. Well can't force them either. So be it. I just can't understand the world much anymore. Its just way too complicated. Ahhhh, bloggers, who treats their blogs as online diaries. Why can't people read it and just stay quite about it. Fine people are people.

And we move on to the personal message i have here, despite my low number of readers is that for all of you amirul's friends, who has read blogs in silent and not even say a word when you come by, convey your message properly, and why do you guys love to flame people into heated arguements !?!? Why not just let it go and move !?!? Ohhh if there is anyone who wants to have a go at me, or even wants to beat the crap out of me, or even come and confront me? I'll gladly welcome all of you.

Well life is a crazy ass fool who loves to play games with us. Thats what i think la. Can you guys explain to me, this simple minded fucker reasons as to why people like to talk bad behind people's back? Well my opinion would be that it is human nature. Isn't it? Haihz, sometimes people just don't think properly and act according to their feelings. Hehehehe, well just let it be la. Can't really be bothered la.

Truly wonders, where do i fit in this damn place. I really wonder. Haihz, life is too puzzling, its tooooo hard to solve. Ooohhh i just wanna lay back and relax man.

Hahahahaha, i was holding 2 tickets to the premier of "Transporter 2" on this friday. It was generally hold for the friends in college. Now i wonder if i should pass it to them or not. Or maybe get some of my other friends to join me. But i think it is too far for them to drive all the way to pyramid for a premier. Ok now i'm calling for all of my friends who are reading this, this is a short notice for the premier screening of "Transporter 2". It is at Sunway Pyramid at 9.45 pm. That is the time of the movie. If you are interested, give me a call, or message me on my phone to get those screening. And 1 more thing. It is for 2 people, so bring a friend with you. Oooohhhh now you are asking where i got the tickets from? Well i got it from 'Cinema Online', i kinda guess the number of chocolates in the jar quite correctly. But i didn't claimed the prize on the day itself that i won because i was already far away. So i was told to go to their office to get the prize. So i did went to their office only to find out, that the real prize was already given away to another lady. Soo as a compensation, i was given a goody bag containing Cadbury products, but i was told that the goody pack isn't the same as the 1 that they were suppose to give out. As a result, i got extra compensation, that is the free tickets and a copy of the latest 'Cinema Online' magazine. Oohh, why I am giving away my tickets is because Sue has 2 tickets as well. Meaning each of us has 1 ticket extra, as kind hearted we are, we wanted to give them away. But now a dilemma has arisen, and so i am calling for all of my friends out there. You want the tickets, tell me, call me, message me.

Hehehehe well, looks like i've run out of words to say on my blog. But this post is also considered long and has alot of things that might get me fucked up. But hey, get on with your own life man. Don't linger on the past. It just hurts.

Alright, everyone, thanks for reading the new and improved Life Of MaS !!!

posted by Elwyn at 6:50 PM

7 Comments:

  • Man, today was totally fucked up, eh?

    Ya know, there r a few things I'd like to support u and yet, disagree on a few others. I dunno if u'd like me commenting so I guess I'll juz keep it till I c ya online

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at Tue Oct 11, 08:22:00 PM  

  • comment ... go on and comment ... i wan feed back in my blog .... no censorship ....

    By Blogger Elwyn, at Tue Oct 11, 10:16:00 PM  

  • hie hie! time 4 me 2 read what u wrote this evening....

    he didnt come up to me. i went to him remember? maybe i shouldn't have. stupid la, why'd i have to go and admit everything??

    premier is on thursday.

    u know maybe u could give out free stuff in ur blog like those tix, can attract more ppl here! haha, next time open your 'contest' to non-friends as well la

    By Blogger Sue Lin, at Wed Oct 12, 03:34:00 AM  

  • I agree he shouldn't juz listen to others, but go n read it for himself. Sumtimes, the way ppl say things could b misintepreted. I, personally, felt the sentence was ok, but maybe when his fren told him bout it, the fren didn't use correct words.

    They r not bloggers. They don't understand us. They can't respect our blog n wat we say in it.

    The thing I wanna disagree is bout the threatening part. Er...u did it to me too, remember? U wanted to whack me and langgar me with ur car "left, right, upside, down" in those exact words. So yeah...

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at Wed Oct 12, 09:37:00 AM  

  • ok ok .... understood ..... well ... i did say sorry right ??? n he ... he didnt even say anything to me after dat .... soo ... is there a difference between me and him ??? u think about it ....

    By Blogger Elwyn, at Wed Oct 12, 10:40:00 AM  

  • I'm not trying to put u on the same level s him. All I'm saying is, ppl say things they don't mean when they are angry, so I hope u won't take heart the threats he said.

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at Wed Oct 12, 10:59:00 AM  

  • ok ok .... i wont .... but .... haihz ... dunno la ..... the rift is there i guess ....

    By Blogger Elwyn, at Wed Oct 12, 11:25:00 AM  

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