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lost dreams

My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.

Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he, he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is. He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul, its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome. He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger. His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared. Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others. He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon. He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got. His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him. Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.


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Thursday, February 02, 2006

CNY no more ....

things are calm and quiet now. aahhhh, things are slowly going back to normal. alot of things to clear up. really alot of things to clear up. haihz. well, at least its quiet, and finally i can sleep back in my bed tonight. after a near long week. sleeping quite uncomfortably.

hahahaha, feeling rather tired and worn out. haihz, nothing much to say except dat life is going to go back to its normal routine. with less and less time before the beginning of the 3rd sem. looks like i have to start my full preparation. including finishing up on the cleaning of my 2 rooms. and yes i didnt get to clean up both my rooms. just got to clean it sufficiently to hold the guest.

well, life is gonna be boring yet again. and of course, me not sure whether do i have a life or not, will live on as how i should live on. as a person who i always been. as for the rest, lets try to see how things goes for me. yeah yeah, wait and see, before taking any action.

after reading a blog, i dont really understand why people dun wan to celebrate their birthday with their friends. it makes me wonder, wats going on. is depression really getting the best of the youths today? i truly wonder, and yet not much action is taken for the this disease. this disease called depression.

i wonder, if the medication is safe ?
or is it exercise dat is needed to prevent from being depressed ?
or is it with the help of a friend or a loved one or family ?

well, i dunno much about depression. maybe i should start a small little research on it. for my own good, and for the good of my friedns who are depressed. maybe i shall do dat.

well, hope you guys have a great time this year. my life is quite undetermined at the moment. i shall see how it goes, and hopefully i play my cards right.

till then, love you guys out there.

MUUUUUUAAAACCCCCCKKKKKKKKKZZZZZZZZ!!!!!! =p

posted by Elwyn at 5:35 PM

5 Comments:

  • yeah, understandable, from ur point of view. maybe bcos i dun get to spend my birthday with frens like others ... i guess i feel deprived of dat

    but i guess everyone is entitled to their alone time. but not on birthdays ... its a special day for ppl ...

    well, its my opinion ... well see how things goes.

    By Blogger Elwyn, at Fri Feb 03, 01:32:00 AM  

  • Gotta tell me what ur talking about in detail when i see u kayz?? And i'm debating on whether to celebrate my b'day or not. Also wanna talk to u about that in person. Tomorow.

    By Blogger Sue Lin, at Sat Feb 04, 10:56:00 PM  

  • Oh yeah. Celine n i talked about birthday once. She said her b'days dun mean anything. And i know she means what she says, she's the most honest and straightforward (in a nice n funny way) person i've ever met. Gonna miss her.

    Anyway, she said she bdays are like normal days. She even purposely not tell ppl her bday cuz it doesnt matter whether she gets wishes or not.

    Once she even forgot her own bday. Farny la she.

    By Blogger Sue Lin, at Sun Feb 05, 03:51:00 AM  

  • Erm...I forgot wat I wanted to say. Haha...well, ur photobucket has exceeded its limit :-D

    By Blogger Jocelyn, at Sun Feb 05, 09:01:00 PM  

  • sue, dun worry la, i'll figure out something la .... ok ...

    joey, yes i know, wanted to get the picture back but rather busy with the fixing of the new computer, and also rather tired being worn out.

    By Blogger Elwyn, at Mon Feb 06, 01:31:00 AM  

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