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lost dreams

My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.

Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he, he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is. He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul, its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome. He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger. His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared. Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others. He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon. He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got. His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him. Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.


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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Something's wrong with me / Negaraku or Mamula Moon or Terang Bulan ???

well i'll try my best to make this double post a good 1. well wats going on with me. i've been seriously tired, depressed, losing my appetite at times constant fatigue. especially when i am at work. even though i didnt do much work, i feel all of those. really really weird as to how i am like dat. but as soon as i get into my car and start to drive off. i kinda feel a little better. something is truly wrong with me, i just dunno wat.

kinda short isnt it. well i know i havent been blogging for awhile, and i even blogge dabout the same thing but in a shorter version. seriously i need to know wat is going on with me. well recently i have been trying my best to look after my health by going for check ups for my blood pressure. wat other health tips i needed was ..... i need to exercise. but i lack the proactiveness or wat was the word for it other than enthusiasm? cant really remember. the word la. well dat is why my fren recommended me to check out gyms or fitness center. well i really went to check out 2 fitness centers which would be appropriate for me to go. but would i have the money to join those gyms and also pay for the monthly fees. that is where i have to wait and see. or worse come to worse go to the park nearby my house and just bloody run around like a bloody fool. well i dunno la, i still lack the spirit to go and do it also. well we'll see how it goes .....

ooohhhh wats going on with me has practically ended i guess. but i have to say, this coming chinese new year shall be the gathering of the entire Ooi family. along with their spouses, and also childrens. as a result there shall be 29 family members ranging from the young toddlers, to the young kids, to the teenagers, to the young adults to the elder adults and oldest of all my grandfather. hehehehe everyone shall be in my house for CNY, as this shall be the biggest gathering ever. maybe our first and final whole Ooi family gathering. muahahaha, this would also mean there is a greater need to allocate space to sleep. toilets shall also be a problem. oohhh did i also mention dat 29 family members doesnt include the 3 maids ( i think its 3 maids ). seriously would be a problem. i shall also be getting the recipe for the superb steamboat that i ate in semenyih. muahahaha this is of course for the reunion dinner. oohhh this year's reunion dinner will really be a reunion dinner.

yeah yeah this time i have a bigger responsibility to help take care of my cousins who shall be visiting kl and those kl little brats. but luckily i have an older cousin who is able to drive. as b4 this we only needed to drive 1 car. but this time 1 car wouldnt fit everyone. cos i have maybe another 2-3 cousins to bring along. unless i have to bring the whole gang then i would need 3 cars. well, till CNY, i dun have to worry yet. oohhhh i also would be serving as a driver and transporter for the family members who shall be dropping in from out of town. hahahaha, that would also include my grandfather.

oohhhh this CNY would have more angpaus but then the amount may defer from wat i may expect. sooo hope i get loads of money and get real lucky in gambling this time. hehehehe. but not too lucky. or else i might end up being the 1 to pay for meals and tickets for movies. welll thats about it for now. next topic



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alright, only last night did i get the song about the Negaraku is a ciplak from another song which was sung in english and also in malay. the english version is Mamula Moon and the BM version is Terang Bulan. well for a better and greater info you can visit paulooi's site with the exact post about it, or even MalaysianTime. well i dunno whether it is real or not. with both the songs apparently dates back before our nation's independence. well, i aint no moral justifier, just a plain human who is curious, whether this allegations are true or not. but it is also wise not to trust everything we see or hear from the internet. that is the reason why, i really wonder if this were true, or is it a facade for dunno wat purpose or maybe just a rumour which people took the time and effort to make malaysian's doubt their own country. well there isnt much i can say about this. neither am i bothered by it. just that i find the tune of both the songs quite nice, and wanting to play a more upbeat and rock like tune of it. hahahaha maybe it can be achieved. muahahahahaha . but hey people do like the Mamula Moon alright, its quite nice to hear actually. sooo give it a try. and see for urself.

well dats about it. till the next time ...... love you guys out there who is reading this blog of mine


MUUUUAAAACCCCKKKKKKZZZZZZ =p

6 Comments:

  • Hmm... go for jogging. Not too bad after all. But gym is more interesting. I so want to join Fitness First or California :p

    CNY... ang paus. Going up and down to relatives' houses. Gambling. Food. That's fun :p But.. I have 3 assignments :(

    Negaraku? Oh well.. no comment. Heart that Mamula Moon long time ago. Now now.. that is why Malaysians love pirated stuffs

    By Blogger She's Jess, at Tue Jan 17, 11:15:00 PM  

  • i know taht the mamula moon or terang bluan with the negaraku thing was rather old but i just got to know about it yesterday .... hahaha .. but i like mamula moon .....

    well of course i wanna go and try out the gyms ... but i;ve tried out fitness 1st ..... but now im gonna try out california ... hehehehe .... cos why ... i got free trial .... muahahahaha ..... well .. girls join for free ... .according to the website .... dats for california .... fitness first web isnt dat helpful ....

    CNY is definately 1 of the most anticipated time of the year ..... especially this year with the entire Ooi family gathering for reunion for the 1st time ever .... muahahaha ... must take alot of pics ..... hehehe

    By Blogger Elwyn, at Tue Jan 17, 11:36:00 PM  

  • Yeah, jog, dun have 2 run like hell... walk also can... hehe

    U've always had SKILL in gambling la.

    Remind me to give u the California thing... but it's almost useless... January's gonna end d

    Jess, funny la what u said abt Negaraku! =)

    By Blogger Sue Lin, at Wed Jan 18, 12:31:00 AM  

  • big sis, dun worry .... see how things go for me 1st ....

    sue, u always forget to give me and i always forget to ask from u ..... sooo ..... see la how ....

    By Blogger Elwyn, at Wed Jan 18, 12:58:00 AM  

  • Yeah, I heard our Negaraku isn't original. Apparently, the original version came from Indonesia...dunno la true or not.

    By Blogger Jocelyn, at Wed Jan 18, 12:55:00 PM  

  • Yeah, forgot again. Hardly meet up =( Stupid assignments. Remind me tomorrow k??

    By Blogger Sue Lin, at Fri Jan 20, 12:01:00 AM  

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