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lost dreams

My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.

Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he, he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is. He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul, its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome. He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger. His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared. Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others. He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon. He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got. His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him. Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.


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Saturday, September 17, 2005

well well .... i've been neglecting my blogging ....

yeah ... i know i've been neglecting my blog lately ..... assignment ..... sleep deprived .... dota ..... ahhhh ... all in 1 ... haiya ..... i know ..... im sooooooo sorry my blog ..... neglecting u sooo much ..... now im neglecting my dam assignment ...... hahahahahaha .... anywayz ....... as u would have already read sue's blog ..... sue n i went for the performance Stomp ...... its a good performance .... i cant say it is a musical ...... cos dun musical have singing .... welll .... i dunno about at ... soo ... i called it a performance ..... dam nice ..... hahahahaha ..... good shit ...... dam funny .... .especially the small guy ...... yeah .... he is truly a funny guy ...... at 1st .... it wasnt dat loud ...... but hey ...... after awhile .... it began to get louder n louder ...... dam ... they r sooo dam coordinated ..... n they r soooo good doing impromptu stuff ..... dam nice ...... hahahaha .... they r all pretty good ...... well ..... like wat they have been promoting ..... students can watch it at a discounted price of RM77 ... all u need to do is ... to be there 1 hour b4 the performance starts ... n then .... just wait n see whether there is availability of seats ... n u can get 2 seats ..... per student of course .... show la ur student card ..... its quite worthwhile i might add ..... hahahahaha ........

anywayz .... lately ..... my patience is really running low ...... too stressed up i guess ..... really need a time off u know .... but hey ... this coming week is the killer week .... dat is gonna kill me thoroughly .... hahahaha ..... dun worry about me .... sum how .... i shall try my best to survive it .... n surive it .... i shall ..... hahahahaha ..... y is my patience lvl is dwindling down ??? it is a sad thing ..... really .... a dam sad thing ..... haihz .... dun worry la .... sumhow .... my hot temperedness will cool down ....... oohhhh my ...... considering how much i have been spending lately .... i need to save more ..... n .... omg .... i gotta find a way to reduce my car's bloody consumption of petrol ..... its gonna kill me if i dun find a way to overcome this soon ..... it'll suck all my money out ..... well .... i read daniel's blog .... n saw him saying he also going through a financial difficulty period ..... but hey ..... to reduce it from the food u take ..... dat is soooo wrong .... i've done dat ..... n it cost me a great deal .... as in financially n psychically ...... yeah man ..... haihz .... like i wanted ... i lost weight when i went to penang .... didnt had the correct amount of food intake to compensate with the amount of energy used during the trip ...... hahahahaha ..... financially ..... i hope i can survive ..... till the end of this year with the amount of money i have now ..... really .... just keep my finger crossed .... n ohhh .... i havent gone shopping for the year yet ..... only spend abit on food .... knowing i love food .... hehehehe ....

alright .... im sure ..... she might read this ...... n i hope ..... soo or not le???? dunno la .... dun care la ..... as though she wans to talk to me .... hahahaha ... this is the truth ..... anywayz .... the she im talking aobut is kit wei lee .... u know y i call her by her full name .... cos kit is her family name ..... n everyone calls her kit .... but i know this from her father ( contacted her online long time ago ... her father calls her lee lee ) ..... but hey ..... they still call her kit ..... anywayz .... she has a bf now .... n i have yet to see her bf u know ..... dam it .... really bad lor if dat is the case ..... cos there r many remarks about how the guy looks ....... n i dunno whether i shud ..... warn him or not ..... maybe i dun ..... cos i dunno him .... n even my best fren .... i didnt warn him about the superb craziness of my ex ..... n soo .... let the vicious cycle begin ....... hahahaha ..... oohhhh .... i wan drama ..... i wan things to watch ....... but .... unfortunately .... i aint got the time now .... gotta rush myself to do everything now ..... soo ... let the vicious cycle of studies begin as well .....

ooohhhh oooohhhhh ..... there is this bloody fucked up Security guy .... he is from security cos i've seen him sitting in the security office .... n the security guys in uniform salutes him when they enter the office ..... he wears formal clothes all the time .... n yet .... he wears g-shock watch ..... if im not mistaken la ...... ok la .... let dat 1 pass ..... but ..... he is 1 bloody annoying fucker ..... truly ..... who the fuck those he think he is ..... going around the college area ..... n mostly the cafeteria ..... n staring at students ...... dat is soooooooo fucked up .... if dat is not fucked up enuf ..... his stares arent just the type of just stare abit n all .... but his stare is like .... the person he stares ..... has commited the greatest sin .... n he has to stare with the greatest intensity .... like he wans to murder u .... it can really stir up the feeling inside of u ..... scary fucker ..... i wonder y is he doing so ....... oohhhh ... wanna know y he stares ??? well ... this is bcos .... apparently .... the students r behaving rather indecently ..... like how .... the girl is sitting down on the chair at the cafeteria ..... the bf .... is standing over her ... n his hands r on the table .... n for dat .... they were scolded ..... n he stares at them .... as how i already describe .... n even after the bf left ..... he continues to stare at the girl ..... like some kind of sick perverted fucker who thinks ... he is the greatest .... n most alim fucker on earth .... dam it ..... oohhh ... alim is bm word ... dunno how to translate .... hehehe ... really .... well ... i n sue also kena ..... but maybe yeah .... wat i did might have been abit indecent la ..... but this has caused some ppl to be paranoid .... including me .... dam it .... i always have to look out for dat fucker ...... n i hope ...... the new couple kena ..... especially when she sits on him ..... hahahaha ... yes i know im mean .... but hey .. i am mean .... especially .... for those who look down on me ..... on such great lvl .... really .... anywayz ..... gotta move on la .... hahahaha

ehh ehhh .... went to watch 'lords of dogtown' aint dat bad ..... too bad i aint got as much knowledge as a certain few ppl whom i know .... this time i shall not mention names ... cos they r rather smart .... n in comparison to me .... i aint street smart .... i aint knowledgable to understand deep stuff ... such as the movie 'old boy' ..... i guess im a rather simple fucker .... who wans to have a laid back life ...... really .... all i wanna do sumtimes is to lie down on the grass under the tree n gaze at the sky ..... n having good food beside me .... while i enjoy my day dreams .... ahhhhhhh ...... yeah .... how could me telling aboutthe movie change into this .... sad case la me ...... hahahaha ..... anywayz .... wat i wan .... is sumthing i cant really have in any time nearby ..... really ..... haihz ..... oohhh ... sooo .. back to the movie .... it was pretty good la .... im even considering getting the dvd ..... if i can spare the extra money for it .... hheehhehe ..... oohhhh watch it with sue ..... n amirul, carina ..... n pei lin n her fren joel was there .... with of course miss tracy n neal ...... hehehehe ..... anywayz ..... watched it on friday nite .... lucky went .... cos i think there wouldnt be anymore later on ..... sad la .... hahaha ....

ooohhhhh ooohhhhh ..... do u guys know ...... i go for foot reflexology ..... wahhhhhh fucking pain wei ...... aaarrrggghhhh ..... went for 6 times already ...... oohhh .... every single time .... it would hurt like helll ..... dam it .... but hey ... at least my week is much better ..... hehehe ... y am i talking about this ..... it is bcos .... i went for foot relfexology today ... after dat ... i went for a hair cut ...... but i didnt cut it short ... instead ... i just thin down my hair ..... now it isnt as fluffy as b4 .... but still it is around the same length ..... hahaha ... went to the RM12 shop for a hair cut .... there is 1 at leisure mall ... unfortunately ... they aint good with their english .... next time try out the 1 at ikano ..... hahahahaha ...... after dat pamper myself with pizza .... from shakey's ..... n of course ... i bought my mag .... even though .... i already ordered them .... dam it .... i gotta make a call to them ... see whether they got my order or not .... lucky i jot down the invoice number .... just hope i can remember to call them on monday only .... hehehehe .... well well ... after dat ... back home .... gotta dry up the clothes which i had put to wash ... dam it ... i totally forgot about them ... gotta take them in later .... aiyayaya ..... i really wish soooo much i can split myself .... really ... got loads to do ... but aint got the time for it ..... oohhhh in the afternoon ... i slept ..... fatigue got to me ... since the lack of sleep .... really ..... i feel like .... there might be a time when i might collapse .... hahahaha .... just jk la guys .. dun worry about me ...... im strong .... i think .....

omg ..... im late .... alrite la .... consider quite long la this post .... gonna edit it later ... for better reading .... ok .... soo .. i end this at .... 8.11 ..... hope all of u out there r well ... n healthy .... n may all things go smoothly for u .....

well well ..... i shall continue abit more .... b4 ending it ...... this post i mean .... hehehehe .... anywayz ..... when i slept in the afternoon .... i kinda lock 1 of my cats with me ..... manja ..... or anja ..... well .... when i slept .... i didnt know where she was .... sooo i turned abit .... n then ... i realize .... she was sleeping on my back .... cos i was sleeping lying flat on my stomach ..... n then i realize ..... well ... i kinda slept from 2-5 ..... aint dat bad rite .... well it was a nice sleep ... .but electricity bill is gonna go up ..... oohhhh .... dam it ..... gotta save there abit tonite ..... anywayz .... dats pretty much all i wanna say ..... soo nitez y'all .... this is at ..... 10.50

posted by Elwyn at 7:21 PM

1 Comments:

  • Hey, i wanna just lie on the grass with u and stare at the sky too... So stresssed over marketing.

    And Anja is soooooooo cute! I want baby Anjas!

    By Blogger Sue Lin, at Wed Sep 21, 01:13:00 AM  

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