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lost dreams

My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.

Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he, he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is. He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul, its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome. He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger. His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared. Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others. He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon. He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got. His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him. Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.


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Thursday, August 25, 2005

have been pessimistic .... y le ... i dunno ....

oohhh oohhh ........ y do i hate life soooooo much ....... i know y ..... it really hits me hard onto the ground sumtimes ....really painful .... not physically .... but mentally ..... suffering on a day to day basis ...... sometimes ..... just feel dat ..... my old ideals r much better ...... dats it seems to me now .... really .... dam ...... why .... ooooooooooo why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dam it .... really been super impatient .... wat is causing me to be like this .... i really cant figure out myself anymore ..... im far wasted ....... i dunno myself anymore ..... im really losing myself ..... the only thing dat is holding me in is the things i use to get my mind over it ... like dota .... porn .... yes ... i do watch porn .... n reading my magazine ..... im just way over my head now .... i could be said screwed for life ..... aarrrgggghhhhhh

i know im gonna get some scolding for writing all of this ..... by sumone ..... haihz .... cant be helped la ..... really down ...... dunno how to help myself anymore ...... really just cant help myself ...... im just too weak ..... just too weak ...... haihz ..... im really gonna lose it all ..... aint i .....

ahhh ..... sorry guys ... i know u may think im looking for sum pity ..... maybe it is .... i just cant be bothered anymore ...... really awful ....

see ya ... goodbyez ..... i dun feel like blogging anymore .... doesnt serve much purpose anymore .... byez

posted by Elwyn at 11:09 AM

5 Comments:

  • Don't be so down la
    Don't gif up blogging. Don't u feel better after pouring ur words onto ur blog? Well...there's really nothing much I can say...so, cheer up ok?
    Think about happy things

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at Thu Aug 25, 04:47:00 PM  

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    By Anonymous Anonymous, at Thu Aug 25, 08:39:00 PM  

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    By Anonymous Anonymous, at Thu Aug 25, 08:41:00 PM  

  • All i can say is lucky u wrote that BEFORE our date. If it's after arrrrrrrrrrrr...

    By Blogger Sue Lin, at Thu Aug 25, 09:59:00 PM  

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