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lost dreams

My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.

Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he, he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is. He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul, its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome. He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger. His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared. Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others. He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon. He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got. His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him. Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.


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Sunday, September 04, 2005

heyya .... the greatest fool i am ....

hehehehe .... wazzup everyone ..... well .... though the amount of readers on my blog has reduced tremendously since i reduced my blogging .... but my few loyal readers still reads them .... soo .. im happy dat they still come n read ..... hehehehe ..... well ...... dunno la ..... life gotta go on ..... heard quite a number of stories la ...... i also couldnt believe ...... wat humans there r on this place called earth .......

there r toooooooo many categories ....... truly a frightening place to be ..... with all of these ppl here ...... it really makes u wonder ..... isnt there a way to survive without resorting towards harming others thru out ur life ..... even when ur young ...... no such things rite ..... welll ..... after reading sue's blog ...... hahahaha .... i really wonder ..... if dat is how ppl think ..... there isnt much good in m'sia ..... except for tis food n its night life .... other than dat .... seriously ... the ppl here .... mostly they will be good to u if they know u .... or .... they will be good to u if they know u have alot of money ....... n i mean really really alot of money ... n when the wealth is shown ..... other than dat ..... seriously ..... they dun give much dam about others ......

well dat is the 1 reason y i am vary of others whom i dunno ..... i dun simply go n offer help to others .... yes u can call me a bastard n a jerk .... or a useless piece of shit ...... but i rather to be safe than sorry for helping ppl .... unless its a fren whom i know la ..... strangers .... dun expect any help from me ..... most definately ..... yeah ... trust me .... im just vary against those who maybe faking it to only harm me ..... really ... for all i know they might just be holding a those electric tazer( i really forgot the name of those things .... the thing can zap alot of electric causing ppl to faint) ..... really awful shit ..... or maybe even an accomplice who is holding a metal bar in their hands ready to bang those who come to help ...... call me paranoid ..... but helping others ..... may be a good deed ..... but ur help may be ur last time u will ever breath ur breath of fresh air in ur life ...... n sooo to my point is ... i rather to be safe than sorry .....

n yeah ...... m'sians .... typically they r rude ..... they r kiasu ( learned from s'poreans i guess .... dun hold me responsible here ) ..... they r more racist than b4 ..... dats is my assumption n wat my parents told me .... but cant u see it ..... its really there ..... racism is greatly felt in this time n age ..... y ... i say its the parents ..... teaching their children not to mix with other races ..... only a minority continues to have great integral unity ...... can u tell me ..... how united r we ???

corruption is everywhere ...... truly ..... corruption is the key success here ...... wat to do ...... money enters pockets of ppl who holds power ...... n money buys more power n money ...... truly weak ..... dam it ..... (i think i can get arressted for saying this) .... but i really wonder if they can find this blog of mine .... without the keywords needed ..... hopefully they dun ..... dun wanna get caught by the ISA ..... no trials man ..... die wan ....

toilets r typically dirty .... cos many uncivilised humans live here ..... such as the lower income malays ..... yes i am kutuk-ing malays .... though i am half malay ..... i still hate this typical malays ..... well ... u see ... they lack in hygiene ... really awful .... terrible .... n they walk like they own the road .... n they think they r almighty n powerful in this society ..... thinking bcos they r malay u shud givethem way ..... haihz .... sad case ...... n most of these lower income malays .... they breed like dam mouse ..... they r becoming more of a disease .... dun u think ( im gonna get into serious trouble if this gets out ..... im sooo dead ...... i shud be vary for police coming to arrest me then ) ..... this lower income ppl dunno wat family planning is called .... they have no money .... n they wanna have 10-15 children ...... n yes ..... many malays they have alot of kids ..... min 2 ...... max i have no idea ..... n they cant support their children .... n leaving their children's moral to rot ...... dam it .... they r creating more rubbish than useful ppl ...... haihz ..... im sooo sad i have to kutuk malays ..... but isnt it true ...... haihz .... cant go on la ..... there r sooo many flaws with them ...... most of them .. all talk n no action .... n they r the main contributor to some of the countries greatest problems ......

moving on ...... im just toooooo lazy n tired to talk about the bad things of this beautiful country ..... the country is beautiful ..... but many of the ppl arent .....

alright .... anywayz .... wanna talk abit about wat happen on the merdeka eve nite now ..... hahahaha .... well .... to let u all in about dat time ...... well ... sue lin shed tears ...... n was extremely happy ..... from my assumption ..... n my assumption was correct ..... it was tears of joy .... hehehee ..... well .... y she shed tears of joy ..... well ... i'll let u go hunt around for ur clue ..... well ... it is on the net .... but it isnt here .... it is sumwhere where there r alot of info about me is .... soo ... search for it .... n post in my comments (voices) .... to see whether u r correct or not ..... this is bcos i wanna interact with my readers .....

anywayz .... life has been rather good to me i guess .... but i dun think it will last ... there is alot to do in this coming weeks to come ... especially with a presentation coming .... n minor test due .... wat the hell am i doing ... still downloading songs ... downloading n watching animes ..... really ..... y i love to procrastinate ...... cos i dun wanna push myself .... but it seems dat i have to push my self now ..... if i wanna survive like last sem ...... again .... im gonna work to survive ..... again to pass ... n not to get a distinction ..... hahahaha ... yes .... dat is plain old me ...... i can never cultivate my interest in studies anymore ..... already hated it since form 4 .... soo .... old habits r hard to change ..... really bad ..... but at least i can be proud i like to be an early bird ..... i just dun like being late .... unless i know it is ok to be late abit ..... other than dat .... i rather be early ....

n soooo .... life goes on s they say ..... really ..... but ..... just really i dun like being with my dad ..... he really annoys me ..... greatly ... n soo .... whenever im with him alone ..... it really gets me irritated .... it is only calm if my mother is around .....

n sooooo we shall live on in this world ...... live life strong .... n dun takes things for granted ..... cos u'll never miss them till they r gone .....

live a great life .... n stay strong

posted by Elwyn at 3:00 AM

3 Comments:

  • Letter? hehehe...

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at Sun Sep 04, 04:35:00 PM  

  • haha. =)

    By Blogger Sue Lin, at Mon Sep 05, 01:24:00 AM  

  • after sooo many days ...... ok la .... i'll tell la .... joey .... y u sooooo dam smart .... ur 6th sense is it ???? hahaha ....

    n big sis .... yeah ..... im mighty brave to do dat ..... but also mighty stupid ..... anywayz ... u take care ..... see ya ...... n sue .... wats soo funny ???

    By Blogger Elwyn, at Tue Sep 06, 09:53:00 PM  

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