lost dreams
My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.
Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he,
he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is.
He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul,
its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome.
He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger.
His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared.
Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others.
He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon.
He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got.
His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him.
Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.
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Thursday, April 28, 2005
wakakakakaka ..... im fucking lazy .....
yoo .... everyone .... its nice having ppl backing me up in my taggy .... but hey .... lets not layan this fool who goes being anonymous ...... really disturbing .... wat can say .... im a fool ..... but a fool still deserves to live rite .... well ... dats for me ... i dunno about him ... maybe he is just tooo dam lonely ......
lonely ..... im mr lonely ....... i have nobody ........ to call my own ........
n yeah ..... i think he has been listening to tooo many mr lonely song by akon ....... sooo for now .... lets just not care about this fool ..... n think about wat really matters rite now ..... like my life ..... hahahahha ... really man .... im quite screwed for business law at the moment .... since i didnt know how to do earlier ..... but now i have an idea on wat to do ..... n from wat i listened from my tutor ...... it shud be a piece of cake ..... to pass ...... really .... i just wan to pass ...... no motivation to score .... wat so ever ...... really ...... well ... dats me for u ......
still searching for my identity ..... my true .... identity .... n a place where i can feel dat i belong to ..... well .... the search continues .... really ...... sooo .... lets just say ..... im a fool ... living an aimless life at the moment ..... but i aint doing any bad things ..... im just surviving through my life ok ..... soo ..... wat i always like to do is ...... to enjoy life to the max ..... everyday ..... but never fail to plan on wat to do tomoro ...... well ... indeed i do plan .... but for the short term .... i give myself a rough idea wat i would wan over the long term ... but never tot of planning it in detail ..... since life is soooo dam unpredictable .......
well .... its true wat ...... 1 minute u can be laughing n enjoying life ... the next ..... u can find urself .... on the ground ..... without any heartbeat ...... sooo ..... dats the extreme version of it rite .... well ..... lets just say i always think of the worst case scenario dat could happen to me ...... yeah ...... i always to dat .... really ...... sooo .... dats about it .....
ok to the next thing ..... like i was saying ...... law assignment ..... gonna try to finish by the long weekend .... both the soft n hard copy ..... but i need to print the remaining stuff needed for my hard copy for my MOB assignment .... due tomoro .... hahahaha .... i know ...... n talking about the squirrel dat visited joey's house ..... 1 also did the same in mine ..... but it wasnt as lucky as the 1 who visited joey ...... cos my house ..... is filled with predators ...... well ... wat can u say .... 5 cats .... ready to pounce on it ..... n play with it ... n hunt it ... b4 really killing it .... n eating it ..... yes ... this is the truth about my cats ..... they always play with their hunts ( meaning wat they hunt la ) usually ..... they would bring back their hunts alive ...... like a trophy for them .... thinking dat we like it when they bring it back .... yes ... horrible but true .....
omg im straying away from the squirrel story .... ok back to dat 1st b4 i talk about my cats ..... well .... dat little squirrel went behind a cupboard ..... soo ... i try to take it out ...... the cupboard is in a room by the way ..... sooo ..... i try to grab it ..... but ... it ran to far back ... soo ... i went to get the broom ..... thinking i can ( wats the word arr .... wats the word for halau in english .... yes my english is bad) anywayz .... just use bm .... halau from behind the cupboard ... but by the time i got there ...... it was missing ..... soo ... i tot it might have ran away when i went to get the brooom ..... soo ... i went off .... about 2-3 days later ..... my mother realized of a great horrible smeel emitting from dat room .... i had to search for the cause ..... n i found the dead squirrel's body ...... omg .... dam it stinks soooo badly .... really bad smell ..... almost puked ...... n not only dat ..... the shit from the squirrel was also there .... as u would all know .... when sumthing dies .... the bowel will not hold n all the waste will come out ..... omfg ..... it stank soo bad ..... used dettol to clean the dam thing ..... after cleaning as much as i could ..... i put quite alot of dettol ..... it still stink badly .... well ... later it was cleaned by my mom ..... she asked me to move the cupboard .... n so i did ..... n she washed it .....
soo ... dat goes the story of the dead squirrel who suicide in my house ...... soooo ...now back to y cats .... yes .... my cats do hunt for other animals .... but 1 of them is very active about it ..... once she ( yes i have 5 cats ..... all females but 1 ) brought back a live bird .... thinking it would be great to eat in the comfort of the house .... but boy was she wrong .... my mother saved the bird from the clutches of my cat's jaws ... n asked me to set the bird free .... n soo i did dat ..... but i leave it on the edge on my window .... on the 1st floor of my 2 stories high terrace house in cheras ..... it didnt budge .... soo .. i tot it might have been injured ..... soo i tot of taking it back in ..... sooo ... i reach out for it .... but it walked further n further from my hand ..... so i decided to use a stick dat i have to guide it back into the house ... but as soon as the stick approach the bird ... it flew away ..... nice nice ..... really nice ......
anywayz ..... had the incidents of rats ..... birds .... lizards ... not ur normal cicak ... those slick lizards who have a shiny coat .... dam beautiful .... once .... a bat ...... soo .... wat else ..... dats about it .... but nowadays .... my cat always bring back a chicken head ...... my family n i r clueless as to where she got dat chicken head ..... soo ... we let it be .... anywayz .... now most of the cats in the house is really loving .... hehehehe ... to name them ..... there would be "Spotty" the hunter .......... "El2" the house cat n adorable 1 ... never put ur face near her ... she loves to slap ppl ......... there would be "Tiny" but rename "Iny" since she isnt as tiny as she once was when she was small ..... ohhh "Iny"is a bulimic cat ..... n soo is "El2" ...... n there is "Manja" ... well she is really nice to manja .... but is afraid of ppl .... unlike El2 .... who is friendly to all ..... hehehehe ...... n there is "Stinko" whose name is now "Tinko" ..... yeah ... now this is the male cat of the house ... but is the 1 who is scared of all ..... cos he is the youngest in the house ... he is always being attacked by the others .... yeah ..... anywayz .... the cats has been named put according to their age ......
soo for now .... dats about it ..... about my cats la ... save the other details later .... hehehehe ..... sooo ... now im gonna have my dinner ..... really hungry ..... soo .... everyone .... may u enjoy this post .... a lil about my principles of life ..... n about the squirrel story in my house ..... n an intro to my cats ..... i willl try to get their photos .... but .... i dun have a camera .... really ... sooo ... lets just keep it at dat .... sooo ... now im off ... saying .....
keep cool .... n live life full ..... hahaha .... yes im stupid creating such a lame slogan .....
Monday, April 25, 2005
ahhhh .... dam tiring day ....
anywayz .... seems like there is a chicken shit out there with no guts of telling who he is ... n scolding ppl for no reason ... but hey ... he is getting lame isnt he ...... got other things better to write than him .....
well ... wat i can say is dat .... im dam happy i've passed up my assignment .... online only ... still have to print out a copy n send it to the lecturer on friday ..... but other than dat .... i have a law assignment due in wat ... 1 week time .... n i still dun understand the dam freaking question ... really shit ..... dunno how to do it ..... crazee .... of course it is ....
anywayz ... i gotta copy ppl's work this time ... no choice .... by hook or by crook .... im gonna copy ppl's work ..... well ... dats all the time i have for blogging .... thanks for reading ....
Sunday, April 24, 2005
wazzup everyone .... now for the shit
well well .... it may seem dat there is a spammer in my blog ..... n an impersonator in joey's blog ..... to joey .... my most sincerest apology .... most of it is truly my wrong doing but i never intended it to continue on .... after u said the lamer word .... soo .. i did stop .. but instead sumone impersonate me .... n n went on to continue this ....
soo ... i hope the impersonator have sum guts .... unless he is gutless shit head .... then so be it ......
now to the next issue at hand ..... looks like i have a crazee bugger who really hates me ..... wat about me dat u hate so much my fren .... is there sumthing wrong with my face ???? is there sumthing wrong with my posts ???? wat is it about me dat bothers u my fren ...... i truly do not know .... if u never tell me wats wrong .... scolding me without telling me the reason makes me confuse .... but if u may ..... can u at least tell me wats wrong with me till u need to curse me with all those vulgar words ..... (as though im soo clean .... but hey ... i admit to wat i said)
sooo ... like wat sum ppl have said ..... u r a simple idiotic coward .... but hey ..... maybe u really dun have balls ..... cos ur a girl ..... hahahha ..... watshit am i talking ..... of course its good shit .... hahahahaha ..... well to dat anonymous .... n to dat imposter ..... u may never reveal urself ..... but hey .. i cant blame u there ... cos if u do ..... ppl from everywhere will condemn u high n low .... but i have to say ...... u do have a twisted mind dun u ..... hahahaha ..... really sick bugger la u anonymous ....
ok .... this is wat he wrote for me
<anonymous>: fucker
<anonymous>: no life fucker
<anonymous>: pice of useless life fucker
<anonymous>: hey fucker... ur face is just like my doggy's pussy..... ur nose is just like my cat's dick.... ur mouth is just like a bloody mother fucker pussy...ur just a retarded bastard which is lifeless.... watch ur step ass hole... don;t let me get u... FUCKER!!
how could u ever go to ur dog n see its pussy ..... dat is totally grotesque ( this is the correct way to spell it .... am i correct ???? let me check .... yeah .. ok ...) ..... o ok ok ok ok ok .... next is .... my nose is like a cat's dick ???? omg ..... i dunno about u ... but have u ever seen a cats dick ..... i saw it once while my cat was sleeping .... dam horny cat .... anywayz ..... its like ... u need to stimulate the cat to get its dick out ...... wow .... u mustbe sum shit pervert to turn a male cat on ... n look at its dick ..... shit man .... fucking sick bastard u are ...... ohhhh yeah .... u know y i know this ??? its bcos i have 5 cats in my house ... staying in my house for 9 years ..... soo i would know sumthing rite .....
n lastly ...... a mother fucker pussy ..... from wat i know .... a mother fucker is a guy .... soo .... wat ur saying is dat ..... dat mother fucker is a transexual ..... omg ... n u say it looks like it ... omg .... u've seen it b4 ... wow .... u r really 1 extreme sick bastard ..... cant believe it u saw all those things n can compare it with me ...... i really salute u for being such a sick perverted bastard u r .... well .... wat can i say .... sick bastard ... whoever u may be ..... plz dun be soo sick n see all those dam sick stuff .....
thank u .... for reading the post from MaS ..... MaS is really happy dat there is this spammer .... cos u have enraged the MaS ..... thank u n good bye
Thursday, April 21, 2005
hahaha ... its been awhile ... again
wakakakaka .... its been awhile since i last blog .... cos there isnt much to blog about ... since im such a lazy bastard ..... hahahaha .... anywayz ... i wanna thank all of those who have posted sumthing in my tagboard .... its really ..... i dunno how to say it ... but im happy la ....
anywayz ... now there r 3 assignments ... which needs to be done ..... 1 due next week ..... 1 more due in less than 2 weeks time ..... 1 more .... i dunno how long more dat i got b4 it is due .... since dat last 1 is a group work ..... hehehehe ...... lazy bastard arent i ....
well ... sounds like ..... many ppl still miss the old ausmat gang .... well ... it goes the same here .... but hey ... now is the present .... dats all i have to know .... have to work ... abit harder than b4 .... but im working harder in the wrong direction ... such as watching moer anime .... n reading more manga ..... n surfing the net ..... hahahaha
well .... wat can be said .... i really need to start my dam assignment ..... yes .. the MOB assignment ..... hehehe ... gotta do it today .... sooo ... i guess .... i have to eat sumthing light ... n easy ..... hhehehe .... n of course fast ..... well .... wat can i eat then ??? ....... ahh yes .... spaghetti ..... with home made bolognese sauce ..... ehhehehe ..... its a recipe for ...... let me see ...... since primary ??? ..... i think .... around .... 10 years ..... the recipe changes ..... over the period of time .. but not much changes actually .....
hehehee ...... since the sauce is already pre made ..... n already frozen up for later consumption .... i might as well eat dat today for lunch ..... and ..... i have to count .... how many spaghetti strands ??? meaning ... .... ..... ... . .. i dunno how to explain ..... ieat about 110 of them .... hehehe .... really nice home made spaghetti bolognese sauce ...... hehehhe ...
soo ..... lets strat work ... which shud have started hours ago ..... n again ... im such a lazy bastard ......
soo .... everyone .... take carez ... n have funz ..... dun forget .,.... life is also meant to have funz ..... no matter wat u define fun is ...... n yeah ... each ppl think different things as fun .... ok ....
dats about it .... this is MaS .... reporting ..... on a hot sunny day ...... dam it .... 2 hot ....
Saturday, April 16, 2005
a big fool here ..... really .....
hehehehe ... biggest fool is here ..... actually .. the biggest dumbass here .... yes ... u heard me correct .... a dumbass .... who doesnt think b4 doing stuff ..... really .... im dat dumb ..... simply follow ppl's orders .... really stupid no .... obviously im dam stupid ....
n obviously ... all those who r reading this r definately bored with my stupid attitude of saying im stupid .... well ... dat is definately true ....
soo .... wat else can i say .. this is who i am .... hehehe .... of course ... may of u r definately kutuking me .... which i dun mind at all .... actually .. its best if u kutuk me in front of me ... so dat i know wats wrong with me .... to see whether is it worth while changing or not .....
yes .. to maintain my identity .... yeah ... abuden .... im still searching for my identity ..... soul searching ...... determining my identity ...... not easy at all ..... hahahaha
well ... this is wat i can say about me .... hehehehe ....
soo .. i had a nice yam cha .... though nothing special ....
ahhh ... life is dull .... as wat another has said .... well .... i dunno about dat .... but i feel .... i shud not bother about dat ..... hehehehe
soo .. life goes on ......
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
hahahahahahahaha ..... nothing here
hahahahahaha ..... really .... nothing here .....
hahahahahaha .. ok la ... im just playing a fool .... but .... im happy dat my blog is getting sum response .... well ..... its better than none rite .... hahahaha .... ahhhh ... during this holiday im really on holiday .. enjoying myself .... really ... didnt do any work at all .... im sure tracy must be dam pissed at me for relaxing so much .... but hey .... im just a fool ..... wat can i do ....
hahahaha .... anywayz .... i think i shud go to colllege .... even though not many ppl there .... means VU ppl la ..... n no classes for me .... but i feel dat i can do more work there than at home .... at home there are to many distractions ... tv .... magazine .... COMPUTER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes ... the main most distractive thing around the house ... my beloved computer .... nowadays guarantee on ... cos ... found a site where i can download all my long lost anime ... most of which are licensed .... im sooooo happy ....... hahahahhaa ..... actually ... now enjoying the bleach manga ..... wow ... its bloody addictive the story .... its really good ..... im really really enjoying myself ..... actually ... im waiting forthe download for the following manga to be done .... but stilll have to wait .... cos its rather slow tonight .....
hehehehe .... wat i mean slow is the connection ... yes ... streamyx connection has been rather slow these past few days ... n i hate it .... disturbing the download of many of my animes n manga ..... anywayz .....
im really happy n sad ..... happy cos life is getting ok already .... sad cos .... im in uni .. with alot of work .... n in the last week .. wasnt a good week for me at all .. this week isnt datbad ... its a much much better week than the previous wan ..... hahahaha ....
soo ... anywayz ..... i've been reading much criticism in a few blog .... meaning around 2 of them ... hhahahaha .... they r linked to me ... soo find them if u wan .... hehehehe .... but ... i find those arguments n criticism .... really true ... i totally agree .....
yes .... i know .... wat am i talking about .... yeah yeah ... about the majority of the malay race .... hahaha ... am i correct ???? kak amydoll ??? ahahahaha ... especially love how detail she puts it .... for me .... i dun really know dat much .... so dats y i dun say anything .... wat i can say is dat ... many malays r lazy .... thinking they r forever protected by the advantage they have ..... with the bumiputera status ..... though i do benifit from it also ... but ppl dun really see me as a malay ... many ppl think im chinese .....
hehehhee ..... haihz ... jeremy .... u look sooo much more like a malay n u say ppl say u look like chinese .... i would say i look more like a chinese ..... hehehehe ..... ok la ... dun condemn him already la ..... as though he reads my blog la ... unless sumone informs him to erad my blog dat is .... hehehehe ....
wakakaka ... well .... im glad to inform dat .... my hair is long .... n i look ugly .... thank u for knowing dat ..... yes ... im really ugly .... my long long hair makes me look ugly .... but hey ... im still keeping my long hair ...... yes i know .... sooo ..... now u can call me ... useless idiotic ugly bastard asshole ...... hahahaha .... call me dat .... i dun mind at alll ..... hehehehehhe
soo anywayz .... is everyone out there ok ??? ok ... those who r reading my blog .... r u guys doing ok ??? post me ur status in my tagbaord ..... or chatbox ..... hehehehe ..... dun forget to use a name which i already know u from ..... hehehehe ...
sooo ... wat else to say ???? yes .... i have to say ...... everyone ... enjoy urself .... have fun ...... n never lose control of urself ......
Sunday, April 10, 2005
muahaahha ..... my stupidity prevails yet again
hahahaha .... well .. how stupid am i .... battery was dying yet again ...... on the way to the workshop .... god dam it rite ... well ... well it did die at the workshop ... lucky they can help me jumpstart my car .... lucky lucky ..... anywayz .... went back .. check the water in the battery ... found out 1 of the holes was completely dry .... did i mention about spilling of the water from the battery in any of my last posts ????
well wat i can say is dat ...... bcos of dat my car was dying ... now my car can start already ... since i put the remaining battery water in dat hole which was dry ..... hehehehe ..... bad leh ....
hahahaha .. soooo ... in the end ... i have to send it back to the workshop to fix the probs i have with my car ..... hehehehehe ..... well ... im bloody lazy arent i .... im suppose to do alot of my assignments these past 2 days ... but i have been really slacking off .... icant slack anymore ... i need to finish up n try to cope up with all the subjects ... especially ... mob n law .... the 2 subjects which is really bothering me .....
soo .... let us do the stupid assignments ... n i need to talk to sumone about the law test ....
Saturday, April 09, 2005
this is a public service crap shit by mas (dun have to read this shit)
welcome to my most idiotic blog ever known to mankind ..... well it is true isnt it .... i dun have much readers .... except for a few loyal readers ..... n i think ... there isnt any guys who is reading my blog ... except for a very few of them ... who reads them occasionally ...
soo ... since i have always been blogging about my nad times this pass week .... now i shud blog sum crap .....
well .. i do deserve the right to do dat dun i ..... of course i do ..... im not like cheryl who can get awards bcos of her 'kawaii' blog ...... just bcos ofthe pics n she gets the award ..... well ... maybe she got sum frens who push her blog for the award ..... well ... dats her ... not me ..... hahahaha .... lately .... with my super bad attitude .... i feel like i made a few enemies .....
but ..... they might lay hidden la .... soo dun care la .... its not like i am with them often also ..... cos sumtimes im also alone .....
not very sociable le i am ... well .. wat can say .... ppl in uni dam ..... susah wnna talk to them ...
anywayz ..... there is 1 guy in VU .... if u guys in mufy n ausmat last year ... he would be known as proffesor ..... the geeky looking idiot who is in love with power rangers ..... sick bugger he is ..... dam sick ..... anywayz ..... bcos of his overzealous attitude ..... he has created a few problems for himself ..... he has plagarise the notes of the lecturers ..... n i heard he will get it from the program director ..... dats wat i heard from amirul's n macha's mouth la ..... ooo yeah .. his name is victor the asshole
hehehe ... serve him rite .... dun quite like his attitude .... especially 1 time when i was reading the question for the business stat ...... n i miss pronounce the word 'data' ..... n he got the nerve to correct me while i was reading it ..... i was soo dam freaking pissed ..... he loves to be annoying doesnt he ..... its a great characteristic of his ..... yeah ....
he can be the class clown ..... stupid asshole ..... suck up only he knows ..... he really suck up wan .... and always approach girls ... no matter they r bz or not .... he loves to approach them ..... hahaahha ..... maybe a sick psycho la ....
well .... all i have to say about him ..... not many ppl like him .... many despise him .... soo .... in conclusion .,.... let him be the asshole he is .....
but maybe i havent get the chance to see the real him ... which i dun think i wan ..... i pity jia hao for hanging around him .... but he doesnt hang around him much ... rather ... he hangs around jyrus .... or is it ji rus ..... dunno .... hehehe ...
sooo .... wat am i talking about in this blog .... about other ppl la of course ..... as though those ppl will come to my blog ..... extremely low chance of dat happening .... hehehehe ... anywayz .... macha or pragash is applying for condo hostel .... means ... he can be on time for class ..... or maybe not ...... he really trying his best to turn a new leaf .... good for him .....
as for amirul .... eh .... he has changed abit ... he is more hardworking ... really doing his work ..... he i can see changes ..... but as usual .. he is still smoking .... hahahaha ... no change there .....
ok ok ok ... next is .... chris .... ahhh .. the guy who i see always like wear the same thing to college last year ... now has a bigger wardrobe i guess .... got new clothes .... anywayz .... he is a chain smoker i think ..... haihz ... a sad case ... but cant help him there .....
hehehehe .... as for carina ..... she seems to be doing ok la .... im her back up alarm clock .... good le .... but hey ... its a living .... hahahaha ... im really crapping stuff here ....
n not forget ... here .... all the names come out ..... im not using only the initials .... cos i feel ... there isnt many ppl who r reading this blog of mine .... hahaha .. true or not ... of course ...
anywayz .. many nice movies coming out in may ..... wahh cant wait ... hehehe .,.. but there r a fe movies i missed ... like robots .... hahahaha
hahaha lots of rubbish here .... hahahahahahaha .... well wat can do ... feeling abit hyper .... u know y .... cos i dam hyper la ..... stupid reason rite ..... of course la .... im an idiot ... or else y would i post such a post ..... hahahaha
anywayz ... i would like to thank to all those who have been saying sumthing on my blog .... my tagboard la .... cos .... after awhile .... seeing no one is writing anything .... i feel dam annoyed ... n wanted to take it off .... really terrible ma ....
soo ... anywayz ... i really running out of things to say already ....
yeah yeah .... this is a reminder to myself ... as though i will read it ..... mob group assignment ... read the god dam book u fool ..... dun forget to check out the stupid business stats assignment in the disk la ...... stupid fool ....
dun forget to get the books u used for the mob assignment ... time to write the essay already la .... haihz .... dun forget the reference this time u fool ...... cos of dat u lost 1 mark ... haihz .. sad ....
oohhh yeah ... stupid law assignment also ... dun farking forget about stupid laws ..... this year is harder than the year b4 u know .....
n dun forget about the stupid BS exam after the holiday ...... holiday ???? ohhhhh yes ..... HOLIDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
not really holiday la ..... still have to do alot of work ..... to do during the holidays ..... n to say its holidays .... my foot la .... but actually ... more relax rite .....
dun forget to do the dam law online test .... where to do it ... faster go n ask amirul ... he sure know wan .... since he soooo hardworking ..... hehehehe
ok ok ko ... wat else le .... yes yes .... the got dam econs test also .... 50% of the marks wor .... dam it ... idiot .. study la ..... but lazy la ....
soo .. in conclusion ... this holiday is not a holiady .. but a time to catch up on studies ....
soo .... let the shit begin ...
n yeah .. tomoro morning .... gotta send in my car for check up .... my car is sick .... very sick le my car ... kesian ....
soo .. dats about it .... everyone .... dun bother about this stupid post .... hehehe .....
the last post .... had probs
soo .. anywayz .. the last post ... had sum problems in posting .... dam frustrating isnt it .... i feel so ... but anywayz ... its up ... soo ... now enjoy the situation im going through .... anywayz .. i shud have slept a long time ago .. but ... really dun feel like it ...
gotta sweat it out ... so dat i dun have a fever ... yes .. i have flu n sorethroat but no fever ....
n not forgetting a headache ... which comes n go ....
ohhh yeah ... i gotta wake carina up dun i .... hahahaha .... im soo stupid .. i shud have slept ages ago .. but hey .... at least ..... my nose aint flowing like niagara falls ..... hahahahaha .... just maybe i need sum rest ..... dats about it ....
soo anywayz ...,. thanks to all of those who had given me their feedback .... im really glad there r ppl who read .... n cares for an idiot like me ..... i really appreciate it ..... thanks u guys .... n gals ..... but actualyl .. its only the girls ..... no guys visit my blog wan ma ..... not often anywayz .....
cos can u see any post by any other guys in my tagboard .... of course not .... my tagboard has been inactive for a long time ... nobody wans to talk there already wan ma .... but i m thankful for their personal approach ....
soo .... lets just say ... this past week .... bad week ... dealt with probs as efficiently as possible .... but im still being slammed with more probs .... isnt dat life for u ..... i do hear of ppl complainingtheir life is dull ..... well .... do u mind having my life then ??? maybe u would ... cos i think u can definately do a better job in handling my life than me .,..... quite true isnt it ....
but ppl say they dun wan my life .... after reading wat i have to say .... n wat happens in my life ... they become thankful for their life .... soo .... i hope ... i did more good than harm ....
soo .. guys ... enjoy this stupid idiot blogging like a fool ..... n remember .... life is full of chalenges ... just live life as much as u can ..... take carez y'all
MaS reporting with a uprising cough .... n stronger heart .... methaphorically ..... my heart physically is weak .... ok ... dats about it ....
Friday, April 08, 2005
this just aint my week
hahahahaa ..... im really really on the verge of breaking down ....... now wats going on ???? well ... im sick ..... blooody flu n awaful sorethroat ...... unbelievable ... believe it ...... really a series of unfortunate events ..... though ... i am trying my best to overcome each n everyone of them ...... luckily i handled them as fast as possible so dat it doesnt stack up ... or pile up into 1 miserable shit ...... really horrible .....
1st my front passenger side window .... not mirror ..... shattered into pieces ....
2nd .... i lost my law manual book .. which i have done half way ...... which was due on thursday .... searched for it on tuesday morning ... but attempt failed .... bought a whole new law manual book in the afternoon .... started doing it on wednesday ..... tried to finish as much as i could on thursday .... n pass it up at 1.30 thursday ...... sick le ....
3 my car battery died ..... while i was in the car .... n then my car was dying when i was on the road ..... n then .... bought new battery ... but spilled the water on my mother's car seat ....... i was a complete idiot doing so .... but now dat patch of spilled water ..... left a mark ... never to go away ...... sick le ..... kena scolding from my mother ..... this .. i will admit ... its my own stupidity ..... only a stupid asshole such as myself would do such a thing ......
oohhh seems like the 4th is also included in the last paragraph .....
soo ... the 5th is getting dam sick ...... on thursday summore ..... sooo great le .....n friday im still sick ..... not dat bad ... need sum rest .... but i think it is rather severe .... since my pleghm is thick yellow ..... which i have been spitting out in the morning ..... rather painful my throat is .....
soo there u go ..... n the stoning on wednesday was the beggining of the falling sick event ... being dead like on wednesday was not my choice ... but rather a defensive mechanism ... which prevents me from going balistic ... with my temper dat is ..... sumtimes i can really get tempermental .... not always ... but ... my patience wears thin .... after enduring so many stuff which annoys me .. like thos things had happen .....
but .... i was lucky .... dat i dealt ... n handle with all the probs as fast as i could .... with all dat i got .... n was able to pull thru ..... now ... i wanna rest .... but cant .. cos gotta go to uni for classes .... dam it ....
so this is the sickly MaS reporting with a really annoying flu
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
wow .... i was practically dead ....
i was a really a walking zombie today ...... n really today .... u would see a zombie walking around .... like a fool .... haihz .... im still stuck on my law manual book work ..... haihz ... dam sad ..... need to do alot of work ..... haihz sad nyer .....
nowadays im dam unsocialable ..... sorry guys ..... im quite not in the mood .... except for now ..... but it seems .... im quite an undesirable person to talk to ..... really .... maybe bcos of of my mood ..... if u r talking to me face to face .... the others .... just plain dun really wanna talk to me wan la .... or just dun have anything to talk abut rite ..... usually im rite sumway sumhow ..... weird le .... hahahahaha
anywayz .... i gotta go bath .. n then do my law work ...... stupid thing is due tomoro .... n still much to do ..... n changing the answers here n there isnt dat easy wan u know ..... really tough .....
hahahaha ... yeah .. u heard me rite .... copying ..... but now .... got more canggih word .... plagarism ..... soo ... im plagarising my frens work .... not telling who's work though ..... hahahahaha ...... but dat is how it goes ......
though im freaking tired .... i have to do as much work as i can now .... n u realize or not ??? im blogging quite alot lately ..... n do u realize .... how "interesting" my life is ..... well ... this is how my life is ..... everyone's life is unique ......
anywayz ... i gotta thank my darling for lifting up my spirit for the night ...... she really helped me ..... n i hoped i did help her in her assignment abit ..... really hope so ....
soo ... now im off .... with a eager heart to start work ...... thx for reading this useless blog ..... though i think im getting less readers nowadays .... cos of my english most probably ...... i know .... i have really awful , terrible , miserable, horrible , and vegetable english .....
soo ... to my readers .... dun forget to have fun where ever u r ..... n may u have a great time ....
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
i feel this week just aint my week .....
well ... it all started with my broken window ..... u can look dat up in my last post ..... n then its my law manual book .... where i do the exercises in .... n due this thursday ... went missing .... had to get a new 1 today ... my theory was totally off ...... die le ..... haihz ..... dam sad ... then now my car battery dead .... gotta get a new 1 ...... this week is really aint my week ......
n as for today .... on the way back home ... i was struggling to maintain my car from dying .... by reving (is dat how to spell it ??? ) the engine ....... god dam it .... as soon as i slows down .... the battery starts to lose its power .... n it almost wanted to die ..... really dam sad ...... shit le .... then .... haiya .... 2 many things has happen .....
n everytime .... there would be a remedy around ..... but .... always at a cost ..... dat is time .... n $$$$$$$$ ...... dam sad ... really losing much of my mood .... nothing is going well for me this week .... i hope the battery thingy is the last challenge im against .... for this week ..... i realyl hope dats all ..... but i have a feeling .... there is sumthing bigger installed for me ...... hopefully .... my feelings r wrong .... which is always wrong ..... haihz ... n then there was suppose to be a post about my law manual book yesterday ... but it wasnt able to load at all .... really screwed up le ... haihz ... dam sad .... i know ppl would be saying ... shuddup la ... n count ur blessings ..... soo i did .,....
im thankful my car didnt die in the middle of the road ..... im thankful i got a new law manual book early ... so dat i can do it later ...... im thankful dat the service center had stock of the window ..... n im thankful my darling is there to keep me cool ... though ... she has alot of work to do ..... n im thankful there was wilson koh to lend me his car so dat i can buy the battery water from the petrol station ... or else my car would have been stuck in sunway ..... haihz .... alot of delays .... my darling wanted to sleep early so dat later she can wake up n do work early in the wee morning ..... dats her ... not me .... i cant do dat ....
soooo ...... now im reminescing the last moments which nearly got me gone balistic ... but luckily ... i have been listening to a few songs ... from beck ...... really helped me calm down .. n think properly ..... well .... i did think properly ..... n i hope all is well now ... just dat .... this things really make me not in the mood la .....
well ... dats about it la .... n not forgetting being scolded for a few other things ... which is my fault ... most obviously ...... goes to show dat im dumb ...... oohhh .. i better go wash my hand properly ... can still feel the acid on my hand ... yes the water from the car battery ..... dam corrosive ... i really can feel it eating my skin .... dam it .....
anywayz .... i just wanna sleep ... n rest early ... today has been to much for me .... i can bear it anymore .... maybe i go cut my nails 1st .... dam long ... dam irritatin ....
soo ... guys ... this is MaS reporting ... with a sadden heart ..... with a disturbed soul ..... n with a chaotic mind ...... wishing u all a great week .. so dat the rest of my week is ok .....
ehhh ... i found my last post about the manual book .... now not really pissed .. but tired .. n really wanna sleep
Monday, April 04, 2005
ahhh .... dam sad ....
im soo dam sad .... i lost ..... or misplaced my business law manual book .... u know .. where all the exercises must be done .... n must be handed up .... dam sad dam sad ..... i wan my book back .... search high n low for it ...... then after considerable thinking ..... means i tot as to where my book could be ..... i soon realize of sumthing .... n then .... i create a theory based on the memories dat i have earlier on ..... n i figure dat another VU guy might have taken my book for safe keeping at the moment ....
well dats my theory la ..... i hope it is soooo totallly correct ... or else im screwed ... i have to buy a whole new manual book ... n then ... i have to do all the work ..... i fear .... dat the book might not available tomoro ... if i were to buy tomoro ..... i scared i can only get it on wed .... n dat means i have to slave ... copying ppl's answers .... to save my own ass ......
well ... sad la i am ..... but anywayz ..... gotta see isabel the sin ..... sounds like isabel the assasin like dat hor ..... hahahahahaha ..... anywayz ... had dinner with her ...... with carina .... macha ..... n of course ..... my darling la .... hahahahaha ..... had kfc ..... at pyramid of course ..... means .... free meal for me still .... hahaha .. remember the voucher i won ..... well ... using it lor .... hahahaha ... anywayz ..... after eating ..... chat n chat ..... we were hogging the place .... hahahahah ..... we were mean .... talking about updates on ppl ..... hahahahaha ... though i online alot .... but dat doesnt mean i have the most update ok ..... sooo ... much updates was done here .... then went to studio r ..... there the girls had sum window shopping time ....
now .... i know watto get for isabel ..... oi everybody else shud agree with me here ..... we shud get her a bikini from roxy ... for her birthday ok .... yeah yeah ...... viva isabel in bikini ..... hahahahaha ..... n then .... a few more things happened ... n then .. send isabel to her sister's place ..... hehehehe ... tomoro she will be registering in WMU ..... hahahahah ..... after dat she goes back to ipoh .... sad ... but true .... soo ... dats about it la ....
stil lsad about the lost of my law manual book ...... anywayz .... im dam tired ... soo ....
this is MaS reporting .... with a sadden heart .....
Sunday, April 03, 2005
hahahhaha .... lucky or unlucky ....
well well .... im posting this post rather late from the incident yesterday .. whichwas sat ...... hahahaa .... in the morning .... i was suppose to follow my mother to fetch her from the car service center ...... she wanted to send her car for servicing ma ..... but on the way to the car service center ....... my front passenger side window .... yes the window .. notthe mirror ...... was hit by a stone ..... dam it was really loud when it hit ....... after it got hit .... i was wondering where the stone hit ..... cos the sound was very loud ..... i look at the side for awhile ..... but i see nothing wrong ..... soo ... i continue to drive on ...... around 10 seconds later ...... another very loud sound shocked me ....... the window ...... shattered into pieces ....... wow ..... it was dam crazy ..... it really gave me a bad scare ...... really .....
anywayz ..... after dat .... the weather wasnt too kind either ..... it began to rain .... sooo ... i was cursing around .... soo ... i hurriedly drove back home ..... wahhhh ... luckily .... it wasnt dat heavy just yet ...... haihz ..... rush n rush back home .... where ... i cleanede my car .. contact the car service center .... for my car la ...... n ask them whether hey have the stock for the window ..... n luckily .... they had stock .... soo .. i sent it in ..... n pretty much ... it was settled ..... hahahaha ... anwyayz .... when i was cleaning the glasses in my car ..... i accidentally poke myself ..... well .... serve me rite doesnt it ..... many ppl would think so .... but it wasnt dat bad ..... the after noon went by .... with my mother n i ... going to the car serevice center to fetch her car ..... hhahahahaha ...... then reach back home to watch some anime .... n then went off to fetch mycar ... which was also ready in the afternoon ..... wahh ..fast .... very good service i tell u .....
sooo .. the evening was quite tiring .. sincei clean the house abit ... continued by more anime ..... n the nite was nice ... cos went out for yam cha with sum old school frens ..... hehehehehe
anywayz ... today i got lots to do .. like readingthe MOB tect book ... to create questions ..... but my main priority would be the BL manual book .. which needs to be handed up this coming thursday .. for me la ... since my tute is on thursday ..... dam ... alot of work inside man ..... scary shit ..... still not good at law just yet ..... but soon .... soon .... i would be able to understand it ..... i think ..... hahahahahah
hehehehe ... sooo this is MaS talking to himself ..... early in the morning ... ehh i forgot ... ok ok ... bye guys .. happy reading
Friday, April 01, 2005
everybody .. wazzup ...
hahahahaha ..... this past few days ... i really have been tired ..... n after had a small chat with my lecturer ..... he said it is the sideeffect of the medicine im taking now ..... cos according to him my heartbeat was usually fast .... n i mean fast ..... n the medicine would help reduce this hearbeart rate .... soo which mean .. less blood is being circulated through out my body .... meaning im sure to feel tired since im not used to this kind of condition ..... n soo .... i finally understood y im becoming freaking tired nowadays .... really ..... im turning into a dead person ....
sooo .. anywayz .... im really hungry now ... n i havent eat my med yet ... i shud eat another few more bottles ... meaning quite a long time ..... n its torturing ..... 8 tablets a time ... 3 times a day .... lucky can be anytime .... b4 or after meals ..... soo .... just let dat be for now la .... wait .. i need to get food ....
ahhh ..... its nice to have sum kit kat to snack on when ur hungry .... hehehehe ... anywayz ..... today or the 1st of april was the VU orientation nite ...... hahahaha ... though it is badly organized .... but it was fine ... except for the fact dat the the committee dun allow us to eat until much later on .... really horrible ppl they are ..... anywayz ... there were really stupid games ..... with no absolute meaning .... really horrible ... really .... bad ... anywayz ... sum of the performance wasnt dat bad ..... hehehehe ....
of course .... there was a once in a lifetime .... victor ... or the self proclaimed proffesor ..... of pure idiots(if i may add) ..... brought a morpher .... sumthing dat the power ranger has to change into the power rangers ..... hahahaha .... he was bloody proud .. showing it around ..... n showing how the power rangers morphed ..... hahahaha ..... n there were quite a number of ppl who wanted him to do so ... cos ... i think dat they wan him to make a complete idiot out of himself ..... really a pure idiot he is ..... hahahaha .... he did it over n over again .. for cameras ... n a device which can also take video ..... ahhh ... a total complete idiot .... really ..... a grand idiot .....
anywayz ... dat happened when wanted to grab sum food .... it was sumthing i didnt want to watch .... really horrible man .... only a pure idiot would do such a thing .... which i think he is .... n i think ... ppl were laughing in their hearts ... knowing there is a complete fool who doesnt know dat he is being made a fool ..... well .... cant blame him .... he must lack alot of attention ... so he must try to get it now la ...
anywayz ..... later ... the dance floor opened .... n only victor was dancing .... with him ... there was a few ppl who would dance with him ... such as jia hao .... i think dats how to spell his name .... n manesh ... the stupid sri lankan guy ... anywayz ... ppl were using their hightech phones to record his dance moves on video ... in his phone ... really great shit .... hehehehe ....
well ... lets just say ..... a idiot like him ... shud be around ... so dat ppl can get their stress out .... as he is a complete utter joke ..... hahahahha
anywayz .... dam pissed dat the torrents r downloading really slowly ..... sooo just have to wait for my animes .....
sooo .... i think dats about it guys ..... n yeah ... there is sumthing i wanna say b4 i leave ... it seem dat sumone doesnt wan me to disturb her anymore .... soo .. i guess i have to leave dat person alone ..... hahahaha .... soo ..... everyone ... take carez .... n never forget to have fun ....
this is MaS reporting .... for the frontlines of battle against the absent msn messenger ....
