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lost dreams

My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.

Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he, he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is. He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul, its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome. He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger. His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared. Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others. He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon. He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got. His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him. Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.


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Saturday, June 24, 2006

Freedom ... at last .... but will it last

oohhh dam ... havent been online for awhile ... meaning for the past 2 days .... n then .... with dat ... i am studying for my last 2 papers for this dam freaking semester .... ahhh wat to do wat to do ... well im finished with it .... freedom !!!!

ok ok i shall slowly blog things out. since i just finished the last paper, let me back track a little. i spend time studying in the foyer this morning for the final paper MA, n of course my eyes stray away from the papers dat i printed out just for this final paper and also my minds startsto wonder off to dunno where. but im glad dat it is over, so now i can finally start a few things dats been on my mind for awhile.

dat would include revamping this accursed blog updating it and filling it with stuff dat you wouldnt usually see here. get information about a few stuff, such as me going to australia, my tattoo and help in designing it, and getting more info about doing dreadlocks on my hair. dun worry i'll explain in detail about it later.

anywayz, after the paper today, suppose to celebrate my Marcus birthday. so the whole bunch of us who has just finished the paper and a few others who did not have any papers to sit for went to Williams to have great nice food. i would rate the food is so so only. its not the really nice standard but it is the worth ur money standard. especially the Milo Ice. anywayz, sorry for the rush thru this post, cos i aint got much of a fresh brain left.

hahahaha anywayz, i went pretty trigger happy today, snapping away like there is no tomoro. ahhh, the pics, well i shall post it as soon as possible. cos this coming 4 weeks shall be i could say the busiest time around. with gym, inquiries, and stuff dat i have to do on my comp. yeah everytime there must be something to do with my comp. alright alright im sleepy already .... soo goodnitez .... or i shud say good bye ... hahahaha .... will be back with a vengence on this blog ...

posted by Elwyn at 12:30 AM | 1 comments

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Anuar Zain - Sesuci Cintamu (Malay)


Hello, this video is reposted bcos of some problems faced by the older 1. anywayz, this video would certainly be nice to watched, cos this young little girl is soo dam cute singing the song. with her expression and so many other things. its a waste that this video is not viewed, sooo happy viewing.

oohhhh there might be more videos to come especially after my exams .... enjoyz

posted by Elwyn at 2:44 AM | 0 comments

Saturday, June 03, 2006

Loads of shit, and a break from it.

well there isnt much for to blog about nowadays since my life is just plain dull and really horrible. oohh horrible in the sense that i am really sucking at sooooo many stuff. and yet i dunno wat im doing is right or not. ahhh this is really bad isnt it. but wat can i do ... but just to live on. anywayz, bout the last post, thanks for really supporting me and stuff, it is true that there are a few stuff that is going my way, but still its nothing major. my life is still abit on the wobbly side since i could not really predict what will happen to me. no certainty. what i am trying to say is that, usually i would have a sense of knowledge what life is going to be for me, but for this time, life is certainly much more unpredictable. oohhhh man im growing older, and indeed of age. still 19, but going to be 20 soon. hahahaha.

ahhh being old, just sucks. i just wanna go back to the good old days in primary. certainly had great times then. as i grow older, more stuff and responsibility is being dumped on me. thus i start to lose myself. hey sue, what u try to tell me the other night might be true. why the hell am i dwelling on the past. but yet, isnt the past that had brought me onto this path. ahhh i certainly am a sick fucked up pervrted fucker. hahahaha. its the truth and nothing but the truth. certainly, actions of some truly amazes me. but i too am sometimes awful. im heavily flawed. thats what i think anywayz, i dunno about you, but i certainly feel that way. thus comes the low confidence, and the need of seclusion. but i love being with frens. even just being there with them is already to make me feel happy. im certainly just a flawed human who is trying to live his life. hahahaha.

well, thats about it i have to say for now. but hey, i wanna share with you guys a few pics that i have collected over the pass few years, from a site. pics that would certainly be warned about. soo here goes the warning. if u dont wan to see the pics, plz stop reading this blog and quickly close the browser, cos it would certainly be shit. nahh just kidding, have a look if you want to la.


gigantic crabs for sale im guessing .... but have u ever seen such gigantic crabs b4 ?

bloody drunken racoon, ahhh totally drunk. like the ads always say, dun drink and drive, or should i say dun drink and be like this racoon

this is the force of nature, force of nature that had struck petaling jaya la of course .

these 2 r little kitty kittens which is obviously sound asleep. dun u wish u can be a cat n just eat n sleep day and night

wat a fucking dumb police driver to drive until like dat ....

wouldnt u do dat to bring ur dogs around 2 ???

look carefully n read .... soo ... that shall be a warning to all others ...

oohh read this sign carefully ..... u'll realize something ... u might need to use magnifying glass

ahhhh this is a speedometer recommended for cars that r driven by women. i didnt say this ... the page i got it from did ...

going to see the devil tonight ??? go on this highway at midnight to meet him ...

ahhhh dat is 1 lucky kitten .... really lucky

pictures worth a 1000 words .... or is it 1 ???

hot dogs ???
i wan to do dat too .... where is the snow !!!!

this is not a pedestrian crossing its a duck crossing ....

posted by Elwyn at 3:42 PM | 4 comments