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My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.
Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he,
he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is.
He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul,
its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome.
He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger.
His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared.
Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others.
He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon.
He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got.
His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him.
Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.
Monday, November 28, 2005
posted by Elwyn at
1:59 AM
thx Jess, was feeling pretty low dat time ..... im always doing such stuid stuff ..... haihz .....
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Elwyn, at Tue Nov 29, 11:09:00 AM
Not stupid at all.
it's okie to do so.
I am always like that too.
Can I link you onto my blog?
Yeah man, listen to She's Jess. Blogging is NOT all about traffic and fame. Dude, just blog for urself, k?
Initially, I didn't want to reply cos this would be like my 100th time explaining...but wat the heck...shall repeat myself. Don't keep worrying about ur blog not having readers or them not giving feedback. Just blog FOR URSELF.
The more u worry about petty stuff like traffic and amount of readers, the worse u will feel. So...y get so upset? Cheer up and blog for urself.
Alright...last time I m saying this. No more Grandma Joey :-)
By Jocelyn, at Tue Nov 29, 08:57:00 PM
she's jess ... yes of course u can link me ...no problem .... means i can link u rite ???
Joey, well ... it wasnt about the blog alone u see .... it was also bcos of other things .... quite a number of things sparked me to act dat way ....
By Elwyn, at Tue Nov 29, 09:28:00 PM
No prob!
In fact, it's an honour for me to have you linking to my blog ey
Cheers!
Er.....I was juz referring to the blog. Dunno about anything else. Just talking about the blog
By Jocelyn, at Tue Nov 29, 11:03:00 PM
She's Jess, well ok ok ... i'll put up the link soon .... well it is also an honour to have u put my link on ur blog ....
Joey, well the blog ... i seem to have ran dry on inspiration already lor .... sadly dats another case ....
By Elwyn, at Wed Nov 30, 01:20:00 AM
Elwyn.. (can I call you that?)
See, I guess it is normal for us to ramble about our life. I feel the same sometimes. It comes and goes. We are still growing. I bet it is normal.
Replying to your post. hmm.. reflect back the time when you set up this blog. What WAS the MAIN OBJECTIVE/ REASON of you started this blog? Were you looking for traffics and readers? No right? I bet you were not looking for fame through blogging. Does the amount of readers effect you whether to blog or not to blog? I hope so not. Anyway, just let to let you know, you have at least one reader here to respond to you. Not forgetting the rest of your friends.
For myself, I blog because is works as a diary to me. I express everything out there and I don't care whether there is reader or not, or whether there is people bother to read them. I bitch, I rant, I ramble everything on to my blog that at times I've unintentionally offending some people out there. But who cares? They are not the reason for me to blog. Look at this point... look at the other side of it.
Life has been killing you? Or you are killing your life unconsciously?
You are not useless. You are someone important to the people out there. At least to your family members.
Look things at the brighter side. We are still young and we have a long road to walk through. Like it or not, we have no choice and we are no one to end our own life. Cheer up.
Take care of yourself.
I bet you are always a good mate to the people around you.
Mind you, my English sucks big time. Worse than yours...
We still have room for improvement.
Err.. I crapped too much. Sorry.. but those words are sincerely from me.