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lost dreams

My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.

Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he, he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is. He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul, its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome. He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger. His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared. Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others. He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon. He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got. His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him. Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.


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Monday, October 31, 2005

Not a day i really want to remember

Well, well, its been rather up and happy my recent post. Isn't it? Well I feel it is, well, of course now is my down time. I don't really know whether I am feeling depress or not, but its just a feeling I can't really explain in words. I am now feeling rather lethargic and slow. I don't feel much anger, or rather I am not angry at all. I think I am pretty much dispirited, that's all, I guess. I can't really say for sure you know. Well, I do become like this from time to time and yet I don't really know whether it is a good thing or just a horrible horrible stuff. Well today I am so because of me thinking quite a fair bit. Thoughts that I have been thinking throughout my life. Details of those thoughts shall be kept a secret for now. But a whole lot of stuff came bombarding my mind as usual. Luckily I was still heavy with fatigue meaning I was tired and halfway through my thoughts, I would fall asleep. That is good because at least I wont remember what I thought about. Anyways, wanna tell you guys about my drive back home after I send Sue home. Well I encountered a car, a red sports car with a whole bunch of car accessories manufacturer sticker stuck on it. Well in this encounter, the road was narrow, and there were 2 cars already parked opposite of each other making the road even narrower. Of course we met at the narrow part of the road, head on. Only 1 car could pass, and we were both stuck as there were no room for us to move pass each other so 1 of us had to reverse back. I was certainly gonna reverse, but that car driver reverses instead. Sooo, I drove on pass by him. Guess what he was doing. He was cursing non-stop and his side window is down. I only caught a glimpse of him, a cina ah beng guy, who wears spectacles, and not forgetting the most memorable thing about his face is, his pimply filled face. Seriously, his face was covered with pimples that were all red, just like his car and his red P sticker. Seriously, he just swear-ed non-stop, but I couldn't really hear him, but saw his lips moving continuously, with his angry face staring right at me. I was thinking, what wrong have I done? Seriously, this cina ah beng guy has no manners . I wonder where the mannerism has gone to with the new generation of kids. Well, I guess its all down the toilet. Well, that was my 1st encounter, I'll talk about my 2nd but short encounter in the next paragraph.

Well, in my 2nd encounter, there was a family of 3 on a motorbike. And I was driving back, they wanted to cross in front of my car, and since I was pretty much stuck in a jam soo I let the family cross in front of me, on their motorbike of course, and I was happy to receive a thumb's up from the rider, which was most definitely the father. Hahaha, that sure made my day after meeting that stupid cina ah beng. Short eh, yeah it sure was, but it was nice to receive that thumb's up.

Well, well, sorry about the late post. This is because of my freaking bad connection on Sunday night. It was a near stand still connection. Or could I say no connection what so ever. I was seriously angry at that moment. I even felt like punching the damn monitor, as I was doing all I know to help restore my connection. I wasted an hour and a half just doing so. Ended up sleeping at 2 in the morning because of that. Anyways, let me tell the story of my brand new casing. Muahahahaha, yes I just bought my new high tech looking casing for a low price of RM150 with and additional fan that costs me another RM19, totalling to and grand total of RM169. It is considered cheap compared to the other casings that I had in mind. The casing that I was eyeing on had a price tag of RM215. Seriously a nice casing, as it serves the purpose of cooling my computer down. But with a tight budget that I was on, I had to opt for that other casing which is my brand new casing. Hahaha, it looks dam nice I�m telling you. And pretty high tech as it also helps monitor the temperature of my comp. good stuff. Well down here would be a few pics of my brand new casing. With the nice blue LED lighting, it is beautiful.




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Well, it was certainly hard work transferring my stuff from my old (really old) casing to my brand new casing. A lot of things had to be done carefully. I'm guessing that you guys must be wondering why not let the shop do it and be free from the hassle of dismantling and fixing it all back into the brand new casing. Oohhh, it definitely took a lot of time, sweat, blood, and hard work fixing it up. Boy my friend and I was sure struggling to fix it as fast as we could. Well, later I'll take a pic of the old casing bare alright.

Well, I was listening to some music and the music really hits me. Damn it, really really, it just hits me in the heart. As to the feelings that I am feeling at the moment. Ahhhh really really, just dunno what the hell I am feeling no words could really explain it.

Well, enjoy some of my other artsy pictures, and also pictures of my cats. Don't feel like blogging anymore. Soo just enjoy the pics I post.

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2 Comments:

  • HAHAHAHA, stupid guy with the sports car. He needs a nice car cuz he's not good looking. Big mistake is, he wind down the window, showing off his face! Hahahaha.

    Stupid fella, spend so much $$ on modifying his car and never bother with skin products. Acne can be cured one!

    Good thing about the family of the bike! =) Remember we read somewhere in the papers in college, that it's encouraged to give hand gestures of the good sort? Looks like it really works! I try to say thanks as much as possible.

    Why are ur pix kinda blur? Purposely ar?

    By Blogger Sue Lin, at Wed Nov 02, 10:33:00 AM  

  • Correction: computer pix are blur.

    I like the pic of Aini... the really dark one where cannot see much except her eyes... suitable for background

    By Blogger Sue Lin, at Wed Nov 02, 10:35:00 AM  

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