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lost dreams

My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.

Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he, he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is. He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul, its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome. He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger. His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared. Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others. He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon. He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got. His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him. Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.


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Sunday, October 30, 2005

My, my i have wasted yet another fine day

Hahahahaha, what a wasted day my Saturday has become. Well, like what I had said in my last post, I was supposed to send my father to KL Sentral, but apparently, my mother said she would send him there instead. Well then, I continued on my sleeping frenzy till 9.15 am. Actually woke up for awhile at 6 something, couldn't really remember as to the exact time la. Anyways, after that I just woke up n went to my beloved comp, and did my ritual on the comp, which was checking for new torrents, checking my downloads, checking my darkthrone account, and checking my friendster. Oohhh I forgot that I also check my emails and also check out any comments on my blog. Then went to have a chat with my mother, and off she went for breakfast. Hahahaha well well, in the afternoon I had a good nap. And by the late evening my friend came by to help fix my computer which was going crazy. Super heated processor, that reached a temperature of 110 degrees Celsius and yet it still survived and not melted. This is superb because my friend told me that by 96 degrees Celsius, it would melt and the processor chip would be gone, no more, doomed. Well, it took us awhile to really understand what's wrong with the comp. finally we gave up and had dinner, and ohh by the way, the comp repair caused me to break my fast late. But it was ok la, because my mind was on the comp, I did break my fast at home, but only with a can of Milo, and a bottle of Vitagen. And then continued abit more on my comp before going out for food. Well, later on, we realized what was wrong with the comp and fixed it immediately. But now I need to foot out at least another maximum RM200 for a new casing which would require no cleaning of the inside. That would be fantastic for me. Hahahahaha, and now I’m pretty much doing what I need to do to repair my comp. Sooo it is just a'ok.

Alright, moving on to the next thing that is the enemies I have made through out my life. Well, I am certainly not a person that people would like, but at least most of the time I'm quiet right. Hahahaha, maybe they interpret my silence differently than expected. Sooo this is the latest case of me being aware of a new enemy that I have made. I'm still pretty vague as to the reason why she treats me soo coldly. Well, I'm talking about my 2nd ex, miss Wi Nie. Well on the Friday night, which was 28th of Oct, I saw her coming online. Sooo I thought maybe I would like to say hi and maybe have a nice conversation with her. But unfortunately she gave me a short sarcastic answer. Well of course I did ask as whether she was still angry over my rants about losing the chance to win the Ipods I forgotten how long back. She replied me that she wasn't angry, and said this exact words to me, I shall give you guys the whole sentence after I asked whether she was angry with the past. She said this "no..but i dun blieve leopard ever changes their spots". Those were her exact words, it's a copy and paste from my message history with her. Sooo I was wondering, how many enemies have I made in my life until now? Well, I need to talk to her about what she really meant by those words I am still not sure. After a short chat with a friend who has a better insight, I just know what to do. But about enemies in my life, I have yet to know my enemies. Well, I guess there are quite a number of people who doesn't like me. Well so be it. I cant help it can I?

Ahhh finally that is off my chest. Muahahaha, I had a good round of dota just now. With odds of 2 vs 4, which is Simon and I against 4 other people. It was certainly unexpected as people started to leave the game. Sad case, but it was good as those who left certainly left some good stuff. Hehehehe, don't really wanna talk about that much do I, cause im sure I would bore you guys to death. Hehehe, but I would say, both of us having double aegis would certainly turn the odds against the enemies. Hahahaha.

Wow, I seem to be blogging a lot nowadays, but now I am smarter. This is because I am blogging on Microsoft Words before I transfer it into the blogger website. Hahaha, smart move right. Well of course, because in Words, at least they'll correct my mistakes for me, or show the mistakes I have made while I typed out my post of that time. Been blogging this way only recently. Hehehe. Blogging is good. I am glad that I receive quite good feedback on my blog. I am quite satisfied with it. Maybe just the google adsense that I am a little worried about. I wonder what changes I can make to make it nicer and more presentable with the google adsense in it. Hahaha I shouldn't blog so much should I?

We all grow over time, and realize of things that we didn't realize before. Growth is a wonderful thing, but while growing up, so does the responsibility. Well, I figure that since I am growing up, there is a need to carry more responsibility. And I certainly do carry a little bit more responsibility than before. I don't really wanna elaborate more abut that, soo we shall move on. Life is short, life is fragile, what we do in life, has an effect that one could ever imagine. Each action leads to a reaction. And we shall see how the world goes about with that. And sooo I shall end this with the last few words. Grow up, be responsible, for your actions, and remind yourself, your every action has a reaction. Sooo live life strong, and live your life like you never have.

Thank you all.

1 Comments:

  • Somethings... the other person decides, not god. If they don't wanna forgive, it's their choice... god gave them the freedom to decide.

    Why am i talking like that?? Haha, just something i've learnt at those camps i went to.

    By Blogger Sue Lin, at Wed Nov 02, 10:16:00 AM  

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