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lost dreams

My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.

Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he, he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is. He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul, its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome. He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger. His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared. Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others. He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon. He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got. His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him. Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.


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Thursday, March 17, 2005

heyya .... life sucks .. let me complain

nyahahahahaha ...... guess wat ppl .... i have been spammed ..... n guess who spammed me ... mr daniel .... the darling of joey the queen monkey ..... hahahaha .... well .... from wat u say ..l... u r asking us to appreciate wat we have ..... n we ask u to appreciate ur time ..... soo ... to all my loyal readers ... including the 1 next to me ... which is my new known loyal reader ..... miss serena ....

oohhhh i forgot to mention .... im in the library computer lab ..... though i shud be doing my assignments .... but im not .... i shud do it soon ... but after i get this post done .... soo ... just let me complain how uni life sucks .... life in ausmat last year was the best time in my life ..... truly .... i love those times ..... but now we r in uni .... soo .... it is tome for us to suffer shit ....

there will be sumthing going on later on tonight .... hopefully .... it will be sum success .... really ... i really wanted to have a really special party for her ... but due to constraint .... i had to forgo dat plan ...... there were many constraint .... really ... truly .... if i wasnt in uni now .... i would be able to carry out the plans for her birthday much better ......

now im thinking whether i shud contact sum other ppl ..... for sumthing else to be done .... truly ... i really dunno ..... im losing my mind here ..... im really under super heavy stress ..... n i think .... my bp has sky rocketed beyond even wat my highest bp was ...... n if this continues on .... well .... im in deep shit .... dats all i can say about it .....

cos i dunno wat happen if got really high bp ..... for a long period of time .... but .... if im not mistaken ... it may lead to the shut down of my organs .... which would also mean death for me .... wonderful isnt it ????

well i certainly think it is beautiful .. considering dat i will suffer b4 i die ..... really ..... i cant believe i will suffer pain b4 i die .... hahahahahhahha

ehh ya .... i forgot to mention ..... since sue mentioned in her blog about feng shui ... the philipine ghost story .... i shud tell about it too ..... actually i watch it 2 times .... even though it was my 2nd time .... i was still shocked by the sudden appearance of the ghost ..... hahahaha im really weak hearted arent i .....

well .... 1 more thing i would like to complain .... my chest pain .... semms to be getting more often .... n sumtimes its longer than b4 .... well .... it is said to be stress pain .... really .... cos my fren ... also complanined about this .... he has been experiencing it since 7 months ago ..... i have been experiencing it for the last 3 years ..... believe it ..... well ... he went for more checks than me ... n the doc told him .... he is the healthiest guy that the doc has even seen ..... but the pain was still there .....

soo .... is it foul play ??? or is it the ever growing stress ... n the inability for us to overcoem this stress making us suffer this horrible sharp pain in the left hand side of the chest ..... well .... nothing can be done .....

wat i can do now is to live my life the way i wan .... n to finish up the bloody assignments which r due next week ..... n thx daniel for spamming my tagboard ..... im not taking it off ..... n thank u for ur words ...... n im telling u to appreciate ur time ... since u guys had time to go to MV for movie n stuff .... really screwed up uni life is .... there is no way can possibly enjoy uni life .... really .... how to enjoy ??? u tell me .... we the 1 who r not so smart ... take more time to study ok .... unlike geniuses .... with super good memory ..... like the person whom i call a monster now ..... since she has great intelligence ...... n doesnt really eat much .... n say ppl r fatter than her .. when it is totally not true .... well .. this monster shall not be named ..... cos i fear dat she will poke me again .... n if she does it again ... i shall bite her finger once again .... i hate her poking me with he needle like fingers .... cos its not ticklish ... but its bloody painful ..... soo .. when ever she does dat ... all i do is bite her .... dats all i can say for now .... n a few of u shud know who im talking about ...... this monster .... shall be .... the talk of my next discussion .... i think ....

this is MaS reporting live from the sunway university college ..... may u rest in peace

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