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lost dreams

My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.

Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he, he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is. He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul, its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome. He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger. His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared. Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others. He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon. He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got. His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him. Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.


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Tuesday, March 08, 2005

im sooo lost .... but cant be helped

ahhhhhhhhhh ..... my life took a very unsuspected twist ...... an option dat i once left open quite awhile ago ...... was the choice of my life ........ wat the hell im talking about ...... well too alll

im now in victoria university ...... yes i know ....... im suppose to enter in july n stuff ..... but .... under very forceful circumstances ...... i had to enter uni ..... soo .... when i typed in for this entry .... it is just my 2nd day at uni life ...... n im not liking it 1 bit .... soo far la ..... n as for my other frens who r in VU .... they too ... dun seem to like it ..... welll ....... im really under alot of stress ..... cos this decision was really 2 sudden ......

it was only on sunday nite .... the 6th ..... dat i was told to enter uni ..... the next day ..... but ...... as i delayed my decision to do so ...... there was a change in the condition ...... sooo ..... i was finally forced to enter uni ..... it was a dreaded decision .....

i was also told .... dat i must stay in hostel if possible ...... soo .... i would soon not be able to keep the update as often s i usually would ..... but soo far .... i havent got a room yet .. cos there r no rooms available yet .... soo .. waiting list i am la .....

anywayz ..... life is becoming very hectic .... with an assignment/assessment due in 2 weeks ...... im really in deep shit .... considering ... i have to look out for other subjects as well ..... now ..... i feel management & organisation behaviour (MOB) is quite ok ...... business statistic very dull .... n the other 2 i have yet to set foot in neither tutorial nor lecture ...... which is business law .... n microeconomics principle .....

well ..... seems like .... im lost at the moment ..... relying on frens at the moment .... life is very extremely unpredictable ..... this is prove of it

n if ur wondering about my ns .... well .... now i have to bloody postpone it ..... for the rest of my life ... till how long i can la ...... anywayz those stupid fuckers never approved my appeal to enter .... means they dun have the iuntention of letting me enter .... well ... i guess its fate .....

sooo

i guess .... just enjoy life while i still can .... cos i see a very long downward hill for me .... may life turn out better for me soon

MaS reporting for the lfie of MaS

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