lost dreams
My name is MaS,
and i have yet to grow,
from my adolescent state,
to wat many call as a mature adult,
though i am no longer a teen by age,
thy shall act like a kid,
but only for a certain time,
or risk facing trouble thats shit,
im no longer a kid,
im no longer a teen,
but could i still act as one,
for the fun of it.
Life, is shit, and shit is life, and this is how h eruns his life. Life is unfair and so is he,
he harden his soul to create a emotionless spree. He is soo lame he is soo quiet, but that is how he is.
He is all vulgar and also disgusting, but he is who he is and not like other. He holds a principle, based on his soul,
its always changing with the flow of time. The growth is there but it isn't obvious because the life he's in is so damn troublesome.
He may seem all nice, he may seem like a pushover, but never try his limit or you'll face his anger.
His life is tough, and he knows others too have it tough, but everyone is different and they should never be compared.
Comparison kill his spirit, comparison killed his mind, it is as though it is no more his but rather it is others.
He is disturbingly disturbed and sometimes extremely the extreme, but this is rare as its a rare phenomenon.
He is nothing but a fool indeed, living thru this life with all he got.
His life seems awful, but it is to him alone, he wouldn't understand others as how others wouldn't understand him.
Thank you so much for reading this shit, as it means alot for his stuff to be read.
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Tuesday, November 30, 2004
wakakakaka .... im a stupid fool .....
i always make false promises ..... like i always say dat i will put up a nice story .... but it didnt come true ...... haihz ... im sooo pathetic ........ arent i ..... well well ..... im pretty glued to the comp ....... haihz ...... bad bad me ... well ..... got my car serviced ... got my wiper changed .... got nothing else done ..... shud have cleaned up my room ... but didnt .... just watch stargate sg1 .... haihz ..... wat la i .... but at same time trying to improve my blog ..... may it be useful ..... well well ...... dats all i have to say for now ....
Monday, November 29, 2004
oooo wat am i to do
omg ...... wat am i to do ..... suppose to send my car for servicing ..... but didnt ...... cos i dunno where to send my car for servicing in the 1st place ....... n then ..... later today got a open house .... at farah's house ...... but trying to get there seems really really blurry ..... especially with the map she gave me last nite ........ but im glad i finished watching Full Metal Alchemist (FMA) already ........ superb story line ...... great plot ....... well dat is my opinion ......
anywayz ... pretty stressed up about a few other things ...... n yet i have sooo many things to do ..... clean my car ..... clean my room ..... watch stargate sg1 ...... a old tv show which i like alot ...... download my anime ..... work on my blog ......... all of these may seem trivial ....... but it does take alot of time ..... plus i have to do some house chores ....... maid ran away ......
anywayz ..... life is pretty bz for me .... will be extra bz after the 7th ... as my cousins from sabah will be here ....... ahhhh ..... wat shall i do then ....... plans n plans ...... may be falling apart .......
nothing much i can do ...... well .... just have to replan ...... but the plans for today ...... was totally screwed ...... dunno how ... suppose to send my car .... but didnt send ...... really dunno wat the hell to do ........ arggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Sunday, November 28, 2004
hoyoyo ..... after some work here n there ... its up n running again
well well .... as u can see .... this is the new blog i was eyeing for quite sum time ..... this new improved place will be housing some new pics ... from the ausmat nite .... n other places ...... this place will be pack with stuff later ...... but as for now ..... i have to clean up my room or i will be banned from the comp ......
sooo ...... plz come n keep urself updated with the future posting ....... i cant really promise u satisfaction guaranted .... but i would try my best to entertain all of u who visit my blog .....
come n invite others who knows me .... n others who wanna know about me ..... to visit my nice blog ...... i will futher work on it ..... soo ... plz come by .... n share ur tots in the chat .... or drop by in the guest book .....
enjoy
Friday, November 26, 2004
well well its has been a long time
well ..... welcome to my just revived blog
well .... its really has been a long time since the last post isnt it .... well ... i've been rather bz ..... even after the TEE was over .... like when the last paper .. went to kajang for satay .... n then went for a surprise birthday party ... next day was a bz day also ..... had to go n clean my room ... cos later dat nite a small group of frens was coming by ... then b4 dat ... went to celebrate the last nite together ....... though the plan wasnt much of a success .... some ppl had a good time still ...... didnt get much sleep then .......
hahahahaha ... then ... the next day ... which is thursday ..... oohhhhh .... gotta kidding me .... send isabel to puduraya ..... but b4 dat wanted to have a nice breakfast together .... but spolied cos miss isabel couldnt wake up ...... soo ... i untung abit .... then out for lunch .... then went back ... watch my downloaded shows ..... animes ..... n other stuff .... 2 many stuff ..... dat i cant do it all .... not enuf time for me to even blog ..... sad isnt it ......
well .... this is a revival posting ..... soo ... after this .... u shud be able to see changes in this blog ..... yeah .... do enjoy .... 2 bad my loyal fan is out of the country at the moment .... well ... hoping she would bring back the stuff i asked for .....
Monday, November 15, 2004
raya feast ..... 2nd version .... 1st one never got through
hahahahaha .... this is the 2nd time im doing this ..... shit isnt it ... well ... wat can i do ...... it didnt get through ...... plus i couldnt copy it ..... soo .... all dat i wrote was lost ..... anywayz ..... the raya feast ...... yeah yeah .... the grand 1 was held in my house .... in the evening ..... hahahaha .... nice food ....... everyone was enjoying the food ........ hahahahahaha ..... of course .,..... i was already tired on dat day ..... n the day b4 dat ...... means sat n sun .... i was already tired ...... having balik kampung ...... n then cleaned the house ..... n then buy val's cake ..... n then fetching them from college ...... seems rather tiring ....... between each of those activities i sure had sum rest ....... watching my loved anime ....... soooo about the feast .......
i drove all the way to college ..... to meet up with those who wanted to come over for the food ...... hahahaha .... of course needed 2 cars to go .... 1 was mine .. the other was amir's ..... but unfortunately .... jason was driving it ...... sooo ..... he was rather slow ...... n i had to go slow also ..... cos need to guide them to my house ...... hoyo ..... i was sooo freaking pissed ..... wat can do ..... must go slow or they lose me ...... sooo ... after a slow n agonizing journey ..... we reach my house .... hahahahahaha ..... n of course .... the 1st thing they did was ....... greet my parents ...... n wish them selamat hari raya ....... of course la ... they were invited bcos of raya ma ..... hahahahaha ....... soooo ... the feast begins ..... eveyone was digging in for the delicious food on the dining table ..... they just took watever they wanted to take ..... hehehehe .... n 2nd round they did went ....... hahahahah ... but there was still alot of food to go around ......
after the nice nice enjoyment of food ...... they went to enjoy some of the cookies served on the coffee table at the living room ...... hahahahaha ...... then as requested ..... they went upstairs .... to see my room .... n check out music ..... n check out my house ..... n of course check out my comp ........ anywayz .... there were another guest downstairs ..... who came abit late .... was eating ..... dat is bcos the rest had finished eating their dinner ...... so ..... i ran downstairs to entertain the guest ... which is sue lin ..... then i heared a loud call from my comp room ..... haihz ..... guess wat ... they opened my kazaa lite ...... bad idea ..... the song r not there la ...... haihz ...... kacau only ...... anywayz ..... they check out the loftbed ...(im not sure wat it is called ... n how to spell it) ..... soo ... they played a fool for awhile .... then celebrated miss val's birthday ..... hahahahaha .... i dun think she was surprised ...... knowing she knew dat ppl wont forget her birthday ..... hahahahaha ..... sooo ... celebrated her birthday ..... then after cutting the cake .... kit wanted to smash some of the cake on her face ..... but she took a finger of cream ..... but her plan failed as valerie saw her .... sooo .... kit was trying n trying to get cream on her face ..... but unsuspectingly .... i came up from behind ....... n creamed her face ....... only abit of cream on my finger ...... n she hurried to wash it .... hahahahaa ..... this is totally nothing compared to the cream faces of zombies ......
sooo ... after dat ..... kit ..... the final guest who i was expecting ....... went n took the girls ... to her house .... stealing my guest ...... the guys ... which is macha .. amir .... n jason .... went to dunno where ....... anywayz .... all dat was left was val .... colin ... n chris ..... hahahahaha colin went to enjoy naruto ..... val enjoyed 'Soul Plane' ...... n chris enjoyed the loftbed ..... sleeping on it ..... hahahahaha ..... then there were unsuspecting guest who came by .... hahahahaha ... entertained them awhile .... then the guys came back ...... the girls were rather slow .... dunno wat they did until today ...... hahahaha ... kit testing her dress in front of them ..... not bad ...... sooo ..... i also went n joined the rest who was bz enjoying the stupid show 'Soul Plane' ...... then suddenly i saw the arrival of the girls ..... hehehehehe ..... isabel n sue lin n kit went on top of the bed ...... i totally forgot dat there was a bedsheet on top of the matress meant to protect the matress from dust ..... they slept on it ..... hahahahaha ...... soo .... watched soul plane abit ... then became kuli to some girls who were sleeping on the bed ..... or just simply lying down on it ...... haihz ... kesian me rite .... of course not ... they dun kesian me wan .... hahahaha .... colin oooo colin .... cant believe u can study accoutns in front of naruto ..... i respect u ..... hahahaha .. finally ... after soul plane finished .... went back to college ...... this time .... i just went slow until reach the highway ..... after dat ... i dun give a dam anymore ..... just go how fast i wan ..... reach the college ...... lepak there ...... then ... lepak ... then went back ..... then entertain more frens .... till late nite .... helped to clear up abit .... then bathed ... then online .... then called sumone .... then watch aprentice .... did i spell it correctly /??? ... dun care lor ......
hahahahaha ... ok ... to the next day ....... nyahahahahaha .... wat a day ...... brought some food from all the way from my house to college ...... hahahaha ..... woah .... it wasnt easy having the food in the back of my car ..... n driving ...... seriously ..... then cannot find lemang ...... haihz ... soo sad ..... but nvm .... luckily got some rice ..... cooked by my mother ..... anywayz .... enjoyed food .... at college ..... having the chicken .... cooked in rendang ..... kicap ..... n curry .... boy ... ppl was enjoying it .... especially .... 1 girl ...... who was soooooo eager to get potato in the curry ..... hahahahaha ..... then got a guy .... get her the food dat she wanted .... hahahaha ..... anywayz .... dat monkey ..... must truly have been extremely hungry ..... having seen her membantai the food like there is no tomoro ...... hahahahahaha ...... there was also isabel n carina n val .... who was enjoying the food for the 2nd day ..... n boy did they enjoy it 2 ..... n thanks for proividing the utensils for eating ..... or else everyone would be dripping their food on the table .... n dat would be an ungly sight ..... hahahahaha ..... after dat only came amirul .... n chris .... they finished wat was left for them ..... n the angels .... were talking about the awards nite ..... hahahahaha ... having heared about kit's dropping dress made me smile like a freaking pervert ...... this is the true me ..... i show dat i am like dat ... unlike others who maybe hiding it .... n maybe doing it behind everyone's back ..... those r dangerous ppl ....... yes im horny .... i dun deny dat .....
anywayz ..... continue on ... everyone went on to study .... hahahaha .... daniel n joey ... or the monkey .... went to the library ... their usual spot to study .... only them .... then .... carina n chris go sumwhere else in the cafeteria to study .... i followed isabel .... not really la .... i met isabel .... where she told me where she would study ..... while i go put the stuff back into my car ..... the cases to bring the food over to college la .... wat else ...... hahahahaha ... then ... instead of studying ..... we chatted ..... nyahahaha .... then finally she got bored ..... went in search for carina n chris ..... there talked some more ..... n then hoyo ...... alll kinds of funky stuff happened ..... hahahahaha .... finally ..... isabel n carina received food ..... for their dinner ...... then i really lost .... if like dat .... where shall i eat ....luckily there was val n kaminii .... who already went to medan to eat ..... went there n ate there ..... hahahaha .... joey .... surprisingly called me ..... to ask me where im eating ..... hahahaha ... then she asked me to order her food ...... sooo .... went she came .... amirul ... macha ... jaon ... n neal came along 2 ..... nyahahahaha ... sat at 2 different tables ..... there talked again ..... hahahahaha ..... monday is all about talking ..... n now blogging .... hahahaha ... after dat nice dinner .... n conversation ..... i leftto go back ..... but on the way .... dat monkey accused me of sumthing ..... bad bad monkey ..... its not porn ..... n i admit im horny ...... soo ..... dun give a dam miss monkey ...... i know la daniel is like super good boy ..... not horny 1 ...... hahahahaha ..... dats wat i think anywayz ...... hahahahaha
this is truly 1 of the longest postings ever ..... must have been ..... i bet ppl will sure run away b4 reading this post ...... wonder if my loyal fan would read ...... maybe yes maybe no ..... well .... miss monkey ... or miss joey ..... dun bun bun la ..... i think u would understand me .... hahahahaha ..... this is of course my stupidity ...... well ....
everyone enjoy this 1 ......
Friday, November 12, 2004
sorry ..... no story .... very lazy
hahahahahaha .... luckily im dam lazy to write ...... truly the work of a lazy man ..... laziness has overpowered me ...... beware oooo the world ..... laziness is here to rule
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
a live report from college ..... dangerous place for me
hehehehehehe ..... im now doing a live report from the college library .... luckily miss isabel is missing in action ...... n amirul is wacthing closely .... carina is doing her work innocently ........ but now she is looking .... hehehehehe ..... joey n daniel has gone off .... giving me an easier time to do this blog ..... hhehehehehe ....... ok ok ...... back to me ...... wakakakakaka ..... im trying to be a lamp post to those 2 .... which is joey n daniel ..... n fortunately ...... im diong quite a good job ........ i truly forgotten about this ..... on ...tuesday nite ... which was last nite .... it was the 1st time ever i've seen joey with her specs .... upclose n personal ...... hahahahahaha ...... never seen her wearing specs ....... great view ......
anywayz .... dat is 1 thing i wanna report for now ........ now i wanna say ..... im really screwed ...... studies ..... hahahaha ... screw it .,...... i will do it on my own ....... dun a give a dam liao ...... decided to go to victoria university ....... dun wan monash ..... hehehehehe ....... well ...... i truly wonder where isabel went with dat terrible headache she was complaining ....... looks like amirul n carina is very hardworking ...... macha is no where to be seen ...... i dun think he takes malay advance ...... where could he be ..... oohhhhhhh there he is .... he is finally here ..... in the library ...... hehehehe ....... colin is here as well ..... where is chris also ..... he went to toilet is it ???? i also wondering ...... hehehehhe ..... of course joey n daniel is studying with each other ..... or studying each other .... im still not sure ...... cos they study far far away from the rest of us ....... hahahahaha ...... wat can i do .... no one is hitting me yet for my blog ........ n 1 more thing ...... oooo my loyal fan .... miss joey the queen monkey ....... happy reading this new post ......
wait ....... i dun wanna end this post yet ...... i wanna get killed sumhow ..... sumway ........ ooooo looks like macha left in search of chris ...... well well .... alot of ppl's birthday thsi month ...... cant afford to buy sooo many presents ....... sooo .... looks like i have to draw sum money from my savings .... which i was keeping for my new handphone ....... unfortunately ..... i wont be getting my new phone ........ n from wat i just heared from amirul ..... i really wonder where jason is ..... well .... if he is not here .... by 5 ....... i guess i have to give him another call ..... haihz ....... im sooooooo tired from thinking soooo many things ..... trips ...... awards nite .... future ....... study (not soo much ) ..... now carina went off to dunno where ....... i wonder ....... alot of wondering ..... cos im in the library with mirul .... back to back ...... hehhehhehe ... this blog is really screwed up isnt it ....... give ur opinion ....... n from wat i see ...... im not getting much hit on my blog ...... dat will change ..... friday nite .... there will be a new story ..... based on the pics of cultural nite ...... soo .. plz wait n enjoy it on saturday .... hehehhehehe ...... of course ... this is one of my longest blog ..... yet i think ...... cant believe im doing this shit soo near to TEE ..... n once again to those who r reading ..... all the best n good luck ...... soo .... wait for the next postings in the near future ...... im sure u all would be entertained ...... thank u
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
heyya .... posting now cos ppl r interested in wat i say
hehehehehehe .... ok ok ok ok ..... since i have a great hit on my blog ..... n ppl is always asking whether i added any new stuff inside ..... got me wondering ..... should i add some old pics which i could rip off sumwhere .,.... sumhow .... hehehhehehe
well .... post ur thoughts in my chat ..... hehehhe .... dats where i can see responds ..... anyone out there who wanna have a say .... plz do so ..... im willing to hear u out ..... no need to post ur real name if u dun wan to ..... hehehehe ... just give a clue of who u r ok ..... hehehehehe
ok ok ok ...... now ... back to me ...... as usual ..... i go to college in the afternoon ...... reach college saw val ..... as usual ... at the normal place dat she would always be ... hehehehe ... went there ... tried to study there .... but it was tooooo bloody hot ...... sooo ... went off to library ...... ooooo nice place to chill out .... studied ..... as much as i could la ..... my mind begins to shrink in storage place ..... unbelievable ..... hahahahahha i dun think i have much memory left .... or is it dat my processor is corrupted ..... anywayz .... i just studied wat i could ..... then lepak with the calculas ppl .... hahahahha they finished their paper today ..... good for them .....
n as usual ... went off to dinner .... at medan ..... with ...... macha ... jason ... isabel ..... then later .... amirul n colin came by ...... then the final guest ..... mr chris ....... hahahaha .... had some seriously good laugh there ..... hahahahaha ...... anywayz ..... went back to college ..... only to see isabel pissed at macha for the stupid AVP act ...... by macha la of course .... hahahah ..... of course isabel kicked some sense into him by kicking him in the balls .... guess even a predator have weaknesses ...... anywayz ...... went to study wat i could ....... n play abit of comp in library .... hahaha ...... then went i wanted to come back .... it was raining ..... i cursed n cursed ..... shit .... soo ... waited ..... n waited ..... n waited ..... n finally ...... sumone .... gave an idea to run to my car .... with my bag on my head ..... i did dat ..... n it proved ok ..... hehehehe .... soo ... im here ... back at home .... cold ..... cos its also raining here ......
n this is for joey ...... thank u for reading my blog everyday ..... i never knew i had such a loyal fan ..... n i also wanna thank the others who came by ...... come n enjoy ..... i think in the near future .... there would be more stories to tell ...... believe me ...... i will get more stories to tell .... hehehehe
Monday, November 08, 2004
ahhhh finally the TEE has started .....
TEE has started ..... woah ..... time is sure fast ...... AUSMAT 2004 is really coming to an end soon ....... unbelievable ....... hahahahaha ...... anywayz .... i wanna take this opportunity to wish all of u all the best in ur TEE .... for those ppl who r in AUSMAT ...... i know it has been a great journey that we had this year ....... lets finally go through the final leg of this program n move on to our desire universities ...... everyone ...... i wish u all the best again ..... n may u score well for ur TEE .... so dat u can scale up ur internal marks ....... n giving u the opportunity to enter the university dat u wish to enter ......
n 1 more thing ..... to all couples who got together in AUSMAT this year ...... i would like to wish all of u all the best for ur relationship ..... may ur relationship with ur loved 1 be very fruitful ..... n may u enjoy each other's company as much as u could ........
lets finally do our TEE with all our might ...... n get it over with ....... meet all of u at awards nite ...... hehehehhe ..... enjoy the exam ......
Saturday, November 06, 2004
wakakakaka ..... wat a normal going time
even though i was previously sick ..... but now im on the path of recovery ...... recovery of my loss weight ....... bloody helll ...... loss to much weight ...... extremely hard to put it back on ...... or maybe not ......
anywayz ..... now gonna rest my body no more .... gonna fill back wat my body loss ...... my body demands it ....... n i have to make up for lost time ...... but weekends r not meant for studies ..... but i will see wat i can cramp in ..... sooo it will be a screwy weekend .... but must of course enjoy ..... means release stress la ......
anywayz ..... life in college is lifely as ever ..... with miss isabel chasing me around ..... hahahaha .... she cant catch me ...... she was like a erupting volcano ..... i had alot of laughs there ...... hehehehehe ..... reliving a childlike dream ..... nyahahahahaha ..... im a sick psycho no ??? .... of course i am .......
hehehehe ...... not bad ..... life is not bad ........ food was again great ...... of course .... my food came last ...... cos u know why ??? .... i ordered cheese baked rice at pink ....... bloody nice n filling ....... but the egg i gave to chris in advance .... n the rest ..... i ate .... all on my own ..... yes .... i did it .... but had to walked through the rain for it ..... but it was a truly worthwhile walk ..... hehehehe .....
then study till ... no more mood .... soo talked about alot of things life ... hospital ... after TEE ... about TEE ...... n soo much more ....... but did study in between those talks ...... hehehehe .... finally ..... i forgot to check my phone .... it had a msg ..... shud have checked ..... then ppl would maybe get chance *wink**wink* ..... hahahahahha then drove back ..... wanted to make a near accident scene ..... n hahahaa ..... very nicely done ..... hehehehe .... then went back home ...... n then online ... chat ...... then talked ..... then slept at 3
wahhh ... not a bad day .... started at 8.30 ... ended at 3.30 in the morning ....... long long day i had ...... hehehehe ...... a wonderful long day .... hehehe ..... experience in the morning n afternoon ..... is not to be discussed .... not interesting ....
Friday, November 05, 2004
oooooo i posted it ..... my bad ..... isabel .... this i no temper with ... its original
this is a work ..... by a few genuises ..... to tell more about the mother of AUSMAT2004 .... miss isabel
1.Body:
Sleep with or without clothes on?
- without....
2.Prefer black or blue pens?
- Black...sexy..
3.Dress up on Halloween?
- everynight....
4.Like to travel?
-yeah..by myself..to look for other lone rangers out there
5.Like someone?
- nope..ppl lurve me...
6.Does he/she know?
- like duh!!!
7. Sleep on your side?
- no...sleep on someone else's side...
8. Think you're attractive?
-obviously.....the best man....
9. Want to marry?
- i'm already married to 6 donkeys....but i onli kept 3 by my side...
10. Who?
- one think he's brad pitt but he's am-pitt, one think he's hot and sexy..but NOT, and de other is de onli decent one..thank God..
11. Are you a good student?
- hm...i'm the teacher's pet..haha
12. Are you currently in a relationship?
- - what relationship? i'm alreadi married..hahahaha
13. Are you involved in sports?
- yeah..night sports...very active too...
14. Birthplace?
- i need house
15. Do u drugs?
- i drug my husbands..... dat's why they marry me...
16.Colored or black-and-white photo?
- coloured..to show ppl's radiance..
17. Do long distance relationships work?
- yeah..why not??
18. Do you believe in astrology?
- i watch astro...
19.Do you believe in god?
- Yesh....
20. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- if not how do u think i find my 6 husbands...hahaha
21. Do you consider yourself the life of the party?
- duh...that's why i have so many kids now...
22. Do you drink?
- yeah..everyday...
23. Do you have your own car?
- my husbands trasport me wherever i wanna go....(not by car)
24. Do you have a job?
- yeah....entertained by strippers...
25. Do you make fun of people?
- yeah....hahahaha
26. Do you think dreams eventually come true?
- yesh...why not? my kids dream's came true
27. Fave thing to do?
- right now..wanna kill my eldest son..christopher...
28. Fave breakfast food?
- strawberry and chocolate flavour milk
29. Fave Candy?
- de one n onli one in AUSMAT....David Handsome Lim
30. Fave Vacation spot?
- My shower room
31. Favorite body part of the opposite sex?
- use ur own imagination
32. Favorite cartoon?
- porn...
33. Go to the movies or rent?
- download online..
34. Have you ever moved?
- yeah..many position...
35. Have you ever stolen anything(from a store)??
- condoms....for ma husbands
36. How's the weather right now?
- hot..very hot..
37. Hug or kiss?
-hug me, den kiss me den.....hmm..
39.Last time you showered:
- can't remember
40. Loud or soft music?
- de louder de better
41. McDonalds or Burger King?
- i like my husband's version of burger
42. More romantic; bath or shower?
- shower..more ganas
43. Night or day?
- day..can see better...
44. Number of Pillows?
- 6 comfy pillows
45. Piano or guitar?
-guitar... can be dildo
46. PE or MaTh?
- PE...sweat more..maths...measure my "pillows"
47. Punk or Classic?
- wake up in de morning, punk... after work..classic
48. Hangout or study?
- studyin while hanging out..49. yoghurt or milk?- pure milk..
Thursday, November 04, 2004
ohhh ... tiring day
yeah yeah ... tiring ..... but for sure i studied ...... i think i studied ......
cos there isnt much else to do but to study ....... unless i stone ..... hehehehehhe .... but i do stone or day dream when i study sumtimes ........ stomach still not feeling well .... cut me some slack
anywayz .... had fun ... seeing the faces of those who wanted to killl so soooo much ... but didnt .,... cos i was sick .... dat was kind ..... or was it brutal ..... they wan me to suffer b4 they make me suffer ....... wow ..... i never tot of it dat way .......
well ... anywayz ..... dats wat i think ...... not sure wat they think anywayz ...... im tooooo dumb to understand those angels ..... hehehehehe ....... so anywayz ... studied wat i could lor ....... rather than at home .... most probably sleeping ...... bad bad thing to do .......
but 1 thing was weird was dat ....... i saw the couple ..... in the story b4 this ..... which is daniel n joey ..... leaving the studying scene rather early ..... towards wat i could guess is the car park ..... from there onwards ..... i have no idea where they have gone ..... or wat funky stuff they did .......
n 2 put things straight ..... the story is a story ...... nothing more .... the characters name is still the same ...... but ..... the story behind the pics r for entertainment ......
to all those sick psychos who thinks this story is real ...... get a life ........ ciaoz. ...... wanna sleep .... darn sleepy ...... or maybe bcos im tired ....... ok ok .... ciaoz again .....
im now feeling better ... n guess wat ... i shud be in college ....
hehehehehe .... i know alot of u wanna kill me ...... for all the things i've done in my blog ..... be my guest ......
anywayz ..... i shud be in college ...... on thursday .... which is today ....... anywayz ... i have to try n study ..... for all the lost time ..... which was 3 days ...... lets see whether i can make up for the lost time ....... be in college in afternoon ......
n for now .... dun try anything ........ my body is still recovering ......... or maybe u might get vomited on ...... hehehehhee
Monday, November 01, 2004
god dam
im now sick .... terribly sick ....... i got a severe case of food poisoning ...... vomited 5 times ..... cirit-birit or purge nearly 50 times ..... if not mistaken ......
i may be admitted to hospital for IV drips .... cos my body isnt taking in any nutrition ...... all of it r vomited away ........
its hurts dam bad ..... sooo .... i might NOT be able to go to college to study after all ...... all my study regime gone down the drain ....... i hope i will get better ......
now im waiting whether i will vomit for the 6th time .... if i do ..... then i will be sent off to hospital ...... most probably to Pantai Cheras ....... so plz pray dat i will get well .... n dun need to go to hospital for the IV drip .....
love u guys out there ....... pray for me plz
